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I need something different.
I need a real job. One that I'm not spending three hours a day driving to.
I need my stuff and my space back.

I'm almost tempted to go home.
What I really want to do is cry.

I'm off to go to go into my bedroom to find my towel to get a shower and then go back in to get some sleep.
This process will wake up my roommate who doesn't know how to sleep soundly. Ask me if I care.

(Aren't I bitchy after working seven days straight???)
more worky tommorow. yay.

On a side note:
I was looking back...
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I just had my shortest relationship ever...
It lasted all of two hours. (He really wanted a girlfriend...)
The Boatshow wasnt' that bad. I actually enjoyed it and the woman at the auzzie tent gave myself, my roomie and my boyfriend for two hours a bottle of really really good wine. YUMMY!!!
I'm heading back there tommorow to say thank you.

anyways, chocolate and sleep...
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Coffee is good.
Off to work.
(I'm working weekends now too... YUCK!)

we have power back.

It's been a shit week. I want to cry.

No power, and hard, stinky smelly work.
That is my life post hurricane.
I leave my house before the sun rises and come home after the sun sets.
yea...
I need a shower. (If anyone wants to airship hotwater I'd love it.)

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I put one of the neatest people I've ever met onto a plane after a couple of absolutly amazing days. I am...
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Today, way too friggin early, I wake up all hot and bothered. Really, it was bad. It's not happened for a friggin long time and it's really too damn bad that I was in my bed all alone.


Hurricane is comming, I'm off to the beach for a few to enjoy the warmth of the sand and sun on my skin before the headache kicks...
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yay hurricanes!!!!

Today, I hung out with my newest best friend for the first time. It was wonderful. Visiting on a whim, and a tour of my hometown given. We ended up in Miami on a fluke, mandering all throughout, the conversation flowed beautifully... Rain fell... we both got wet. hands were held, drunk girls showing off their tits observed, chitchat on styles and cuts and clothes...
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not enough sleep...
for a week.

(why don't I do that which I know will be fulfilling??? does some part of me just want to be unhappy???)

workyworkywork.
too much work. it's too regimed.
not enough play or free time.

At the same time, it's nice to have the cash in hand. it makes it worth it, ya know???

right. sleepysleep time...
(I took today off. my folks are in town and I've a narly tension headache... I could use a backrub.)


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ok, an irriatation I've come across...
When do females...
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