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Weather for the last couple of days has been unusually warm and dry.
I'm not really big on the dryness but there was a beautiful sunset today.
My work is a few blocks from the beach with something of a view looking down.
The sunset view was great. The sun had already set but there was still the light of dusk.
The top of the...
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It's been warm and dry lately. Good weather for the meteors the other night.

Today was all over the place.
It went well at work. New projects, plenty to learn.
A long lunch with long walk. Nice and focused and relaxed like it is on the best days.
A lot of ideas technical, metaphysical philosophical and inconsequential were percolating around in my head.

And then...
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boxterjulep:
you didn't happen to be screaming "I AM THE ANGEL OF DEATH" out the window by any chance?
fred:
Yeah that was me. I was waving at you.
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Went out and checked out the meteor storm.
Not exactly fireworks but I did see about a dozen flashes and streaks.

It was cold as hell but walked a few blocks down to the beach.
This is near some cliffs so I just sat at the stairs to the shore.
It's refreshing to get out in the natural habitat. Man I don't make enough use...
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joyrider:
cold as hell in san diego? you are talking hyperbole, my friend. what was it, like 50 degrees? biggrin

i hate jobs. i really do. i'm not a lazy person, i'm really not. jobs eat people, and i don't like that. at least you met a hippy on a starry night under the pretext of cosmic debris. how many people can say that?
illbillzillbub:
er I still have'nt done it yet
post a bloody photo
and make up some new tunes
and...........
and...........
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What are you trying to escape?
What do you seek?

...

"THE IMAGE

Thunder and rain set in:
The image of DELIVERANCE.
Thus the superior man pardons mistakes
And forgives misdeeds.

A thunderstorm has the effect of clearing the air; the superior man produces a similar effect when dealing with mistakes and sins of men that induce a condition of tension.
Through clarity he brings...
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dr_h:
thanks for the Bday wishes
joyrider:
i've read the wolfe book - in fact, it's one of the books that first got me rethinking this whole reality thing.

have you heard of the timewave zero theory? it is based on the king wen sequence of the i ching...
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Sometimes things just go
ker-plunk
thud
fssssssst...

Somtimes it's just like that.
You want it to go [[BLAMMO!]]
but it just goes (plick).

Well, we can't all be going BLAMMO! all the time now could we? That would be silly.
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snow:
biggrin all these captions of loud noises.......i have to go watch my Batman tapes. POW!
lilyluv:
hey jasonp!
so, funny that you mention dizzy's... my teacher gave us tons of extra credit assignments to go down there... i never go though because it's always like ten bucks and there's tons of free concerts at my school i can go to to earn e.c.. yeah, i'm broke like that!
98.1 is pretty good...i listen to it while i'm working in the metals studio a lot.
i used to go to the che cafe all the time when i was in high school and up until a couple years ago. i've seen many a good show there! but, i think it closed down for a little bit or something. i don't know, but i haven't been there in a while.
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A few thoughts on "life".
Life is weird. I have clear memories of driving with my dad in the front seat looking out at all the cars and "tripping out" on the idea of "humans". The idea of here we all are: how? why? Kids don't need drugs for that kind of thing, it's natural.
I remember asking my mom once, "What happens when you...
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bijou:
doesn't sound so bad. you've done alot and heartbreaks are a part of life.
at least you know who you are and where you've been.
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The rain has gone away and it's a sunny day out there.
I like the look and smell of everything after it's rained.
I'm about to get out and do some stuff.

I lack motivation right now to put anymore in, so I present to you last night's I-Ching:
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#9 - Hsiao Ch'u / The Taming Power of the Small

This hexagram means the...
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boxterjulep:
you look like you're about to rage.
lilyluv:
glass blowing does look cool huh? having a trade kicks fucking ass man!
having to move all the time does not though ) :
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Feeling kind of apathetic and tired right now. Empty and blank.
I'm not sure if it's the cold, grey rain, or just the end of a long week.

Well, your tank has to get empty eventually, or else you could never fill it up again...
That's my spontaneous zen-like expression for the day.

Maybe my tank will be full again sometime soon.
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lilyluv:
ahh..my loving audience!

you are in the wrong place for seasonal variation my dear! if two days of rain has you down, you better get ready for the supposedly wet el nino winter we are going to have! oh, we san diegans are spoiled!
lilyluv:
oops! my covers blown( ;
so much for never-never land!
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I'm starting to feel kind of mentally hyper on this site. It was late last night, sneaking it in at work today, first thing when I get home... Where is the complementary SG methadone program?

I was driving home from work after a long day. Thinking about just this, mentally wrapped up tight in it. I had the radion on Phil Henry, a guy with...
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illbillzillbub:
I just gave up cigarettes,welcome to my new addiction.
lilyluv:
i'm glad others understand my addiction! oh these girls...sigh.
oh, and about bijou...i can vouch for her permanence on the site seeing as she is my roommate and i took the pics for her first set and i can't wait to take more!
oh, and it bums me out to when girls don't keep journals.
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I got drunk like an idiot last night. Time to pay for it.
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tic_tac_toe:
That explains your comment in my journal! Well, actually, for the drunken rambling it possibly was, it was pretty good...nice imagery. Nice to find someone else on here from San Diego. And any fan of Lynch is a friend of mine. Go see my interpretation of Mulholland Dr. in suoda's journal (1 or 2 back) if you want...'later,
-skruffy
london:
gee I did that too this week.
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I had a significant dream last night that was sexual.
There was a girl who was slender, half-black, petite, with light skin.
There was a teasing kind of interaction between us. At moments we were in a car, or a club of some kind. In a dream there can be a feeling of "detailed and complicated" even when there is nothing detailed and complicated going...
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the_o_man:
Hey There ^_^ Nice dream you had there! Sorry to hear you and the honey are no longer together. Nice of you to help her move. Well i hope your having a better day as i type this to you. Well Ciao For Now Jasonp ^_* Paulie O
boxterjulep:
I wish I had sexual dreams. The most I have are dreams that involve me in some kind of RED DAWN scenario or being killed by unknown forces that make me wake up with sleep paralysis.
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This goldarned internet is fouling me up.
Sometimes I reckon it's like an ethereal connection to all points around the world to all kinds of people all over. Then at other times it's soul sucking abyss draining the life from my body and the blood from my brain.
Then at other times it's just this thingamajig in the corner of the room.

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morgan:
Yeah, after every weekend I realize how utterly "behind" i become in my internet life, and how sad and pathetic that is.

And I too have the hug reflex. Luckily the few times when i've been unable to control it it seems that people have been pleasantly surprised. I think people LIKE being hugged, and want more hugs, but just don't want to admit it.

The bigger trouble is, i have a *kiss* reflex. Now THAT can cause problems.
the_o_man:
Hey There *_^ Your last sentence of the journal is exactly how things are goin for me presently. ROCK ON Jason and a safe Halloween......Paulie