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As gold is sundered from the dross,
We all must suffer pain and loss.
And people backstab day by day
To try and give their pain away.
And so our hopes and dreams will rot,
Against the foe that can't be fought.
Despair consumes your very core,
Till naught remains but the pain you bore.
And when it's love and trust you lack,
Your universe...
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abcgirl:
What is this new group you were saying you wanted to start?
maitressedemence:
very very nice
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Sorry about the b*tchfit on yesterday's journal.

I like to think I pick my friends well. Good people, honest people. I guess I was wrong. A friend stabbed me in the back yesterday in an ugly, vindictive move that almost cost me my job in the same motion. This happened the day after I asked if I still had her support, and she said 'yes'....
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goodlordyshorty:
I've had a few friends that have ended up to be bad choices. I know how betrayal can feel, sorry to see that happen to you. I just wanted to say thanks for your kind words in my journal the other day, it was much appreciated!
dragonchylde:
Ugh it seems that in this day and age you cannot trust anyone! I had a friend do the very same thing to me..and if I ever see her again..it will be messy.
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I want to be someone else.
I don't want these problems.
I don't want these feelings.
I don't want to be me!! blackeyed mad
ariel__:
thank you, your post in my journal was just what I needed. I wish it were easier to live...but then, that's not the point tongue

*hug*
jenya:
but i like YOU
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How many times can one have one's heart hurt before there's nothing left to hurt?
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lipservicejen:
they say... your heart is a muscle and it can heal itself. so, are we to assume we can be hurt over and over again? i for one think people get once chance to hurt me... and sometimes, only very few sometimes a possible second chance. what's that saying... do it to me once, shame on you -do it to me twice, shame on me.
jenya:
i think my heart is capable of a bottomless pit of hurt.
i just keep trying
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Yay, laundry day! biggrin

I love laundry day. First, it means I have the first day off I've had in two weeks. It's looking like it'll be about a month before I get my next one, due to my employee's school schedule. He gets out of school at 1 and could be there at 1:30, but we open at noon so I have to make the...
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waldo913:
Hey, you're a TSN Fan too? I'm goin to see 'em in Cleveland tomorrow. You gonna be there? Should be a cool show. Hopefully I get to hang out with them after the show, since my cousin's a friend of Alexx from back at Wooster. Later.
snaggle_puss:
I am normally entertained by the sounds my computer produces. Sometimes it sings to me... Yay! ARRR!!!
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Just a little more push...

My store is almost fully operational. I've gone though about 4500 of the 5000 pieces of stock I got in a few days ago... what a nasty job it's been. BUT I've already led the district in sales for a few days, so it's looking like this has some real potential. Being a manager is interesting, to be sure. Whenever...
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britney:
OOoooo, fun stuff!! I want to manage somewhere..... that way I wouldn't have to feel the need to kill any 1/2 witted managers, cause I would be that person!!

I need to take a trip myself..... just a matter of time!! Moowaahahahaha!! biggrin
daniyell:
hey thanks! biggrin
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Here's what happened.

We were headed back from the fetish club this weekend. We were on the keft side of a semi, whose driver apparently fell asleep behind the wheel. When the road banked to the right, he didn't.

We were caught between the semi and the concrete wall. I don't remember much of it because when he hit us, my face smashed through the...
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delilahb:
I am SO glad you're alright. It's been a tough week for drivers. Get better soon!
kitsune76:
Jesus! (hug)

Um, not to belittle your pain but was the other driver OK?
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Was in a bad car accident last night. Let's just say I won't be doing a photoset til my face heals.

In pain. Lying down.
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dragonchylde:
jeebus! I hope you get better soon!!
maitressedemence:
Eekkk.... hope you are ok.... i was in a car accident once... whiplash is a bitch...
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Afterglow

Loving the touch of your hot skin,
The sheen of sweat like a healthy glow
Over your generous curves,
Bronzing your skin in the dim light.
Seeing your aura rippling,
Bright colors cascading like abalone
In the touching tide,
No longer needing my eyes,
But unable to take them from you.
Breath stirring each others hair,
We entangle our limbs,
Touching every part of...
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perversia:
That's really strange! It'd be really creepy if you had a pic! I want to see my clone!
_bossanova_:
Lovely!biggrin

kisskisskiss
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Borrowing a car from a friend, so I kept the management position after all. Having a rough morning, I'm getting along with my ex... and when we're not fighting, there's one hella chemistry between us. We've both been fighting urges... and she's a can of worms I'd rather not reopen.

What movies have you cried in lately, if you do at all? I'm a sap,...
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delilahb:
Little Women is the only movie that has made me cry.
nursesugar:
LMMFAO... Exes are exes for a reason, tuff guy. Hehe! I have been online all afternoon and YOU are not, dammit! ARGH! I hope all is well by you.

Movies that make me cry.... Schindler's List, Ghost, Titanic. Hehe, I admitted to titanic. I saw that four times in the theaters! Isn't that ridiculous?

As for crying at lord of the rings... i haven't seen it yet, but I could never cry at a movie with sean astin in it. Hahahaha!
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Access again, yay!

Well, the excrement raineth from the heavens once again. My car blew up yesterday. It might be something minor, but there's oil all over then engine, and I think my filter and punp are bunk. But that means I am temporarily unemployed as well. I'm gathering up all the stuff I can to sell and hopefully get that hunk of junk moving...
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silencenoir:
Yikes @ your car.

I'm so freaking happy about LOTR winning everything too. It was about time!!

smile
_bossanova_:
At least yours was exciting!wink