emilyrocks

i got drunk a lot tonight. and i'm such a lightweight that it's sooper sad. so in 4 months when i turn 21, everyone should flock to sacramento and buy me drinks. if everyone chips in like 50 cents, that'll buy me enough drinks to get me sopper wasted and then a couple of people don't have to put in money and they can just...
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i just remembered why i went part time at school. it's because spending 8 hours doing fuck all in a hell hole beauty school in heels fucking sucks.

okay maybe not the heels part. that was my choice. but my feet really hurt, i'm insanely tired, and i want a nap.

and my feet kinda stink too... i'm tho thexy...

xo

and makeout party. it's...
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so i'm thinking that all the single people on sg should have a big party and make out with one another. a lot.

and it should be in sac. so i can go. book your flights now! it'll be cheaper if you don't put it off until the last minute!

xo

how can i make $1000 in the next couple of weeks?

any ideas?

hmm...

"so you saggy titted, fat ugly emo loving bitch. you wanna fucking kick my ass? fucking bring it down to grass valley. i'll fucking break your jaw so you can't talk shit anymore. yeah and i'll rip out your other nipple ring. your tits are ugly enough without them." -holly

hmm do you think that's a threat? i wonder if she's looked in the mirror...
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i have rug burn on my knees. and on my back...

i have a good night last night...

xoxox

i'm going back to school! i applied at sac city college for cosmotology but the classes are all full for awhile. so i'm gonna take some english classes and stuff. i'm so excited! i totally miss school. now i don't have to feel like an idiot anymore! yay!!!!11!!11one

i'm so thrilled.

i also have an appointment to see a therapist on friday. who's taking steps...
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i'm not in love with him. but i kind of wish i was. what the crap does that mean? i think i'm insane.

i have new pictures. you should look at them. for serious.

you make me come. you make me complete. you make me completely miserable.




greggster gave me a cd of all the pictures he took of me. someday i'll get around to resizing the two or three i actually like and i'll post them.

xo

ps still feel like shit. at least i ate without puking today.

so last night was pretty fantastically bad. joey persuaded me to drive up to gv after school to hang out with him. but he really wanted to get drunk so we went 'camping' with a bunch of the idiots i used to hang out with when i lived up there. i really didn't want to be there. i don't even know what happened really, but...
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