funkabella

WOOHOO Going to finally get my lip pierced in a half hour, also going to repierce my nose. Last time I went to a Phish concert and camped and well um other things so it got kinda icky. So then I got a little abcess thing and yuck. But no scaring so now I'm getting the other side done. I will post a pic later,...
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stifling you from
the cells you have touched
i wait for your acceptance
your dick is my crutch
i'll swallow you whole
do what you need
after each rejection
i'm still your faithful stead.


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sorrow is sickening
you pathetic bitch
what you want
makes you only wish
the snarles you get
you feed off for life
hating is easier
than licking a sharpened knife...
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deception forgives those
that were punished
forgiving are you when your
words become published
accolades and awards
meaningless
sucked through the cracks in the floor
subliminal message
from me to you
i know what your doing
i want to do it too
blacken inside there
live in my own selfish lair
when she leaves
i dont want to hear
i'll take you know
as if...
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keepng your foe
close as a friend
it isnt caring
you keep trying to pretend
jumping @ ringtones
and hlding your breath
letters dont come
why cant you start fresh
three years of wonder
wanting the forbidden
the truth was obviously hidden
look at you with your drapes pulled shut
calling you only
to borrow your cunt

More manic writings and abstract "drawings: are in abundace on my desk this morning. Waiting for someone to remember me, which looks like a downhill battle. Do I really have that much self hatred to keep caring for that fucker? LOL I guess so eh?

semi automatic
biochemically frantic
you say it
then you slay it
meaning what you hate to say
you make me vomit day to day
explosive and pungent
the smell of defeat
worse are the bastards
who love when they cheat
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you are the sinful magic. all that you encompass is the kingdom of hopes and dreams. your falsity was a lie. not empathetic. a...
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When people have you wrapped around their finger, they take your caring for granted and they really shouldnt. Feelings are something you shouldnt play with, even when things are cut and dry. When someone really cares about you on whatever level, dont you want them there in your life? Or is it just a big joke, and when they turn their back you crack jokes...
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