emersion74

looked on craigslist for a recumbent bike, it's my new obsession. Someday I'll get a hobby and start excersizing. Oh well not today. Barely feeling coherent. I wish i had more to say, but as I get older I fear my brain is slowing down and I have a fog that will never lift. Someday I'll get better, someday.

I am having the worst luck opening cans lately. The other day I tried to open a can of coconut milk and it exploded all over my crotch, I looked like a I had shot the hugest load. Today I was trying to drain a can of tunafish, the same thing. Bits of tuna everywhere. I need a vacation.

Going to look for a new bike today. I'm looking towards a recumbent. My fat ass wants to lean back and ride in style from now on.

Am sitting here in my house alone again. For once I actually feel lonely. I probably shouldn't be turning down those chances for hook ups, but my life is a trainwreck as it is and I couldn't stand trying to entertain another human being. I seem destined to spend my life taking care of other people and not being appreciated for it. Oh well if...
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Have been extremely sluggish lately. To many medicines. Hope I adjust soon, am starting to go crazy.

Been busy for awhile, feeling run down. Went to the doctors found out my blood pressure was through the roof, and had high blood sugar. So now am on lots of meds and must start hitting the gym for real. Lifes fun.

Going to the game today Sounders FC vs Portland Timbers, gonna be a "freindly match." Yeah right. I'm going to jail who's with me? C'mon everybodys doing it.

Need to stop watching late night television. Saw the infomercial again for the stripper weight loss series. For only a doller more you can get the flirty girl exercise pole for your living room.

Fuck the world the world that fucked me!

I've been walking at least a mile everyday. It's not hard, I live only a few blocks from Washington states capital campus. I've been strolling past all the state buildings and marveling at the architecture. I wish new buildings had to be contructed out of granite. Oh well I still like the hard artificial concrete buildings. I probably should have lived in Russia. If anyone...
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I just got shamanized today! I did it as a favor for a freind and it turned out to be pretty fun. Funny thing was when I went to the house I was expecting middle aged lesbians, but instead got a room full of cute 20something girls. Awkward. Anyways by wit won them over and Owen the girl won at ro sham bo to do...
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Can't shake the feeling that I just want to step into oblivian. I don't know if just dissapearing is a cop out but sometimes I just want to leave. No taxes, mortgage, possesions. The life of a hermit just sounds so good right now.