I can't change the past.
All I can do is give you my future.
I'm sorry.
You know I want to be yours.
All I can do is give you my future.
I'm sorry.
You know I want to be yours.
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Just when I think I may be at least starting to get back on track with the person who matters most I open my big fat fucking mouth and now I'm nowhere at all.
This is the first time I've actually been interested in someone in so long and all I've done is mess it up from the beginning.
I'm sorry.
I miss you.
I miss you.
And on her lover's arm she leant,
And around her waist she felt it fold,
And far across the hills they went
In that new world which is the old -
And o'er the hills and far away
Beyond the utmost purple rim,
Beyong the night, across the day,
Thro'all the world she followed him.
- Alfred, Lord Tennyson
1809-1892
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Quick stuff:
First day at the new office - love it - I'm back tomorrow. It has a really good energy.
We went to a cute little restaurant called Eggplant (on Queen E for those of you who live in TO) for lunch - sweet potato fries yum!
ALSO - the set I shot with Tenaciouss got accepted to go up in MR on June...
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First day at the new office - love it - I'm back tomorrow. It has a really good energy.
We went to a cute little restaurant called Eggplant (on Queen E for those of you who live in TO) for lunch - sweet potato fries yum!
ALSO - the set I shot with Tenaciouss got accepted to go up in MR on June...
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gigantits:
HEHEHEHE AWWW SUGA!!! your so damn cute 
I LOOOOOOOVe those pictures!! women u are a fox!! Thanks for repping me
I LOOOOOOOVe those pictures!! women u are a fox!! Thanks for repping me
peas:
sankyou so much! <3
p.s. you are gorgeous.
p.s. you are gorgeous.
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bloodykisses:
He comes home today, he's been away all weekend...
I totally had a crush on Holli Would, Jessica Rabbit, and Toby from an anime that I use to watch a lot when I was little. I'm sure lots more.
*big hugs* I hope things start looking up more for you! You are so sweet and you deserve lots of love!
Oh and I adore Janet, she's one of my faves as well!
I totally had a crush on Holli Would, Jessica Rabbit, and Toby from an anime that I use to watch a lot when I was little. I'm sure lots more.
*big hugs* I hope things start looking up more for you! You are so sweet and you deserve lots of love!
Oh and I adore Janet, she's one of my faves as well!
bloodykisses:
A Jackson party would be super awesome, good thinking! I would love to be able to come up and join you, that would be so fun. One of these days we will really have to plan that.
I do agree having two bad months wouldn't be good, so good to know things will be looking up for you Sugar!
I do agree having two bad months wouldn't be good, so good to know things will be looking up for you Sugar!
Just when I think I may be at least starting to get back on track with the person who matters most I open my big fat fucking mouth and now I'm nowhere at all.
This is the first time I've actually been interested in someone in so long and all I've done is mess it up from the beginning.
I'm sorry.
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cassy:
she's so nervous to get her ears pierced isn't that cute? i told her she needs it to be done with a needle and by a professional, not some dumb bitch at claire's.
it's so funny so i will def take pics for SHO.
i'm getting a hoop in the top of my ear, should be cute, i'm excited too....mother/daughter piercing. yeah she is super conservative, but she's also kinda cool.
i wonder what kind of earrings she's going to get, i hope some little plugs heh.
you know i'm here girl, sure the fuck aren't going anywhere. you've always been here for me, supporting my crazy ass...it's not like i don't think yer the cats meow
chin up...that's what i have to do...and sundays are always categorically bad days for me cuz i always miss him like mad sundays. love ya.
it's so funny so i will def take pics for SHO.
i'm getting a hoop in the top of my ear, should be cute, i'm excited too....mother/daughter piercing. yeah she is super conservative, but she's also kinda cool.
i wonder what kind of earrings she's going to get, i hope some little plugs
heh.you know i'm here girl, sure the fuck aren't going anywhere. you've always been here for me, supporting my crazy ass...it's not like i don't think yer the cats meow
chin up...that's what i have to do...and sundays are always categorically bad days for me cuz i always miss him like mad sundays. love ya.
cassy:
i know huh i need to just get the fuck out there already.
i'd do anything for a kiss.
i'd do anything for a kiss.
I was going to write something long but instead all you get is this:
Things are turning around and I'm getting back on track.
Heading north tonight and returning to the city tomorrow.
My shoot for Sunday got canceled so I'll be sleeping in and hopefully talking to
Mr_C
Oh! And my garden has started to come in. It needs a lot of work but...
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Things are turning around and I'm getting back on track.
Heading north tonight and returning to the city tomorrow.
My shoot for Sunday got canceled so I'll be sleeping in and hopefully talking to
Mr_C
Oh! And my garden has started to come in.
It needs a lot of work but... Read More
koriana:
What do you have in your garden?
candycrimson:
Is it a flower or veggie garden? I really want to plant a veggie garden. Glad to hear things are getting better!
I miss you.
(Acoustic...cause "I'm a sucker for anything acoustic")
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see...
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(Acoustic...cause "I'm a sucker for anything acoustic")
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see...
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sinope:
hello gorgeous girl! How're you doing?
mr_c:
You're back Saturday night? When I asked you the other day if you had weekend plans, you told me no. Interesting.
I miss you.
I miss you.
A wise girl once told me...
Just... keep going.
Eventually the things that hurt so bad won't hurt so much- they'll be more like scars than open wounds.
I know its hard to not pick at the scabs- and no matter how much it hurts- not matter how often you rip it back open..wounds heal.
Not always pretty... but they do heal.
Just... keep going.
Eventually the things that hurt so bad won't hurt so much- they'll be more like scars than open wounds.
I know its hard to not pick at the scabs- and no matter how much it hurts- not matter how often you rip it back open..wounds heal.
Not always pretty... but they do heal.
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notquiteapinup:
i love you.
<3
:hugs:
<3
:hugs:
erastella:
Those types of wounds just insist on leaving a mark, don't they....
I need to get my priorities straight.
Tonight proved that.
This past week sucked. Four major things happened and I feel like my head is on backwards as a result.
Today I couldnt stop thinking of you. I kept opening msn, checking to see if you were there, then closing it again. Wanting to talk to you, not knowing what to say, trying to have...
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Tonight proved that.
This past week sucked. Four major things happened and I feel like my head is on backwards as a result.
Today I couldnt stop thinking of you. I kept opening msn, checking to see if you were there, then closing it again. Wanting to talk to you, not knowing what to say, trying to have...
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adoreartemis:
I hope it gets better for you babygirl
And on her lover's arm she leant,
And around her waist she felt it fold,
And far across the hills they went
In that new world which is the old -
And o'er the hills and far away
Beyond the utmost purple rim,
Beyong the night, across the day,
Thro'all the world she followed him.
- Alfred, Lord Tennyson
1809-1892
Also, check out this...
Adipositivity...
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seasan:
hey, i love the picture. You look fabulous. thanks for her email
bryguy:
What a fantastic project.
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adoreartemis:
damn girl, I hate those days. At least you have a chance to relax now!
ooni:
I've never heard of these books before. I'm seriously considering checking them out for the artwork alone.
/judges books by their covers
//horrible, horrible person. I know.
/judges books by their covers
//horrible, horrible person. I know.
I hope you are doing okay too. Colin can be a right bastard.....and I think that is all I will say about that.