Ok...Now I don't know when I'll make it to Portland...You see theres this really good job coming up...and if I want it..I'll have to take it now...
The plan WAS go to Portland in April for about 3 weeks ..Then come back here,and work my ass off...Save the money..THEN go back to Portland with lots of money...But now I think I'll have to work here...
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The plan WAS go to Portland in April for about 3 weeks ..Then come back here,and work my ass off...Save the money..THEN go back to Portland with lots of money...But now I think I'll have to work here...
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Eriks brother says that my body is sick..I guess everyone in town knows what my junk looks like..Yes he has pix...You see he's the one who took my 2 sets...and I had a few pix of my junk,but I didnt like them at all! I told him to get rid of them...buuuut he didnt. 
His e-mails are a bunch of shit..and I really want to...
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cherry:
Ugh.
I can't believe he's still being so mean
::hugs::
Cherry xx
I can't believe he's still being so mean
::hugs::
Cherry xx
lionboy:
Ahhh you know... I wouldn't waste too much of my existence worrying about such people.
Oh man...You know what's funny?!?! This guy e-mailed me to tell me that HE cheated on me too!!!!ahhahhahahah!! ha! What's even MORE funny???That guy is Eriks brother...yeah I went out with him before Erik....But the thing is...I don't fucking care...He sucks...Sucks ass even...I never loved him at all....pff!He cant get a girl...I dont even know WHY I went out with him...He's gross...He must be reading...
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lefty:
you tell him whats up!!! you seem so angry lately... i like that.. fiesty!! heh heh...
ever seen that show cheaters on late night syndicated tv?? i love watching people trying to ttalk their way out of something that they did on tape...
ever seen that show cheaters on late night syndicated tv?? i love watching people trying to ttalk their way out of something that they did on tape...
lefty:
you should write some songs with all that pent up rage... it makes for good material...
!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's right....Fuck all of this shit..Fuck ...I need to fuck some shit up...or just her face.
That's right....Fuck all of this shit..Fuck ...I need to fuck some shit up...or just her face.
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lionboy:
REDRUUUUUUM!!!! I'm back but not in the same place in the real world. Cleveland. Who woulda thought I'd ever come here?
bletch:
ya girl, kick that bitches ass!
Oh man...At work ...We have LOTS of hockey pucks...Well I spell out FUCK YOU! Really big with them on the floor.....Fuckin' nice!Some one from work took a pic 
Nice.nice...Cant wait to get a pic of that...
In other news....Cheaters suck ass!!! If you've ever cheated you should SO kick your own ass...Really...That's one FUCKED up thing to do...esp..if that person you cheated on loved you...Fucking...
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Nice.nice...Cant wait to get a pic of that...
In other news....Cheaters suck ass!!! If you've ever cheated you should SO kick your own ass...Really...That's one FUCKED up thing to do...esp..if that person you cheated on loved you...Fucking...
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awalkingshadow:
Welcome to my world
randomdent:
Cheaters suck and so does erik...
Hmmm..I go back to work tonight...Strange that I'm happy about that...I guess I'm happy to go back to work because I have no life....
I smell like a baby...Not a poopy baby...But you know ..that baby smell....I don't even know why...Well there was a baby over here 2 days ago...Maybe that's it...eh....
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I smell like a baby...Not a poopy baby...But you know ..that baby smell....I don't even know why...Well there was a baby over here 2 days ago...Maybe that's it...eh....
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bletch:
Are you sure you dont want me to kick his ass. I will, and ill do it in a macho jerky kind of way too. I will do this cause i love you em.
demigauge:
yes either the drugs will kill him...or the idiot will realize that their stupid adn clean himself ..and realize what a wonderful woman he lost and used..and well then he will be shit out of luck...but from what i ahve heard that won't happen cause well from the drug use obviously he lost a lot of brain cells
looking forward to hopefuly meeting you when you move down here and good luck on the mmove and be safe..k?
looking forward to hopefuly meeting you when you move down here and good luck on the mmove and be safe..k?
Erik stoped by....I asked him if he had sex with her,he said yes!!!!! (a few days ago,he said no.So he lied to me again!!!) I got SO pissed,it made me sick..So I run up there to kick her ass,and I'm yelling...."I'm going to kick that fucking cunts ass!!!!" as loud as I can...I know she could hear me...Erik was trying to get me back into...
