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I miss you most when I lay down to sleep. My bed feels so empty with just me. I miss just laying there in your arms face to face. But what i miss most is the warmth of each embrace. Each kiss, each touch. Each I love you...it means everything to me.

Sometimes not even those three words, are enough...to express how I feel about...
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New Orleans! Alright! Aww how i miss thee Cypress Trees. So I was lookin' on Orbitz...and tickets are around $292. $330 after taxes. I picked a random date. so according to if we left Jan 16. and stayed there Feb 7th. I'd be that much. I think that's like 23 days...lol. I think. So tomorrow...or maybe monday I am going to call Interval...and see if...
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My family is insane. It gets worse everyday. I think i'm over being sad about it...no...i'm still sad I'd give anything for some peace in this house. But everyone is so sick of each other. I hate being home...this isn't a home this is hell. I know my sister can be a...jerk sometimes, or a lot...but she doesn't deserve to hear some of the things...
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Update on life.

Work is meh. I got another burn from that damn oven. These snobby girls came to the service deli...mainly to complain...omg fried chicken how fattening. ewww..Yeah...Ok. stfu and don't eat it then...and get away from my service deli. Sierra looked at me and we both mouthed..."what a bitch." We were both busting up in the back room. Some of these customers we...
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I love You, has never felt so right.

I Lost a friend back in August. Not to death, to lies. It's one of those things that you sit there and think "fuck what went wrong." What did go wrong..i couldn't tell you. I don't know. I do but i don't. It all ended with a lie. And i said fuck it, i'm tired of being always taken advantage of...it hurt. She was my...
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Dane Cook is the shit.

"Ummm, Helllooo?" love it!

So yesterday, I was sorta bummed out on a level of reasons. Mostly family drama. The usual. But Going to Dennys to meet up with the guys (Ryan, Boyer & Scott) definetly made me feel better. Got a few laughs out. And I got to see Ryan. Which made my night. I'm starting to think i'd...
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I'm so tired! lol I definetly do not want to go to school today
I have to write a three page paper (not that much) but it still requires me to think and I am definetly feeling a little on the lazy side today. Sleep sounds much better...

As far back as I can remember my first few years of growing up was in the city of Azuza, California. I had a older brother Jesse (11 years older to be exact) and an older sister Krystal (3 years older). I was the baby of the family. My father immigrated to the United States when he was in his late twenty's and my mother...
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Sometimes it's so hard to let your guard down when you've been hurt so many times. And then something good comes, and it's a struggle within yourself...to just take it in. To let yourself live. love. and be Happy.....

Sidenote: I saw Halloween last night, the new one just out by Rob Zombie. Scared the shit out of me! lol.
But I was thinking last...
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So many things on my mind...and i can't seem to sort them out.

Ah I can't wait till Sweeney Todd comes out. Johnny Depp= haha. He also = a lol. Anyways, the crazy thing is Sweeney Todd was an actual person. The musical and the movie are a more embellished story of his life. They're not really based exactly on his life, but they're certainly about him. Crazy people in England. haha Jack the Ripper anyone? Most people...
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