I didn't rest well last night, tossed and turned, plagued by images and impluses of my subconsious. Every sound was deafening.
Laying there, staring at the dark ceiling, similiar to being locked in a bathroom on too much acid, makes you a bit introspective. I realized a few things, none which I feel I could properly articulate except for the superfical - i.e. why I...
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Laying there, staring at the dark ceiling, similiar to being locked in a bathroom on too much acid, makes you a bit introspective. I realized a few things, none which I feel I could properly articulate except for the superfical - i.e. why I...
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So far, I am having the greatest fucking day. And its only 9:37am.
-Stacie is coming to visit me in a few weeks
-Amitabha, Lola, and Solisis are coming to visit too, and then they are hijacking Stacie and I and kidnapping us to Disney, the happiest fucking place on earth.
-The dumbwaiter in my office is broken, and since the...
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-Stacie is coming to visit me in a few weeks
-Amitabha, Lola, and Solisis are coming to visit too, and then they are hijacking Stacie and I and kidnapping us to Disney, the happiest fucking place on earth.
-The dumbwaiter in my office is broken, and since the...
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lucia:
And ender's game fucking rules!!!!!! 
radd:
For jooooo
http://www.steampowered.net/art/fractal.html
Now you know why I wanted to know your current hair colour, and knowing is half the battle. The other half is guns and a frightening disregard for human life.
http://www.steampowered.net/art/fractal.html
Now you know why I wanted to know your current hair colour, and knowing is half the battle. The other half is guns and a frightening disregard for human life.
Mundane Monday? No, its Wednesday again...I've lost track of my Emily the Strange dayz of the week undies. My world is turned upside down. Alice fell through the rabbit hole and didn't even hit her head - maybe I'll get lucky too.
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fragile21:
I thought everyday was Monday? Maybe I need some days of the week undies too...
goth_cowboy:
lucky? only if you are good
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\m/Here I am today, another day.
Last night I dyed big chunks of my hair blood red, my neighbor this morning told me I look like a pumpkin. Thats ok though, pumpins are neat. I love dying my hair. Its so liberating, like you're shedding a new skin.
-what is your natural color?
-what time did you wake up this morning?
-what is the air...
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Last night I dyed big chunks of my hair blood red, my neighbor this morning told me I look like a pumpkin. Thats ok though, pumpins are neat. I love dying my hair. Its so liberating, like you're shedding a new skin.
-what is your natural color?
-what time did you wake up this morning?
-what is the air...
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amitabha:
awww shux....
*blush*
*blush*
thecowboy:
...i eat words and poop noisy acrobatics...
There must be a word to describe me accurately. Asshole just doesn't quite measure up.
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twasbrillig:
No? Do you not find your parents attractive?
[Edited on Oct 10, 2003 12:41PM]
[Edited on Oct 10, 2003 12:41PM]
drnecessitor:
Yeah, and I know some guys who are total bitches, so that's another theory shot to shit 
When's day?
When's night?
I must be Wensday - my underwear tell me so.
I've never much like Wendesdays very much. When I was a child I had my religious class on Wednesday afternoons, and I hated those. I managed to get kicked out of one school for being "too controversial" and questioning God.
Now Wednesdays are just the hump of the week. Still more...
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When's night?
I must be Wensday - my underwear tell me so.
I've never much like Wendesdays very much. When I was a child I had my religious class on Wednesday afternoons, and I hated those. I managed to get kicked out of one school for being "too controversial" and questioning God.
Now Wednesdays are just the hump of the week. Still more...
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amitabha:
you are my 1593rd post.
feel honored.
feel honored.
_v_:
rent it rent it now
i saw you on chat yestarday
and you ran away
it is scarey there
i saw you on chat yestarday
and you ran away
it is scarey there
well, this is new...
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lesleyslenning:
my head hurts, i am confused
amitabha:
Fractal is to Amitabha
as Gays are to Rednecks
as Gays are to Rednecks
Today's entry brought to you by the Amitabha:
Today I sit, drinking my sugar charged caffiene injection waiting for the rush to hit and send my mind onto a mind trip. The sugar enters my bloodstream through these lips, and in one pump of this heart, is
surged through my whole body touching every nerve ending and stimulating the electrical storm of thought rumbling in...
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Today I sit, drinking my sugar charged caffiene injection waiting for the rush to hit and send my mind onto a mind trip. The sugar enters my bloodstream through these lips, and in one pump of this heart, is
surged through my whole body touching every nerve ending and stimulating the electrical storm of thought rumbling in...
