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I wouldn't worry much about him - he doesn't seem into the idea of going to the bar so he's prolly not going to want to stay there and would leave early or something. It's certainly difficult for you to not worry about it due to past events, but over time your trust in him will grow...


Till then try not to worry about it too much.

He HAS 'ended up' with you.
Success!! Do you give yourself credit for the successes? For the fact that you found each other, and that you've already had good times together?

Is the point really to be able to say on your deathbed that you kept him with you and you only (and that therefore you won)? By that kind of measure, there's no celebration until you get to the finish line. Wouldn't it be more satisfying to enjoy time you have together without measuring the duration of your relationship against some always-retreating perfect goal?

I get that you've come to expect the men you're with to break their commitments. That's sad.
It'd be sadder if you got so caught up in waiting for the failure that you didn't let yourself notice anything else...

Yeah he was a damn good actor that had a bright future. I hope it wasn't suicide. I have dealt with that and his ex and daughter will feel that one for a long time if it was. But hopefully it was accidental. On that note I saw your latest rejected set. I loved it!!!!! You are gorgeous. I dunno why they would be passing up on you but you kick ass. Not to mention that you seem like you would be a riot to hang out with. Good personalities go so much farther than anything of the flesh. Do you do music as well as everything else? I noticed in one of your rejected sets you had a digidesign 002 in the background with what looked to be an oxygen 8 keyboard controller on top. HMMMM intriguing. Anyhow, you seem quite awesome and you deserve nothing but the best. They should totally make you a SG!!! Good luck and take care of yourself and your daughter. Have a wicked week!!!!

Sincerely, Ron.

I agree, Knight's Tale, 10 Things, The Brothers Grimm, The Patriot, and so on were amazing movies because of him and very few others. I was so shocked about this because he is one of my favorite actors and I am so looking forward to him as Joker. Which may have been partially to blame for this. I too also hope this was an accident.

Bureaucracies suck!

And thanks for the friend request. I love friends!

You are much stronger than you realize, when you least expect you will find out just how much you have to give.

Hang in there. what does not kill us makes us stronger...... STEEL MANGNOLIAS, cheesy? however quite true.

I always love your photos
I had a small bird fedder next to the parlor window
and after some time they got used to me sitting there.
It's neat watching them up close and useing a guide
book to ID them. -peace

very nice photos and thanks so much for the friendship add

see, I think that song is upbeat and not so emo. Heh.

hey my sweet lady for you i hope a fantastic christmas....fantastic like you !!!

Merry Christmas

(see above comment).

Wow that turned me on.....

Christmas usually brings mixed emotions with its family gatherings and its saddness with past losses. The memories of previous Christmases remindes us of better times in our lives whether recent or when we were children. Those emotions never go away.

Always remember the better days of the Holidays and rejoice for what we do have in our lives.

I love Bing Crosby!

After reading your entry . . . listening to Bing Crosby could make me cry!

I'm sorry you're so alone right now. I know what you mean about wanting the security blanket of a big family to spend holidays with. When I was a kid . . I was part of a big family - lots of aunts and uncles and cousins, etc. But over time, people died, moved away, lost touch, etc., and that whole thing is no more.

Be thankful that you have your girls the rest of the year . . and that they're in your life.

Chin up kiddo . . . You're still young . . . there's lots of time for things in your life to get better.

Have a safe and happy holiday season!

Hugs!

Tell the boy he has to get you that hoodie. Hope you are feeling better today because of the warmer weather.

I get the message that no matter how bad things get, that we can go on and that life will get better somehow.

The set is awesome, as are you! If it don't make it please keep posting those sets!

I couldn't make the link work, but I've seen some of your work and it is amazing.

Those are great. The tagging looks like my friend Supher's. He is a local San Antonio guy. You have a wonderful eye for photography.
I have a few friends who do photography. I think it is great how photographers see the world.
As a painter I envy that.
OK Beautiful have a wonderful week.