** Hair cut tonight....I'm in need of a slighty change at least
**Girls night tomorrow, hotel downtown, guestlist, drinks, dancing....can't wait!
**Working Saturday on the website stuff and a possible shoot with Miss.
Caitsey at my house.
**Some fucking "Family Day" thing at my house on Sunday. I have no idea how I let myself get roped into this. James... Read More
Between thoughts.
Between emotions.
Between decisions.
Between dreams.
Between realities.
I've stepped too far from myself, I am off my path. I'm losing the person I know that I am in order to try and please everyone else. I can never find balance between the two and thus am always left....in between. You would think that it... Read More
Once you have done that remind yourself that being you and staying true to you is the MOST important thing... Once you grasp back onto the sense of self everything else will seem to fall into place... Don't lose your sense of self in hopes of pleasing everyone else... You need to make sure that you are happy first before worrying about others....
I know that this can be difficult... I am a people pleaser and always wanting to make sure everyone around me is happy and comfortable... I love taking care of my loved ones.... I realized more recently that I was giving a lot of myself and not getting as much in return... So I decided that it was time to make sure that Lola was balanced and centered before worrying about everyone around me... It can be difficult... Lots of hugs to you and I am sending out positive vibes into the universe for you....
Hangouts soon? I'm free on the 13th and the 11th all day and evening if you want to mess around with cameras or go for tea...and if those are crappy because of work... the 15th?
Hanging out with my darling Caitsey tonight!!! Our close personal friend Dean will be there, I've miss him so much I plan on groping him all night long. (OH WAIT....that is the perfect Lionel reference right there!)
Grace O'Malleys in TO by Front St is where the HOT boys are on Thursday nights.
For REAL!
I feel like I'm 21 again lately. I just don't stop. When I was 21 I was a waitress. Anyone who has ever been a waitress knows the lifestyle that goes along with it. You have no sense of time, you never know what day it is,... Read More
i totally know what your talking about. but i was a cook. god i loved it and i never ever knew the day lol. wish it was like that now, i have such horrible cabin fever. argh.
xxoo
Recently learned that one of my old Managers from MTL had a crush. on me the entire time that we worked together?!?! I'm just finding out now. Strange......he's super cute about it though.
I have the best girlfriends in the whole entire world. My main lady Mo send me a Valentines gift that I got Monday - Love Letters... Read More
March = Montreal (tentative) with only the gay but in order to see all the people I left behind and those that I still have to make out with (Shaine) and Mexico at the end of the month for Lee's birthday but with like 8 other people which should be a blast.
Is still insane - normally there are two of us that handle our base (of clients), the other girl decided to go and be an alcoholic and need... Read More
hey girlfriend, hang in there. why does it always seem when work is amazing, boys are a pain? it's their way of keeping us at their beck and call i tell ya.
i hope you figure out what will make you happy. you're gorgeous and smart a killer combination and you deserve to be happy. you'll find it
Wow, your life sounds a bit like mine right now (insanely busy).
As for Aquariums, you really should visit Vancouver - you'll get all of the above and a LOT more.
Keep up the work, no doubt you'll kick ass and it'll lead to great things for you. It's also a lot easier to be grounded for relationship type things when you're feeling a little more secure in your career. Just remember to get some balance in when you can.
Hope you're well, beautiful. I plan on coming out to Toronto sometime this year so we'll be hanging out or you'll be in big trouble.
HOLY CRAP I'm having the greatest weekend ever!!!!!!
- Friday stayed in and watched movies with my fav gay - it hadn't happened in awhile so it was needed
- Saturday I got my first pedicute, my toes are cute and pink!!! Also got a manicure and my eyebrows waxed so I'm all prettied up.
- Bought my first water bong - she's so cute... Read More
all i do is sleep. at least it feels that way. but i have the best/most comfy bed in the world. feel free to come over for cuddles (that's a sorta creepy offer... isn't it? )
i hope it gets better- you shouldn't have to miss out on your dreams...
Maybe after our crazy night of craziness tomorrow, you'll get a good sleep. Although, even if you do sleep, after a night with me you'll probably only dream about Degrassi and HAMMA-TIME!<3
I love/miss you, and can't wait to see your beautiful face!
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Have fun with yours.