frozensunshine

kaskata is right a day is what you make of it. In honor of this. Rec me a Suicidegirl that's not in my favorites. Pretty girls always cheer me up.

If it's possible, I might be having a day worse than yesterday.*sigh*

edit: I returned my thing to Radioshack (even though it was past thirty days), thus-- my day is only partially shitty.

I'm beginning to pack up the apartment. It's really sad. Alot of fucking awesome things happened in this apartment. There was the cutting off of T-shirts while drunk.... the salvia expierience, the Golden Girls Marathon, the sleep-overs, the illegal kitty (love Snowball!!), Kyle comming over drunk after class, Kyle leaving me the dear-John letter, chilling with Melissa to booty music, making out on the bathroom...
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And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
~Dammit Blink-182

I want this to not come true. But it looks like it is happening anyway. I'm scared to grow up.

I gacked this from Curiosity
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-mercury512
-pinkmercury125
-unefragilelapine


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-Tiny feet
-my nose
-my calves

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my natural hair color (it's this icky brown)
-my high forehead
-my little fingers

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-chech
-hungarian
-irish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-failing
-the dark...
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I was talking with a friend today-- and for some reason I said something about primates. monkeys, baboons, gibbons, gorillas etc., scare the scare the crap out of me. They have since I was little. I don't see how you can find them cute.. or adorble. They are scary!!!! http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/2/64/140642/46575/524690_thumb.jpg


That's all I wanted to say really. Does anyone else have any strange fears? Anyone...
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I'm such a fucking screw up. So, i go to take a nap this afternoon, thinking hey kaskata will be home by seven... I can sleep, and still make it to my meeting. So I don't set my alarm. Well... she never came home and I slept to 8:30. SHITE!

So, now Thom is mad at me, I have a policy paper due Thursday, and...
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Apparently I didn't have ESPR today... I could be sleeping right now. I'm so tired. It's hard to keep my eyes open. I have a group meeting at 11, or I would have gone home to sleep. I keep yawning. It's making my eyes water. My allergies are going to kick in soon. I'm sad. I really hate allergy season.


13 more days untill NIN!!...
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Sorry that I have been neglecting journals lately. My personal life is taking a dive. I feel like shit, and I really don't know why I feel like it. I visted my Gram Saturday. It was the saddest day ever. I had to feed my Gram. It made me want to cry. She cried and cried the whole time I was there. She was in...
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I'm going downstate for the weekend to see my Gram. She's back in the Nursing home. Her bloodclot is shrinking.. but it is still there. My parents are making me feel really guilty about going to see her. I don't understand anything right now.


Why do you get all the love in the world?


I like Nick if I'm intoxicated. Otherwise, I can do without.

My Gram is really sick. Like really really sick. If she dies tonight, I'm leaving to go home. I know I need school, but it's my Gram. She took care of me. She taught me how to make bread by hand. She complained about everything and anything. I'm going to miss her more than anything. I feel like I'm 8 again, and my Grandma Conny...
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