I had a nice long night spent at Bergen Regional Medical Center's 262-help line crisis center last night because someone felt that their education in psychology meant that they could diagnose me and call based on this diagnosis and a blog that ended with "take care sg". Now, I'm not sure if anyone is familiar with a Crisis Hotline and what it is they exist... Read More
well it looks like finn and i may have a spot in a shelter tomorrow afternoon and then who knows what. i'm not wanted and cannot cry myself to sleep anymore. i'll most likely be leaving my phone behind because he pays the bill. i doubt i'll be talking to anyone because sg wouldn't be allowed on a library computer.
So, since I gave away my infant items, and a lot of Finn's clothes (not to mention, we're having a girl and I can't reuse everything of Finn's anyway), we set up a baby registry for the few things we do need.. like extra crib sheets, newborn clothes, etc. Some of the other stuff in there is to decorate the kids' room because right now... Read More
Heh, maybe we are the life drama sisters? Separated at birth? Both of our lives are filled with never ending drama. I am always thinking of you guys too. I'm kind of jealous you're pregnant again, I wanan be pregnant buddies again with you.
well, they are pretty flexible
i wouldn't be surprised
but i think this baby is a big mama's boy
even when i get exams via vagina he goes nuts cause people are in his territory
SURPRISE! The stubborn little thing is head down and facing my back... couldn't get ANY pictures that resembled anything, so I didn't even ask for a CD of it. The technician said I can drop in one day soon and maybe she can fit me in for a couple mins to... Read More
Well, it just dawned on me that my account expires in a week. I'm just going to let it go because our money needs to go to other things at this time. I still don't know who paid for my last year's subscription, but I thank you again, whoever you are. Most people that talk to me have my facebook or cell #. If anyone... Read More
I just overhauled my group memberships on this site and pulled myself from anywhere that I wasn't participating or getting anything out of or anywhere that I no longer felt comfortable or fit in any longer.
Over time, everything in life changes. This is just a time when things around here seem to be...or maybe I'm just finally really looking.
I hear you. I am amazed by some of the things said. I think yours is the first going-away message I've actually appreciated. Most of the time it's "fuck you,bitches, I'm out," then a week later they're back posting merrily as if no one would remember they insulted everyone in the group upon their "departure."
Here is a group of posts I have made regarding our recent car purchase gone wrong....instead of rewriting everything...
So, that car we bought... yeahhh... we got fucked. the trans is slipping and we can't afford to rebuild or replace it. brett took it out again to the grocery store (before we actually registered it. illegal, but thank effin god he did) and it clunked... Read More
I was talking to someone who brought up the fact that I used to want to go to FIT for fashion design and he thought I was talented and told me not to waste it.. Now, he knew me back in high school. He does not know me today. Today I have different priorities in what I'd like my profession to be and to allow... Read More
I "zap" tested a bit of the soap from the edges when I peeked this time to make sure it has enough heat. NO ZAP! woohoo. Now I just need to do the same with each bar when I cut it tonight, but I have high hopes now!
Edit: I tested the lather on the little bit that I zap tested and we're good! It... Read More
I couldn't help it. I peeked at my soap that's "gelling" in the bedroom. It looks like soap so far I now have a space heater aimed at it on low because I was concerned it wasn't insulated enough, though when I peeked, it was warm inside the mold. I can't wait to "zap" test it. You put your tongue onto a bar and see... Read More
First batch of soap is setting right now. It's 7lbs of olive/coconut/palm oil pure soap. No scent, no color. This is my first attempt at an all natural baby soap good for very sensitive skin. We'll see what happens.
A few things I noted along the way. My mold is slightly off in the cuts and leaks at one corner. Hopefully the soap can gel... Read More
Isn't there a way to communicate with him and work soemthing out?!
