Thursday May 08, 2003

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makeup sex makes more sense to me now, but I refuse to give in. I don't want to let the urge to win him over inspire me to act the way he wants me to for a few days, and then have things return to the way they were. I just have to keep telling myself it's better this way, and soon I'll find a way to believe it.
exploded:
lies are only lies until we believe them. we lie to ourselves to make ourselves happy. or at least to make the world bearable.

i do, anyway

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