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zarphin:
Yeah Doncha hate it when months just become full. It only takes a few days, and poof. you're fuct. I dunno if you read my rant a coupla days ago, but my brothers wedding has come as a complkete suprise. One week nothin goin on next week. Uh we're getting married in two weeks. Craziness. So I need a good book to read any suggestions? I'm running out of idea's.
amitabha:
fractal likes to eat poo
la la la
connect the dots
la la la
Hmmm....another day gone past and I'm not feeling all that inspired or ariculate. Why do you suppose that is? Could it be the monotony of my hours trapped between 8am to 5pm? I think its possible to likely.
Maybe I'll just do some stream of conscious to fill this entry box.
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flatline...
The last few...
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connect the dots
la la la
Hmmm....another day gone past and I'm not feeling all that inspired or ariculate. Why do you suppose that is? Could it be the monotony of my hours trapped between 8am to 5pm? I think its possible to likely.
Maybe I'll just do some stream of conscious to fill this entry box.
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flatline...
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amitabha:
god damnit! how do you always know when im NOT at the computer? cause you have this amazing ability to msg me when im never here.
my stomach rumbels... for food!
ps, who were all the stoners at your house? it looked like there was a full on bongo drum party with hemp and everything going on.
my stomach rumbels... for food!
ps, who were all the stoners at your house? it looked like there was a full on bongo drum party with hemp and everything going on.
amitabha:
oh yea, and another thing!
whats this crap i read in some faggot fuck's journal about you not going to disneyland?? if you ever want to live down your rep. as a dirty ass pot smoking bongo beating hemp wearing free love giving government chastising conspiricy theory making patchouli wearing nag champa burning hippie the first step in that process is to attend disneyland where I may ( as a priest in the church of subgenius) cleanse you of all your alternative sins. now buy tickets and i will see you there!
whats this crap i read in some faggot fuck's journal about you not going to disneyland?? if you ever want to live down your rep. as a dirty ass pot smoking bongo beating hemp wearing free love giving government chastising conspiricy theory making patchouli wearing nag champa burning hippie the first step in that process is to attend disneyland where I may ( as a priest in the church of subgenius) cleanse you of all your alternative sins. now buy tickets and i will see you there!
-I'm wearing tighty whities
-they make me feel like a real man
-black bra
-faded lipstick
-silver watch
-waiting for the caffeine high
-waiting for the next cigarette
-don't pretend like you don't see
-i want to poke at you with a stick
-just to see you twich
-they make me feel like a real man
-black bra
-faded lipstick
-silver watch
-waiting for the caffeine high
-waiting for the next cigarette
-don't pretend like you don't see
-i want to poke at you with a stick
-just to see you twich
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preppylegend:
Do we?
Shit, that would explain a hell of a lot.
I could have used that the other day when i told a guy at work to , shuv his *(*& ( E%%$^ $@&*** *%)@$.
Shit, that would explain a hell of a lot.
I could have used that the other day when i told a guy at work to , shuv his *(*& ( E%%$^ $@&*** *%)@$.
drnecessitor:
Troma rules. But I have cannibalism nightmares sometimes. 
I'm a boxer brief man, myself.
I'm a boxer brief man, myself.
The dreads are no more.
I hate my real hair.
Fuckidy fuck fuck.
How's that for deep and profound?
I hate my real hair.
Fuckidy fuck fuck.
How's that for deep and profound?
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trilobyte:
The dreads were alright, your natural hair is totally fine. Ask the boy, he'll back me.
trilo
trilo 
sxesam:
Hey chica, you still interested in doing an interview?
I've been displaced, going through the motions mechanically, physically...mentall and spiritually I'm asleep.
WAKE THE FUCK UP
Its all getting filtered, immediately converted to static white noise. too much nicotene too much caffeine fuck dopamine and debris making my head swim and everything seem far away.
Is it my own selfish expectations that lets me down constantly? I want to shed like a snake, live...
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WAKE THE FUCK UP
Its all getting filtered, immediately converted to static white noise. too much nicotene too much caffeine fuck dopamine and debris making my head swim and everything seem far away.
Is it my own selfish expectations that lets me down constantly? I want to shed like a snake, live...
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amitabha:
please tell me what the crap a defination is.
give me pictures, i demand it. and if you talk smack to me on chat I'm going to fly down and beat you up kung fu style.
give me pictures, i demand it. and if you talk smack to me on chat I'm going to fly down and beat you up kung fu style.
amitabha:
I'll show you how hippie I am when I'm kicking your faggot ass from here to japan, and don't try to pull that " i know you are but what am i" crap on me cause I see right through your games. Now go take a shower and brush your teeth!
Speaking of which - Have you been contacted by Big Brother about this group I'm trying to start? If so I trust that you gave it your blessing.