fallenglory

i'm using my cell to post this. I have no internet, cable, or phone right now so anyone that wants to talk can call my cell 201 693 2797

alright. so i just paid my cell phone bill so that i'd have some way to keep in touch with you people. today i called my loan company to have them repo my car cause i just can't pay for it... and cancelled my insurance. i'm going to be evicted from my apartment and i'm looking for a nanny position up in jersey and a...
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For those of you with my cell number, it will be useless for a while in just a few short days. As of now, I'll still have internet, though and my house phone..Hopefully in a few weeks I can fix the phone situation... and I got my first notice on my late rent... we'll see what happens with that.

Dude. I just got spammed on the phone. I swear, it was like a pop up ad in real life. So the phone rings and my sister picks it up. They ask for me, specifically, so she asks who it is..

The guy says he's calling in reference to the error message on my computer. I raise an eyebrow and take the phone. So he's...
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update on the drama of today... newest message from douche bag dad is now that he wants to be there... wtf? make up your fucking mind.


"i dont want this kid to grow up with out a father. i know what i said before but i just cant be a check. i do want a test to be 100 percent sure,let me know what you...
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Message I just received from my ex best friend about Finn:

"sorry for being an asshole,it is very hard for me to accept the fact that this could be my child since i cant remember sleeping with you.after looking at the pictures it seems as there is a really good chance that i did.i would like a test done to be sure hes mine."

Original...
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I'm home for about ten minutes right now to grab clothes and things because I'll be spending the next 2 to 3 days in the pediatrics unit of Holy Cross hospital in Silver Spring, MD with Finn. He got severely dehydrated because he wasn't nursing enough and they're running some tests and waiting for culture results. I'll be nursing in the hospital and pumping to...
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Ewww. I was typing this nice long blog and it got lost on me.

So here goes again, most likely missing some things from the original.

The official announcement: Finneas Gage was born a very healthy little boy on January 12, 2009 at 3:22pm weighing 7lbs, 5oz and measuring 20 1/4" long.

I want to thank everyone for their good wishes and congratulations. I never...
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I probably should have done this hours ago. I started going into labor around 10:30-11:00 last night. I'm still in early labor with some pretty mean contractions. I'm really trying to relax, but the long ones just make my legs cramp up and when I do fall asleep I'm woken in a jolt nearly jumping off the bed. I'm just hoping they speed up soon...
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So it's my birthday tomorrow and I just want to be left the fuck alone. All I've asked for it peace and quiet. Will I get it? Fuck no. All day it's the same bullshit. They are driving me toward suicide. I'd kick them the fuck out if I didn't HAVE to rely on them, but with my sister having no job again, who's relying...
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I'm sick of ranting, so..... Happy New Year.

the end.

I

AM

EXHAUSTED.