I can't believe that I had two pages of comments in the previous entry. Heh. I'm such a dorkass, but those kind of things make me all giddy. 
Wow- I can't believe I go from feeling all depressed to this euphoric within a few hours. It's simply insane. SG's helps quite a bit... the people on here are just so wonderful- makes me glad to be human again.
Personalized flattery of the day-- oipthestampede -- dude- you make me smile. Cooking and websites, what's next?
Ughmm... well now that spooky himself has left a comment saying how I should apply to be a SG, I guess I have no more reasons not too (uhhmm.. other than the having myself up online nekkid!). Honestly, I think that it would be a very liberating and pro-self thing. Yea, so some might say it's degrading (i know no one on here would) but for some reason, taking off my clothes for SG's isn't about the nudity. It's so much more than that. It's like saying FUCK you world.. I'm beautiful just the way I am. I'm so beautiful that i'm part of a site where people have to pay to see my body. And you know what- there is nothing wrong with that. Nothing at all.
I've changed a lot lately. I went from Ms. Prude to Ms. Prude that could. Eh- so I've tried my share of alcohol and as of last night, experiemented with a particular herb not sold in the local health food store. *shh* -- Yea-- so I'll be the official suicideGOODgirl who had suddenly turned naughty. Seriously, tho, I'm sick of living by everyone else's rules. It's no way to live and I've had it.
Chris (my bf) is right... I never take any risks. I never do anything where the consequence could be much worse than where I started off. Looking back at my (short) life I can see that it's been so-- utterly boring.
I didn't think I could be a SG because I'm not a punk, i'm not a goth, and i'm not a raver chick.
But i'm me... the artsy good girl who has a thang for leather, lace and things that go bump in the night. (where's the little AIM halo'd smiley face when you need it?)
I'll shut up now. Seriously. Uhh--
goodnight.
Wow- I can't believe I go from feeling all depressed to this euphoric within a few hours. It's simply insane. SG's helps quite a bit... the people on here are just so wonderful- makes me glad to be human again.
Personalized flattery of the day-- oipthestampede -- dude- you make me smile. Cooking and websites, what's next?
Ughmm... well now that spooky himself has left a comment saying how I should apply to be a SG, I guess I have no more reasons not too (uhhmm.. other than the having myself up online nekkid!). Honestly, I think that it would be a very liberating and pro-self thing. Yea, so some might say it's degrading (i know no one on here would) but for some reason, taking off my clothes for SG's isn't about the nudity. It's so much more than that. It's like saying FUCK you world.. I'm beautiful just the way I am. I'm so beautiful that i'm part of a site where people have to pay to see my body. And you know what- there is nothing wrong with that. Nothing at all.
I've changed a lot lately. I went from Ms. Prude to Ms. Prude that could. Eh- so I've tried my share of alcohol and as of last night, experiemented with a particular herb not sold in the local health food store. *shh* -- Yea-- so I'll be the official suicideGOODgirl who had suddenly turned naughty. Seriously, tho, I'm sick of living by everyone else's rules. It's no way to live and I've had it.
Chris (my bf) is right... I never take any risks. I never do anything where the consequence could be much worse than where I started off. Looking back at my (short) life I can see that it's been so-- utterly boring.
I didn't think I could be a SG because I'm not a punk, i'm not a goth, and i'm not a raver chick.
But i'm me... the artsy good girl who has a thang for leather, lace and things that go bump in the night. (where's the little AIM halo'd smiley face when you need it?)
I'll shut up now. Seriously. Uhh--
goodnight.
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bettietwoguns:
clearly you have good eyes and don't need glasses. they are, infact, dkny frames.
montagro:
Dorkass is such a cool word.. but I don't think you're one. Go for it.
