I've been reminded that sometimes it hurts to be nice.... That it hurts to give your heart...
and that in caring about other humans, and giving pieces of yourself to them that you still need to nurture yourself too...
(I'm reminded of the story of the young man who had a perfect heart, with no cuts, bruises, imperfections, wounds or scars standing before a crowd... Read More
ok. so there's alittle trouble in paradise, but nothing that can't be weathered... I think I have a friend for life forming.
Otherwize, I need to make some cash. Any ideas for quick clean money???
edited to add
It's amazing what a person can accomplish when they're cared about,,, and the depths that they fall when they realize that the caring has been redirected to... Read More
Seriously though, give me a call before Tuesday. If I don't pick up the first time, call right back. Sometimes it takes me a minute to get to a place where I can take a call.
You guys are awesome! I miss you too... The past month has been absolutly fantastic.
Ok, I'm living and working directly across from the beach. In the mornings when I get up, I put on a swimsuit and wrap my bottom half in a towel and walk across to the beach, coffee and book in hand. I stay and read or swim for maybe an... Read More
Yea,
Life is good. I live and work across the street from the beach. I like my new job, I'm keeping busy, and getting a tan.
I miss my hours of lesiure. I miss the time to think and have quiet and stillness or even a conversation with someone I care about that's about something other than the weather or it's equivelient. Really, I havn't... Read More
I just wanted to stop by and say thanks for the birthday wishes and thanks for the subtle hint (I bought some deoderant).
I am a weatherman and noticed you are from Florida. However, since you want to avoid all conversation about weather and its equivalent, I will refrain from discussing such topics.
For anybody who sees this, I got a call from our dear Figment today and she is alive and well, just without any sort of internet access at the moment. So worry not, she'll be back.
occasionally my comments are made, not out of proper thought, but out of hormone levels at a specific time.
(translation, I really hate being female, and had the timing of yesterday's call been different, my subsequent actions and commentary in regards to that call would probally be different too.) sigh.
Anyways,
news today is I have an interview that will probally be something real. I... Read More
I've just had on e of my oldest friends call me up in a panic because the world really is ending and I've not a damn clue what to tell this guy except to sell all his stuff, let everything go and to get lost inorder to find himself.
He really just wants something and someone to love. And... Read More
My day started with an issue in the office.
Some guy (who was very attractive) was yelling at Janet because the truck died yesterday and isn't here to rent today. ( You don't yell at my friends for arbitary reasons. It brings out my momma bear aspect.) I was out there before he got five sentances out and I think I scared him by shutting... Read More
i think it's kinda glib to dismiss the fella as an idiot--maybe he has memory problems, anger problems, or was having a bad day. yes, or all three. now, dont you feel like an ass? huh? dont ya? well you should--poor guy, all without a truck, and you go off and scare him and call him an idiot? man, oh, man... wait--you rent trucks?
I'd love to take a trip with you.
Do you still have the BF? You sound kinda down.