fortysix_and_two

A place for everything, and everything in its place.

I finally understand. This section of my life was the close of more than just a chapter, it was the close of the first book. The hero has become a fascinating character, and you can understand why, even in his professed simplicity, he is so complex a person. He has gathered the true and faithful friends...
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Venom in my veins,
Your poisonous words sounded sweet
Til your teeth sunk in.
And like a depressing plunger,
You filled me with toxic false hope.
Serpent you came to me,
Slithering through the paradise you mocked
Serpent you killed me,
Treachery is second-nature to you.
Serpent you left me,
A bitter corpse
With a sweet aftertaste.

Well, I'm in my new place. I doubt I'll be dating while I stay here. There's a futon in the entertainment room, but I keep going to sleep before my roommates vacate it so I keep crashing on the couch. Dirty as hell too, but I can't be picky right now. Monday, I get another shot at the job interview that I missed. It's a...
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Le singe est dans l'arbre!

Le singe est dans ma boucher!

Le singe est dans ma derrier!

Le singe volest a ma derriere!!

Le singe a manger my grandmere!!!!!

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If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have a fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

I'm moving soon, but that means I won't be online as much due to dial up

Had my gaming group last night. I ended up sitting back and not doing much at all, the few times I tries to talk, I got run over.

If I have a pet peeve in this world, it's being ignored.

How's your Memorial Day going?

You all have been so awesome through this uber-bitchy period of my life. Even when I've been on the verge of getting a big pack of bon bons and watching soaps with a box of tissues (well, not quite but you get the idea), you have been so freakin supportive it blows my mind. My local friends can't even boast as much.

If ANY of...
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Spent all day hanging out with my friend Dani yesterday... she's been down, her boyfriend of four years just ended things with her, and she has to move out in a month. Poor thing. She showed me this game she's working on, it's freaking hilarious. It's like mini-golf, only you're shooting echidnas, armadillos, and the like across the board, trying to get them in the...
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I feel like the phoenix. So much comes at me now, everything is bent to destory me in some form or another. And it works. But I rise again from the ashes each time, a little stronger, but also a little wiser and a little older. And a little more sad.

"I have died a thousand deaths and every time I died I thought of...
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Fighting a LOT of depression. I need to go get things accomplished. But all I feel is the need to lay down somewhere and die.

My heart breaks again.

Gary Jules' song, "Mad World"

God... this so captures my life right now. I cried when I heard this song.

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow...
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Well, this is an odd turn of fortune.

My old job just called me. Apparently there was a mix-up and I wasn't supposed to be laid off at all. *rolls his eyes* See, this is why having one decision maker in a business is better than having two.

So, no more unemployment line for me. Still job hunting, but I like to rely on our...
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Jesus Christ!

Thanks for the gift account, samling, you're the bestest!

For those that don't know, I've had my account cancelled TWICE now in the middle of a gift period, and I'm getting pretty pissed off about it. Someone on SG's end needs to pull their head out of their ass and give me the remaining time from my last cancellation back, or there...
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