freckle

today was a good day.

i figured a bunch of shit out... expecially where boys are concerned. told one i liked him, one i didn't, and one that i did like him until he dumped me and slept with a small country.

go me.

tonight i hade the best date ever




which i managed to ruin by getting drunk and vomiting.

one word: sabatoge

tonight... alice in wonderland and drinking

and lots of it

today i didn't go to class or to work... bad freckle

i went out on a date with my ex... extra bad freckle

he told me to meet him outside instead of coming in to get me: -
he was suposed to take me to dinner, but ate before he came: -
he took me to coffee at zokas: +
he played chess with me,...
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i had a paper due today, so i stayed up all night. I have a test tomorrow, so i think i'll be up all night tonight as well. blah

the plan was to skip out on work and nap. didn't happen. being responcible blows.




i just want a big man to curl up on...

my ex just left. wow... just smelling him brings so much back. didn't do anything though. proud of myself. need to get better at the whole 'saying no' thing. whenever i think i'm over him, i see him...

i'm so not

today i saw 'gangs of new york'. i heard it had irish people in it. i was not terribly impressed. it almost kinda tried to have a plot, but... well no. but i didn't fall asleep or anything.

then i had burgers (fries for me) on the ave at 1am. i miss the dennys.

sidenote: i left my digital camera at my friends house after...
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i need to stop being so fucking emotional. i can scream, cry, dance around, cry somemore, then give away free hugs all within a 30 minute timespan. makes people confused.

i guess i don't want to have less emotion, that how i am. i just need more justification for it.

tonight i drank a lot. mostly bad beer and screwdrivers. as a-matter-of-fact i am still quite drunken.

the party was great... togas are awesome. mine fell off, but i had underneath clothes. people were nice, boys were cute (and single for the most part), lots of liquer.

afterwards i had a not as awesome encounter with an extreamly pushy boy. came down to get raped...
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i fully intended to go to sgseattle-party-thingy, then i forgot... poo

other then that life has been homework homework homework (paper on tuesday, test on wednesday). glad for the 3-day.

saw my ex yesterday, it was painful and icky. but i've heard that's status quo for that sort of thing.

tonight i will get drunk

plus side: i saw my cousin today
minus side: i had to go to a frat party to do so

i am ashamed to admit that members of my family are also members of such things, but i love them all the same.

i had never been to one before. reid invited me, so i felt the need to at least appear out of respect/love....
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yesterday sucked

everyone is grumpy, leading me to think everyone is mad at me... probably not true, but i'm suspious like that

must have called everyone i know... no one has the time any more. always rushing off with girlfriends, workouts, homework...

loosen up