Saturday Aug 03, 2002

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Yeah....That's right!!My life DOES suck ass!!! Why oh why do I do/say dumb things???!!!!!!If I could kick my own ass....I would.Umm Yeah..Time to shut up..

"So long to this cold cold part of the world...So long to this sad..sad part of the world....So long.....So long...."
*ES*
(Man I need to get my ass out of here!)
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lifelikeweeds:
I too lived in a really isolated part of the world before I moved to PDX. The really funny thing is I developed a nasty alcohol problem. I drank whiskey like it was water. Scotch became my best friend. Now I won't touch it. Argh rambling...

Anyways. Train of thought... Before I moved, all I was listening to was Modest Mouse. Non stop. It's perfect music to wallow in misery with.

Ok train of though... Here it comes...

MOVE! Get out. There is no reason people our age should be in small towns completely isolated from the world. It's hellish. I know what you're going through. It's painful. But, you've got to fight. You've gotta get up and go!!

Ok I'm drunk. I'm going back to sleep. This day is giving me a headache... *argh*
alpha:
IVe heard the spiders usually lay eggs in computer mouses.

Friday Aug 02, 2002

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"Polar opposites don't push away..It's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days.And I know I should go,but I'll probably stay....and that's all you can do about some things...I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away...."
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emily:
wow!!My life sux ass!!!I think I'll get nice and drunk tonight....
emily:
It's been a long time since you've been around....

Thursday Aug 01, 2002

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Today will be a better day..It just has to be!Or umm if it's not....well then I guess it's not,and I'll be fuckin' mad!!!Anyways.....I'm still not feeling too good,but I can't miss another day of work,so yeah...I have to go!


"You're hopelessly hopeless,I hope so ,for you"
(Eh?Anybody know where this in from?).....I know Chloe does.,.......=)
*ES*
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tofubot:
no aim? weak sauce... icq confuses the bejesus outta me... me no contain those kinda smarts...

but yeah.. it's hot in my house.. gah.. stupid californian heat..

peas
suiciety:
rawr! hehe talk to you in the morning?

Wednesday Jul 31, 2002

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Well,well,well............blah,blah,blah........I suck ass....(not really)......I'm so lame..........Yep that's me.....The one that everybody wants to punch in the face....But I like it!!!!eh!Hi Erik!!
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tofubot:
you're sick?! *sniff* that's weak sausage... especially having to call in and all... get better okay? eat soup and take your vitamins.. it sounds lame.. but it works.. or so i've been told... but sick or not, i bet you're still uber sexy
febo:
just trying to break that cat's cycle.

go alaska, you are beating tx by a square foot or two. i'm guessing that we are beating you by squares tho.

when is the 'electric' set?

t

Wednesday Jul 31, 2002

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Poem time once again,because I don't have anything to say today...
.............You Suck............
I scream inside......I'm cold,and blue........
My life is surrounded with dust.....
You're leaving me down...Why do you even come around??You always bring me down........!!!!!

Monday Jul 29, 2002

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I think I just talked some guys into becoming members!!Sweet....I need more stickers!!Modest Mouse gets me all hot....That's whats on when I do a set......just thought you guys would like to know!=)

"He falls together....I fall apart"
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suiciety:
that reminds me of a song by grade... this is the time in my life when everything is falling apart and at the same time its all comming together... ya sorry randomness.. you got aim...
bletch:
i just called to say that chole is mine. >smile he he he he

Monday Jul 29, 2002

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hmm...Not nuch to say today,I'm cold!!!I have to work tonight...I dont' want to....I didn't clean my house last night,because I'm so lazy......Maybe something will happen later,that I can tell you about..???
*ES*"I'm going up to Alaska,I'm going to get off scot-fucking free.."
dia:
Okay, I love you now!smile You redeemed yourself, sweetie, I'm just a wee bit jealous.... I get possessive and yuck. SORRY! Seriouslysmile

Sunday Jul 28, 2002

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What a lame ass day......BUT it's a nice day out...buuut there is nothing to do..hmmm...I got to talk to Zach today,that was nice....Ran into some old friends of mine!!!Man how I have missed them..well one of them anyway......Well I guess that's it for now...
*ES*
oh yeah..today I almost fell on my face!I fucked up my new shoes!!(on the curb)so...I gave that curb the bird,then...
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katie:
..the "chat lobby"...just the main one...
dia:
Your crush is mine.

Sunday Jul 28, 2002

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blah blah blah......OK....I guess a new poem..eh!
............Sing To Me........
Strange love I found from you....
I WAS the girl you were thinking of....
I WAS the girl you were dreaming of....
I'am the one,I'am her......
Sing away my tears,sing away my fears.......
(Yeah,Eh!!!blah blah!!!!)
*ES* =)
inkedgirl:
You make me smile. smile
suoda:
"sing away my tears, sing away my fears" awesome line... thanks for letting us see your work.

Saturday Jul 27, 2002

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Hey Thank you guys=)You know who you are!(I hope)
Anyways....The poem for the day is........
..........In My Dreams........
I dream of you every morning.....
I awake to your sent,but you're not there....
I don't know if I should even care.......
You were never really there........

A really short poem,but hey!It works....eh??
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goatsgotohell:
So do you have any kind of instant messenger? I feel like I'm passing notes back and forth in highschool. *L*
suiciety:
email response.... doesn't mean you still can't play.... right?

Friday Jul 26, 2002

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OK....For the ones calling me "thick" Or
whatnot..... ....That just makes me feel even worse about myself,than I already feel!!=( I didn't think I could do this site,because I thought I was a little"chubby" but Chloe kinda talked me into it....And I got over the whole "I'm chubby" thing...I don't really know WHAT I'm saying,I should just shut up now.
..I'm sure They don't mean...
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digdug:
Emily,

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't listen to anyone who says anything contrary to you being sooperhotttt. Just look at all of the people here who are enamored and inspired by you. We are glad you are here and there is ABOLUTELY NO REASON to feel bad about yourself. OK?

xoxo
nick42:
ditto, ditto, and ditto smile

Thursday Jul 25, 2002

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I'm lame......lame as..............as can be.
Yes....Kids it's poem time again.....
...........Let Me Go........
I need to get out,I feel so trapped...
Nobody will let me go,they always say that they need to know...All that they show is no trust at all......
Somebody help me get out of this place....I don't even want to show my face anymore....That's what"trust" has done to me.......Through my eyes all...
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katie:
you need to get the FUCZK outta Kenai!.....and here's some quick advide....dont ever eat popcorn chicken from KFC...call me and i'll tell you why!
katie:
WOW!...how'd that Z get in there!.....i need to wake up...
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