funkabella

FUUUUUCK YEEEEEEEEAH

I GOT TREEEEEEY TICKETS WOOT WOOT
Now I get to see Trey & Mike woohooo I cant wait. HMMMM wonder if someone else is going to see Trey? hmmmm

I got Atlanta Mike Gordon Tix WOOHOO! I can not wait till we go to Atlanta, I'm getting my tattoo down in 5 points They have wicked studios down there!
I went to the zoo this weekend and it was so fun, we donate $ to them, our zoo is actually a really good one Then we went gambling and won 30$ lol yay! and...
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So I got into Phish after loving The Grateful Dead passionately for so long. I started to get into them in late 1995, and saw my first show in 1996. I was very much deferred from the entire scene by my much older Deadhead friends and boyfriend at the time, they thought it was a much "shadier" scene, but in reality it was not. The...
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WOOHOO TREY ANNOUNCED HIS TOUR WOOHOOO
I am so down for the atlanta,cinci and nyc shows! I'm so much more in favor of the indoor shows than outdoor, I hope I can score these on ticketbastard! CROSS YOUR FINGERS FOR ME!
It was weird to go to my first show without dreaddies or hippie gear on, it felt weird, and i felt like so much...
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more old stuff, i dug all of it out and read it. this isnt poetry, its my journal, this is my diary, all of these words and ramblings and thoughts. all of the mis-spelled words and quotations that are used to frequently or not enough. I have a huge folder, of scribblings. through deaths, engagements, abusive boyfriends, cheating boyfriends, betrayal of friends, lies, drug addiction,...
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So why when you go to Secretary of State are they always so rude/mean? If you didnt want to deal with that kind of "stress" or whatever they feel is being the pain that so is obviously in their asses, why would you go into that job at all? We all need to make money, this much I do realize, BUT when they are so...
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ooooo i found some old scribblings ...................



seeing you with your guard down
and your blinders on
your atttention invisible to my craving heart
coldness a trait i wish youd ignore
so i'll sit here and smoke bowl after bowl
i'll be the good obediant little "housewife"
i'll clean and cook
biting my tongue when i disagree
with your narrowmindedness money hungry soul
other realities...
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fly above me
observate and designate
my fate
please clean my slate

give me a shell
armor for protection
i deflect the enemies
everyones objection
who i am
who i was
why
only because
no reasons are needed the ground has been seeded
take faith in me
in what i foresee
your forgetting the obvious
strong smart talented creative
all of these is she
you...
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its hard for me to get it into my head that someone can do certain things with you, and share like intimate things, and have been your friend before, but now they want nothing to do with you, even though they KNOW you'd do anything for them. They KNOW you care about them and what happens to them. Maybe the fact that they know you...
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THAT my friends is my lovely girlfriend lol mmmmm of The Murmurs, and of the newer version of the band GUSH, as well as playing ALICE on The L Word mmmmm. Leisha Hailey.

p.s. We are totally going to hang out mama deary! I got your # and I'm emailing you right now.

I hit myself in the middle of sleeping I do believe and...
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