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dhill1:
Yup, go kick her ass. All it will take is for you to hurt her a little bit. It will be a huge release for you, and sleep will be something you can do again. So do it, kick her ass. This is based on my own experience.
csilla:
awww sweety. he never deserved you. you should just throw him out in the trash and never see him again. dont let him get to you or make you sad. you are so much more of a wonderful person then him. please take care.
xoxo csilla
xoxo csilla
I really want to kill somebody...
Myself-maybe..
Erik-oh yes...
I'am SO sick of lies...
I'am SO sick of hearing.."I'll call you" or "I'll come over"
and it never happens...
FuCk FUCK fUcK you,and all of your lies...Erik N. Hales...You'll get yours oh yes..and I really hope that he reads this......Yeah right..he cant even pick up the fucking phone,what makes me think he can turn on...
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Myself-maybe..
Erik-oh yes...
I'am SO sick of lies...
I'am SO sick of hearing.."I'll call you" or "I'll come over"
and it never happens...
FuCk FUCK fUcK you,and all of your lies...Erik N. Hales...You'll get yours oh yes..and I really hope that he reads this......Yeah right..he cant even pick up the fucking phone,what makes me think he can turn on...
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zombiehead2:
kill somebody...hmmm...maybe you should organize a big hunting party, and we can all chase him through the woods like a...um. ok, maybe not.
hope things start getting better for you soon...
hope things start getting better for you soon...
user8935778:
im sick of that shit too. eff that shit.
If I go outside I KNOW I'll go up there,and kick that cunts ass!!!!!!So I sit here with the Violent Femmes(Why do birds sing) up really loud...So I dont have to hear that cunt at all!!grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!I'm gonna go crazy...
But this cd kicks so much ass!Chloe,and I used to have this on all the time..ahh yeah...Hey Chloe, "No.....I gotta go....out the window" Remember that?!?! ahh...
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But this cd kicks so much ass!Chloe,and I used to have this on all the time..ahh yeah...Hey Chloe, "No.....I gotta go....out the window" Remember that?!?! ahh...
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gstrife:
*hugs* everythings gonna be okay...trust me 
my lifes in the shitter right now too, but i'm surviving...
my lifes in the shitter right now too, but i'm surviving...
lucyfurr:
hey thanks for leaving me a comment in my journal. I hope things work out for you. <3
So....I'm moving out of my place the first of next month...Erik is leaving the first of February to live with some girl in WA...Yeah that girl that he was so in love with for so long....
I'll be in Portland in April,or sooner...(I'm loseing my job soon anyways)
As I'm cleaning out my place,I cant help but cry...Everything in my life has been shit...I know...
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I'll be in Portland in April,or sooner...(I'm loseing my job soon anyways)
As I'm cleaning out my place,I cant help but cry...Everything in my life has been shit...I know...
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randomdent:
Portland will make you smile I promis.
zombiehead2:
good luck with moving to portland, it'll be good to get a change of scenery and a chance to start over...i'm probably going to move near the end of this year. not sure where i'll go yet, but somewhere out west would be nice. i'm thinking maybe seattle, but who knows...
Yep..That day He said that he was gonna get me from work...He never came to get me...I came home,I was locked out... His car was even here....He was with that girl was lives above me...He came home 4hrs later..Lied a whole bunch...But I knew the truth,I'm not dumb...I mean COME ON....He had a hickkie(is that right...) on his fucking neck...Oh man...I knew it..I knew it...The...
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evilrabbit:
yea...we all suck...ive just been really busy and stressed lately is my prob...
shortbus78:
If ya kill him I want a finger
I knew it..He DID cheat on me..
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monsterjoe:
Heh, what a fool. He'll regret it beautiful. Believe me he will.
monsterjoe:
Emily, there is no way to make this not hurt. It's totally fucked. I don't know where you are in your head right now. I hope you're confident enough to know that you should not blame yourself for it. Just know that there are a lot of genuinly caring people on this site who will listen to you if you need it. You are beautiful. You will pull through.
~K~
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