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"It seems to me that you don't really know yourself from reading this.
And the reason, for the most part, why people leave you is because they don't want to deal with someone who so mean to them (whether you do it on purpose or not). You can call it testing or whatever you like, but it's essentially just being mean and others don't want...
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cassy:
i think yer gorgeous and great, you know this already.
you're awesome, doesn't matter what anyone else thinks wink
phoenixgirl:
I agree, you are smart, gorgeous, insightful and amazing....and yeah, it doesnt matter what we all think, it only matters what you think. kiss
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I am difficult to "get" as a person on a lot of levels. This is probably the reason I don't have many true friends. It takes a lot to get to know me on your(thier) part. You have to want it, and if you don't then we're not going to be friends. (This isn't because I think I'm anything special I just wont waste my...
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kg:
seperated at birth, maybe?
schuldig:
It seems to me that you don't really know yourself from reading this.
And the reason, for the most part, why people leave you is because they don't want to deal with someone who so mean to them (whether you do it on purpose or not). You can call it testing or whatever you like, but it's essentially just being mean and others don't want nor need that in their lives. I suggest trying to fix this because it's not healthy for anyone, especially you. You need to learn to be happy with who you are, how you are, and if you'r enot then change it. Don't say you can't because you can and there's always a way to change the things you don't like.

I'm not trying to be mean but I see alot of my past behaviours in what you're writing here and I'm only suggesting a path you could take to better your life. I've been through the same thing. It's a slow process but if you never start you'll never truly be happy with anything.

And yes, others are material and it's all well and good to look down upon them but that only means that you are in some way jealous of them. That's also something to think about. We all go through it constantly. I always hated skinny people and it got to the point where I should either shut up or do something baout it. Now I'm a gym memeber and working out regularly, ontop of school and work and friends and a long term/long distance relationship. We shoud always look inward and see where the seeds of this discontent and contempt originate.

You're a beautiful girl. There's not reason you should be so unhappy all the time.
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A day in the life of Faye

- Wake up WAYYY to fucking early for going to bed at 3 after staying up all night watching American Gangster and chatting it up with your main lady (Mo)

- Hall your tired ass to work - walk in and instantly get grilled about what is happening all day and what happened the day before...
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semiretiredpunk:
Fabulous.
aesirr:
Sounds one hell of a day going from shoddy to awesome in several fell swoops.
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WOW, I had ONE day off and that was enough of my life to make me never want to take another day off again.

I need new people.
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presence:
bats around the wrist!
presence:
hmmmmmmmmmm.

dunno dunno.

maybe behind the ankles would be good too.

its still in the air.

your thoughts?
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Last night I was reminded exactly how "In Love" I am and how lucky I am to have that.

It's not that I take it for granted I am so thankful for my mister and I make sure to tell him I love him like a million times a day. But sometimes certain things or conversations happen and you realize where everyone else is in...
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aesirr:
That sounds great. Much like everyone else I'm happy for you too.
spud_bliss:
biggrin Awesome biggrin
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Sometimes I walk to the metro after work (only now it's called the subway cause I live in TO, but I still call it the metro cause I think it's cuter and it's all Quebec Stylez) and I've been noticing how extremely cute the neighborhood I work in is. It has these amazing little treasure that you find only when you're FORCED to walk from...
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presence:
next time you visit we are def hittin up the zoo.


How are you?

tired. im either hyper or tired. no in between.

honestly...its way too comfy..its like home..but shittier.

What was your last dream about?

last dream i can remember was me and some friend driving down the service drive off the expressway that i live on ..over and over and over..while Amy Winehouse was singing on the side of the off ramp ..on somebodies grass..no mic's or amps visible..but the sound was boomin' ...very strange.

Have you ever gotten flowers? What kind? From who?

I got flowers once from a girl a couple years ago. I gave them to my mum.
kg:
i've always wanted dreds, but never got them because i know i'd look ridiculous.
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What does it mean when you have swollen glands in your throat? I thought that meant that you were sick. I'm not sick but mine are HUGE and they hurt. It's so stupid.

Ok...before EVERYONE tells me it means I'm getting sick....

I DO NOT FEEL SICK in the slightest.
My glands are just swollen and they themselves hurt. It's not like sicky sore throat...
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presence:
that looks good.

mine already looks better though. biggrin
phoenixgirl:
Sometimes its nothing, they can just swell...I get swollen glands under my arms, and its nothing...but it couls also be a precurser to getting sick, go take some vitamins, and stuff.
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I want to draw you a floor plan of my head and heart. Directions, helpful hints.
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presence:
baby it all better be for me! kiss
wolverine43:
hard to mess with art smile oh and congrats smile
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I guess I just need to sort myself out.

I'm going back to old habits and I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
_loulou_:
Old habits, babe, are hard to break!
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Things are back to being hectic. I kinda prefer it honestly.

So I have a new job, thanks to Lou_Lou!!!! I'm the Office Manager in Training and "Right Hand Woman" at www.tobeseen.ca. We make jerseys and T-Shirts and you get the the idea.

So far I'm loving it. I walked in to be interviewed for what I was told was either an administration assistant...
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trixxx:
the gyas are fighting? throw in the paper ads for the new beckham undie spread and they will shut up , ahhh I heart him..

yeah for responsibiblites that challenge you xoxo T
satom:
"Haha I'm sure we will. What are you into? " sorry im so slow bussy week. you know how it is. I'm into stuff like taking pictures of pretty things music, cars movies you know the deal!
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Courage is daring to take the first step in a different direction, on a different path. It is putting your dreams ahead of your fears.

Faye Vs. Tummy

Faye Vs. PSW Fashion

ALSO -

WHAT THE FUCK is it with this new "Sell Your Friends" BS on MSN?!

All my friends keep fighting over me even though I don't even have the application. And as...
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phunkybrewster:
your honestly my idol, and give me so much freaking inspiration, from your sets to statements, your clothing, etc. I think you are so damn amazing.
getfighted:
Um hello?! Of course we can be friends! I wanna do you too. Lets do it. Right now.
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Lately, things have been horrible.

Today I learned that I am not hopeless or helpless. That good things come to those who wait. Good things also happen when you reach for them. And just when I felt like the world was going to open up and swallow me whole some one pulled me back out. That person told me every single thing that I've wanted...
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gujsel:
hey my fantastic friend ....have a magic vday !!!!a big big hug for you !!!
havilah:
It's wonderful that you're happy. Life isn't what you expect it to be, but those perfect moments make the trip interesting and happy.

Happy Valentine's Day kiss