I think creation was probably a very lonely place to be before man came into existence. do you suppose God gets lonely? can an all knowing being ever be lonely? can he ever really have companionship? What is love to God, and why does he want it from us.
How do you not objectify women? How do you not objectify anyone? What is it not...
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How do you not objectify women? How do you not objectify anyone? What is it not...
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frankmask:
I don't want to go to sleep, because then, why wake up? How can consciousness end?
nebel:
moods like that are both evil and wonderful....evily wonderful. wooo!
The people who made Warrior Within don't like me.
I'm Contagious!
comicking:
I'm not!
So I'm sitting here listening to Cake, arranged as best as I can to outline the rise and fall of my latest relationship. It starts with short skirt long jacket, and ends, with... let me see... I Will Survive.
Now, understand that the following nihilistic attitude is not the result of this one relationship. It's really the climax of a series of wonderfully fucked up...
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Now, understand that the following nihilistic attitude is not the result of this one relationship. It's really the climax of a series of wonderfully fucked up...
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nebel:
*cough*
mmmm......caaakkkeee.....
uugghhh....relationships.........
mmm.....edible cake......go eat some.
mmmm......caaakkkeee.....
uugghhh....relationships.........
mmm.....edible cake......go eat some.
comicking:
You are correct. Alone and miserable are the norm. I found it very strange that you've had more relationships in your life than most people my age have had in their entire lives (me being an exception), and that we are so much older than you. I mean to say, according to your profile you're 19, yet you speak of relationships that have lasted years. Perhaps more than 12 months is years (plural) to you, or perhaps you've been in serioud relationships since you were 9.
I'm not going to state anything about what you did or didn't do, since it would not have helped you when you wrote this or even now. It may help in the future to know that everyone thinks a little differently than everyone else, with a few similarities thrown in for good measure.
Your talking about fuckbuddies reminds me of my second fuckbuddy (My first was a Blowjob-only buddy, and the first girl who had ever given me one). She was 7 years older than me, and I was about your age when I met her. She was very-very sexual about fucking. Its all we ever did. I fucked it up by trying to bring it to a new plateau and presented her with a friendship ring which she took to mean something completely different and broke it off with me.
The relationships that tv and movies portrays is hyped up. Its not like that in the real life, but then you probably know that. The problem that I run into all the time though, is that both men and women today seem to think that what they've seen is what relationships are supposed to be like, and can't handle that its not when it doesn't happen to them.
Hope you're feeling better. If you need to talk... well, you can't talk to me, but you could contact me through email and I'll set up an AIM or ICQ chat to discuss whatever online. Not only did I read the "whole thing" but I also caught up on all your entries since my last post.
I'm not going to state anything about what you did or didn't do, since it would not have helped you when you wrote this or even now. It may help in the future to know that everyone thinks a little differently than everyone else, with a few similarities thrown in for good measure.
Your talking about fuckbuddies reminds me of my second fuckbuddy (My first was a Blowjob-only buddy, and the first girl who had ever given me one). She was 7 years older than me, and I was about your age when I met her. She was very-very sexual about fucking. Its all we ever did. I fucked it up by trying to bring it to a new plateau and presented her with a friendship ring which she took to mean something completely different and broke it off with me.
The relationships that tv and movies portrays is hyped up. Its not like that in the real life, but then you probably know that. The problem that I run into all the time though, is that both men and women today seem to think that what they've seen is what relationships are supposed to be like, and can't handle that its not when it doesn't happen to them.
Hope you're feeling better. If you need to talk... well, you can't talk to me, but you could contact me through email and I'll set up an AIM or ICQ chat to discuss whatever online. Not only did I read the "whole thing" but I also caught up on all your entries since my last post.
Okay, so I want to hit burning man sometime in the next two years. Which means I need to start setting aside money for equipment and transportation like... now. Hmm.
Ideally, I'd like to build a small sailcraft that can run as a bicycle if the wind isn't up. It would need a pirate flag, and at least one optical cannon of some sort. like,...
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Ideally, I'd like to build a small sailcraft that can run as a bicycle if the wind isn't up. It would need a pirate flag, and at least one optical cannon of some sort. like,...
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Schools going well, but my girlfriend is MIA. I miss her. Which is a good thing, oddly enough.
mamabunny:
dude you are totally hot.
I've decided that the agenda of Mad Science needs to be advanced. Amongst the other things on the list are a spring powered rubber ball cannon, a 'sock' hop, only with stockings are garter belts, and a trip to search for Jelly, KY.
The call of Science knows no bounds!
The call of Science knows no bounds!
nebel:
mmm.......science.....and.........candy!
So, on the cusp of a new and otherwise unremarkable year, I decided to Google my real, full name, and what should show up as the first contact but my long forgotten Elfwood account! Even the knowledge of the existence of Elfwood had been chased from my mind by time, but looking back I can say that I'm honestly quite happy with the few stories...
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frankmask:
Oh, by the way, on the topic of the new year, I'd like to say that it can kiss off and bleed out for all I care. I'm really not overly impressed with this 'Time' that all you kids are so hot for. I can't really imagine how it caught on so quickly, but it's uncouth and immoral and it's gots ta go.
Ya.
Ya.
So I've more or less decided not to cancel my account after all. Something about the naked girls keeps drawing me back. oh well.
nebel:
yeah...I'm back too....blah.
Potato bread. Turkey. Turkey. Turkey. Scrambled Egg. Cheese. Potato Bread. This, stacked in order, is what the gods eat for breakfast every morning.
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comicking:
yeah, sheppard's pie, that's the one! It was on the tip of my toenail all night long... gee you're good.... and you must be a god.
comicking:
its a good thing I can see your comments, otherwise I'd wonder where you were... course I'd have to assume hard at work on some leather armor or weapon or whotnot.
I've decided that I like the phrase 'Fucking Boss'. I think it's an adjective phrase that means you really like something. I use it to describe big Cadillac's, really tiny high tech gadgets, and Toast.
comicking:
That's a new term to me, and a good one, not the meaning I used to use it for... I mean, ya know, having a female boss who was hot and what I'd like to be doing is what it used to mean to me. As the adjective you give it, sounds cool too.
comicking:
Fall has been good to me, Frank! Winter starts in about 3 weeks and is gonna be depressing even though its my most favorite season.
I'm Back!
