evol4love

So i just welll...........no need to say..........someone is probably the lamest fuck ever...........i find everything to be a joke....much like this person .........


but on the brighter side of things ........ my heart mends slowly stich by stich....... minute by minute day by day...the nights seem long if not forever the loss of something so wonderful and amazing truly puts things into focus..... clouded thoughts...
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Fuck me........Fuck my life..........Fuck this Place.......and fuck everything i have ever done.........Fuck you (but not you) you know who "you" are............no need for anyone .........no need for feelings ........no need to please anyone or anything....live for yourself ........live for everything that makes you happy........live for anything that makes you happy.......even if its something that hates you or someONE that hates you.........fuck this...................................im done im done...
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Gone now is what I once had....
Never before has something felt this bad....

From the tips of these frail fingers
The pain still lingers,

With every breath my heart grows weaker
With every blink of an eye the light becomes less bright
Should I give up, give in, or can i still fight.

As my eyes close for there last shutter........
I have never...
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Those who LOVE become LOST
Those who have LOST become LOVED

LIFE......LOVE......DEATH

LIFE is lived, lied, and learned
LOVE is untrained, untaught, but understood
DEATH is destruction, devistation, and eternal isolation

But not to have felt all 3........
youll never know what should have been
could have been
or what would be..............

..............Another mans awakening is ones death..................
Another womans fortune is his loss
Another fortune loss is mans
AWAKENING


cIRcLEs...............OF LIFE AND DEATH............

REbirth
reBORN
REliVE
REGAIN CONTROL

Im picking Caspers zits...its fun.

FEDERALIS.................FUCK EM' ALL.............. They have got to be the most corrupt fuckers of all........ but boy is mexico cheap.......8 beers a burrito the size of your cat and a quesadilla bigger then a pizza for 15$...... FUCK i bet you could have someone paid a visit to for under a 100........ So alcohol was my weapon of choice last night and golly gee wilikers Batman...
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ITS MY LAME ASS FUCKING BIRTHDAY TODAY............AND YOU KNOW WHO GIVES A FUCK ................. ME NEITHER ......... SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT WOULD PUT A LITTLE EXTRA EFFORT INTO SOMETHING AS EASY AS A PHONE CALL IN THE MORNING..............FAILED.........BUT ITS OKAY I SHOULDNT CARE.....RIGHT? WELL I DO.......AND SHE DOESNT......OH WELL.......ALL THOUGHTS WILL DIMINISH WITH THE FIRST DRINK ....... AND ALL EMOTIONS WILL BE GONE WITH THE...
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Things change.......... people GROW...... LIFE IS ODD..... dont you think..... whos to say things wont be better or worse.... only you can control your destiny and how you live it......

..................Ever feel like you wake up day to day for something but that something is not there.........you search for it all day and go to sleep still not knowing what it was you felt like you woke up for and searched for........day in and day out.........lost in your own mind for words........lost in someone elses eyes.........hopeing ,waiting for that something to return to you that...
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