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aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats just about sums up how I feel so far today.

Now yesterday was amazing...no particular reason. I was just feeling so much joy and love for life in general. Granted there are many things in this world that are sad. A small and personal example: I just got off the phone w/ my mom. She just moved up to San Fran and decided...
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magusdesign007:
speak again bright angel, speak again!!!
silverjimmy:
Hopefully you (and your mother) find this week better than last.

I haven't made it to Mal in a long time, too busy with work and all frown I hope to find time again someday soon, though.
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Im sooooo busy!

I have exam II for stats tomorrow am and Im just now studying shocked. I have to work this wk-end and get ready for my trip starting on Sunday. So much to do and so little time.

I dyed my hair a few days ago and realized in one year I went from about 15% grey to about 60%, at least it...
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_fatalist:
HEY! Aren't you back yet? Come back and say something!! wink

And I agree with whats been said above. You'll know it when you feel it. Never jump into anything unless your heart is in it. Take it from me, with my 2 kids. I love them to death, and I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world. But to be honest, I should have never had them, or agreed to have them.

Well, I hope things are well with you, and hurry up and come back.
mrs_misha:
Lovely to meet you too!!! Let us know when you come out again
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HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY EVERYONE. BE A LITTLE IRISH-LIVE, LOVE AND LAUGH!!!

Hope everyone had a great weekend.
Work was wonderful. There were lots of heart touching and exciting moments. There was even a funny (in the end) story to bring home. I'll just tell you folks that it started with me siting at the main nursing station, looking up and finding a completely confused...
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velvet_petal:
Well, I only put up the pictures that are cute! Hee Hee! I love the rabbit too. Got him at Anthropologie store a little while back. I forgot to thank you for your comments on my pics the other day. Itis funny but I was checking out your albums the day before and did not get a chance to comment, but wanted to say how pin-up doll pretty you are. Love the red hairdo with the big bangs. It really suits you.
annisa:
the Slits are actually from the 70's
glad you liked the song
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I'd give...to be 21 again and be happy and have fun w/ my looks then.
I was never happy, now I'm 30 tongue and look at old pictures and can't believe I was
so down on myself. whatever
m0ngrel:
kiss
i like me better now
even though i looked 1billionX fitter then
i feel that i look much more comfortable and stylish now
i still get down on myself though... bleh, lol
not as bad as i use to... whoa i was vicious
velvet_petal:
That feeling is pretty universal. So don't lose sight of the fact that you are hot now and have many, many, many more hot years left in you...so don't waste it beating yourself up. Put on those killer thigh high boots of yours or something fun and get out there and celebrate all you have going for you now!!!
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Only I would hurt myself the first day at 24hr fitness.whatever

I was so amped about joining and toning up.
Im hoping it will help me feel better alround. Less stress, better sleep yada yada. biggrin

I only worked out for 20 mins on the damn cross trainer but I was blacking out and ready to faint after I stopped. I even did the cool down...
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velvet_petal:
It TOTALLY WORKED! Thank you sweet GingerKiss.

Be gentle with yourself at the gym. You are in great shape and don't need to push it too hard too soon.
diu:
lol thanks ya it was time to cover the old tattoo lol. Take it easy with the 24 hour though eh? lol. I probably wouldnt fair any better though.
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UPDATE: Yeh I got my credit card!!!biggrin
There is a little story behind the process though.
Some people are so bias and always have preconceived ideas based on shit.

SO, Ive been told I look much younger than I am and I happen to look pretty scrubby when I went into the bank. There was only one customer service guy and he took his time...
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cineman:
Well, kick some ass why don't you! What a great update here. Congrats on all the goodness you're getting, hotstuff; most def deserved, yo.

I was listening to the live Blue October / "Foiled For The Last Time" record in the car on my way home tonight. LOVE that band more than any in a very long while. When in March and where is the show? I be too tired to peep it meself and will probably forget on my own. wink

And I appreciate the comment re: things going well and it is cool, no lie - though I'm far from famous, doofus wink - but it sounds like you're rocking your world as well, and from what I've seen it's fundamentally the exact same thing anyway, darlin' - promise. smile
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I had the best Valentine's Day ever!

First he made me dinner. It was fabulous:
starter-mixed spring salad w/ cucumbers,cherry tomatoes and a savory vinaigrette, butter croissants
main dish-cordon-blue w/ turkey ham and munster cheese toped w/ spicy bread crumbs, sides were sweet corn and a mix of seasoned and sauted squashes.

Then we gave gifts:
I customized a V day card of course.I put...
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pelirojo:
Hello, Sorry I took so dame long to writr back to you. I am for the past two weeks having been doing well. Thanks for your concern especially. I hope I didn't creep, frustrate, or disturb you about me getting so overwhelmed about going to disneyland. I can tend to overreact and instead of thinking it out more maturely i just wrote what ever suddenly came to me head. I'd ask you to disneyland but I'd think my girlfriend would not agree. How are you doing, I still care! kiss
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Happy to say last night's work really made up for Friday's night of hell. I love being a nurse along w/ other things. Being a RN is extremely rewarding on many different levels. However, with great rewards comes great challenges. Generally, the frustration is over a overly needy, demanding , anxious or drug abusing patient. mad

I broke down 3 times. Yes, I cried my heart...
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cineman:
Wow! Work's a grind but the love life's picking up, it seems. Cheers to that, huh?

Congrats!

- b

And re: "friends" on Myspace, that one's more for PR and general stuff anyway; I may start a "friends ONLY" page there one day but I like having it open for now. smile
velvet_petal:
Happy Valentine's!
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Fifty Cents : A Story of An Over Analytical Mind

It was a beautiful day. The sun was shinning and the light breeze was cool. It took me a while to get motivated about studying. Earlier I had a wonderful shower, placed myself in cute but comfy clothes and had a yummy lunch. Unfortunately, the time came to get to work.

I walked into the...
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m0ngrel:
kiss kiss kiss kiss
you're so cute
m0ngrel:
is fun, and super easy
i didnt know you wanted to be an animator
is a very gratifying struggle
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As I came out of the shower still a little wet I noticed I had a text from Brian and this is what it read...

We're sitting on a secluded stretch of beach. A warm breeze blowing, cool water splashing against our feet as the surf moves in and out. Sitting behind you, I hold you in my arms. I kiss the back of your...
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velvet_petal:
I'm sure that was a message which merited an enthusiastic response.
Nice to know your guy is thinking about you.
m0ngrel:
biggrin
nice text!
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I know the greatest guy in the world. AND he loves ME blush Im the luckiest girl in the world!
I wish love, happiness, good health and good time to you ALL biggrin
velvet_petal:
I like hearing that.