frantic

Well what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, What trys to kill you better fucking run cause im gonna kick the little fuckers ass


Moving on



Lets play a game. Count the fucking swear words in this entry.






Next.......



So ive been giving it some thought and the egg did come first. Not the chicken. As the egg didnt know it was gonna be a...
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Failed manager exam and schuey is defo outta the championship hunt (like he was ever it)
SO fed up i didnt really do all the revision i should of AND they changed part of the exam so iwas screwed retaske 25th september.

So all in all a shit week, but there ius some hope in the gloomy tomb that is life. Me and sam are...
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And now the all new journal of





EIZZARDRULES



Yes kids all good and fun. i know who sam went with and i didnt find out from her. I love my contacts around the place so im meeting her tomorrow after work and well talk some more, stuff has moved forward but im not getting my hopes up.


But what i really wanted to talk about...
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New month new fight.

Let me share what little i know. There are 2 kinds of "forever" the first kind means never ending wiill always exist. The second means say it because it sounds good and leads person on. Even say it on the monday night you cheat on him and then act like a relationship never existed by the wednesday!

Ill be ok though...
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Ok ive decided if she tells me who then well take it slow. But if she wont then its all secrets and lies which i wont put up with it. Im gonna really put things right ive had enough of this now, If not oh well. Rebuild repair move on.

I love this album buy it people of the uk (europe had it since last...
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Well would of had a funny journal to write but........












Sam cheated on me last night while we were all out. She went off with a few friends i stayed with mine all was fine. But she fucked up. told me and wondered why i wasnt all sypmathetic with her (yes she played the victim) and to top it off it is someone i know....
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Right presentation time! but before that my night out.

If not up for going out drink until it all goes away. I did this trouble was i hadnt eatin since 11am yay! and ive not drank much since june, so after 6 dbl vodka and red bulls i was tipsy. Me my mate ash and his mate luke lost everyone else. So what do 3...
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If the world is gonna end could it please do so now. Thank you.

But really if the world was gonna end i dont think it would be blood in the streets screaming hell. I dont think we would notice it. God would just yell "cut! great attempt but could we start it again and a little more organisation please" and bang wed rewind back...
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This is an update

what goes on in my life goes here


witty remark here




An attempt to fit in here





maybe a lack of understanding here



Some hate of random stuff maybe

but a complete lack of belief everywhere.

So yeah.......................................FUCK.

Im getting taken out (well me and other managers) to a nice meal and drinks for free. Yay! Although i do have do a presentation on the 3 things ive just been given charge on and give a detailed report on my plan of action of how im going to sort this out. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Ah better. Now one of the my new...
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