Thinking i'm an idiot for relying on someone who always lets me down thinking they will change 
heartbaker:
Lmao
My mind is adrift in a sea of un-thought ideas, they pass like distant ships on a moonless night, unclear yet present
Having a much better day than yesterday, had a nasty migraine and still went into work but today is different, feeling like a million bucks and raring to go 
but today is different, feeling like a million bucks and raring to go Pondering stuff today, decided on the car situation, now wondering what to do about the relationship status should I make an effort at trying to start something or just let it be and risk being single for another 3 years
Oh such a debate going on in my noodle, should I keep my truck that is killing my pay cheques on fuel, but will be payed off in two years, or trade it in for a smaller car that will be better on Gas, but have car payments for 5 more years??? my truck: 2007 FJ cruiser, what I'm debating: 2011 Scion tC
rose420:
Haha thank you for the cheesy but nice comment on my set. Lets hope I dont get arrested!
firetender11:
Lol if you do I'll come to save ya 
Got the day off, woohoo no pay but got a lot done, a clean truck, spanking new hair cut, and good times with old friends
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bringyouhell:
haha Trade? Maybe laundry wouldn't be as bad if it was different than the same crap I'm always washing and folding.
firetender11:
lol, mine ain't any different, other than the million pair of socks, and work coveralls
Well the flower was a success, she liked it a lot ended up with a yellow one, found out some cool things about her, but the date was short due to both of us being dead tired lol at least we had dinner hopefully more to come 
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bringyouhell:
My first instinct was to say f*cking bizarre, but I was trying to be polite lol I'm sure they will, love usually shows up when you aren't looking for it, and sometimes when you don't want it.
firetender11:
Had some insight from a friend yesterday about relationships and I think its partially my fault as well, there will always be the initial attraction between two people but its having a common ground to base the relationship on other than both people being single I thought about it and most of my serious relationships in the past started with out really trying to start one, so your wisdom rings true and I need to just start enjoying more things for myself and see where that goes
I thought about it and most of my serious relationships in the past started with out really trying to start one, so your wisdom rings true and I need to just start enjoying more things for myself and see where that goeswhat is a good color rose to give a lady on a first date? i was thinking red but that might seem a bit forward?
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bringyouhell:
hmm..maybe your instincts about the red one are right and a pink one would be a safer bet?
firetender11:
well to keep with the theme of a romantic guy I'll go with a red one, should one suffice? or maybe two?
Wondering if the younger generation in Asia get English words tattooed on their bodies
nickypalmpalm:
I always wonder about that.
holy crap $1.30 for a Litre of gas, what are the prices per gallon in the states? i seriously doubt its almost $5 per gallon, stupid governments lol might be time to get rid of the truck and trade it for a fuel sipper
