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So I'm feeling extraordinarily surly this evening.

Main Entry: surly
Pronunciation: 's&r-lE
Function: adjective
Inflected Form(s): surlier; -est
Etymology: alteration of Middle English sirly lordly, imperious, from sir
Date: circa 1572
1 obsolete : ARROGANT, IMPERIOUS
2 : irritably sullen and churlish in mood or manner : CRABBED
3 : menacing or threatening in appearance <surly weather>

Tyler Durden it and pick a random fight...
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nikki_darling:
i lately seem to only be fighting with myself.... I know how to kick my own ass better than anyone else EVER could! ha.......
*pokes self in eyes*
You have the best "into" list I have seen like, ever.
Red, red lipstick is one of my food groups.
smile
neodrunk:
I'd fight an 8 year old girl, because that's the only person I could beat in a fair fight. *sigh*

tonguemiao!!
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Charles Bronson was so kickass and he was also Lithuanian, which I am half love

I remember all the Death Wish movies, being a latchkey kid and all and being subject to continual reruns on the telly, I never tired of watching him KICK ASS.

R.I.P. Charles Bronson frown

Good friends and good times over the weekend.

And I was at the Hustler Hollywood store over the...
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pseudo_ghost:
Thanks for the complement on my site. Im always looking for models especially gorgeous ones like you love , I checked out you site wow you defiantly have the look I need for my art. I have an idea in mind for a piece of digital art I havent concepted it on paper yet but I think you would be perfect for it. If you were interested in working with me email me, obviously because of the distance I cant do the photography myself but if you have access to a somewhat decent camera it doesn't have to be professional, a disposable with proper lighting would probably work. If you are interested I can pay for the pics, I think I would need a minimum of three for the piece Id need a couple of days to draw the poses that I would need.

I checked out your site I really like the colour scheme and design, I especially love the photos by Chad Michael Ward, you look amazing in all the photos.
paleenchantress:
i'll have to see the pic smile !!
muuuuuuaaaaaaaaah!
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"Ninety percent of the world's woes come from people not knowing themselves, their abilities, their frailties, and even their real virtues. Most of us go all the way through life as complete strangers to ourselves so how can we know anyone else?"

I think I might know myself, but only in teeny glimpses. The click of the camera as it goes off, the vivid dreams...
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girlblue:
i'm doing well, just getting rid of stuff i don't need. smile

when are you starting your travels?
xaqary:
unfortunately I have been called to remember how racism is still alive even with those of my generation. I thought it might die with my parents (my parents are not bigots by many people their age are.) Face with just that today at work. Insane that people still harbor hate like that. And I was playing Left and Leaving by The Weakerthans. Figured what this site really needed was another profile pict with someone playing guitar wink
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Today has been a good day for some things. For the head, not necessarily the heart.

I'm working out all the details with one of my three jobs, and there are lessons to be learned, I can feel that coursing through my veins. It's a fact.

Apt quote of the day: "I've been rich and I've been poor. Believe me, rich is better."- Mae West...
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bombshellbetty:
Oh, you quoted Mae West! Have I told you I love you?

I know what you mean about paying rent on time, etc. But I prefer to pay of my karmic debts slowly and easily, just like my credit card. wink Not that the universe generally accomodates this.

Unexpected windfall? I'd spend it on the show, of course! New costumes, crazy sets and props, touring, merchandise... I'm getting excited just thinking about it! Have a wonderful weekend, sweetie!
m0ngrel:
bits of major bills first, stock the fridge, fill the tank, buy some shirts, shoes, pants...
then when all that has been touched a bit...
books, wax, boards, and a vacation

hopefully some peace of mind if its for sale anywhere.
(this meathod has been tested and approved)
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I feel as if I am floating, just skimming the surface of my life, sometimes.

Sometimes I notice the bitter void of things, and sometimes I want to disregard this world, and stay in my fragile bubble of nonchalance.

Things do affect. Especially when I try to not let them.
Please don't harsh my mellow. blackeyed

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krankor:
well i go with what i know eh

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miyacemu:
Floating is good.
My spelling is bad.
Bubbles are good.
Mellows being ruined is bad.
New pics are always nice.
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I think Im broke because of the whole not working much thing, so Im not a great consumer in the grand scheme of things.

I loved that you ended that comment with a spelling mistake wink
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Avid. Video. Editing. System.

I gotta know how to use it by Monday. Er, be more proficient in it. At least it's somewhat like Lightwave and SoundForge. I wish I was more of a geek. At least I was invited to a LAN party to play CounterStrike. I feel like Smurfette at this new office, I am the only girl amidst all the testosterone..

Gee,...
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stirfry:
alyssum:
Man, you've had a seriously interesting job history! How did you come to find these jobs?

I can definitely relate, this is the first job I've had where I've really had to tax my noggin. Being a florist was more fart-blank territory though it was still pretty draining. My biggest job-related hurdle has been learning to read disassemblies. puke I still hate it currently, but eventually I'll have to get proficient at it.
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In honour of poetry day....I wrote it yesterday for someone, someone who I know, but may not ever really 'know', do you know what I mean?

I stretch my hands the full distance but
in the hazy daylight,
fail to reach a vision of complete sadness.
From restless longings, conclude that
there's nothing there.
Unfamiliar spaces, the dread encompasses me

I looked into the mirror...
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marianabanana:
That was really beautiful. Melancholy. I hope you enjoyed my 'homeless' thread as much as I enjoyed reading your poem!

kiss
xaqary:
Or does it matter...











yeah it does....

but I just wanna break to roll in old habits, damn the consequences

but I wont let myself give in...

I just want to real, real ,real, bad.
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So yeah.

Nyeh.

Is it wrong to be slightly hot and bothered by a friggin' cartoon?

I love the Cheat.
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junebug:
scroll buttons scroll buttons 12,12 if ya swing by my crib i can scroll wit you!
junebug:
remeber when the cheat drink a cup of soy sauce and tryed to jump off the snack bar.
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I forget just how much I love the Pixies. One of the best shows I ever attended was for my 13th birthday present.

Pixies, Love and Rockets, and the Cure....Dodger Stadium. Better than CD quality the Pixies were.

I've been letting the thoughts run rampant through my mind, complete stream of consciousness things that you would not blurt out in 'polite conversation'.

You know how...
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miyacemu:
The Pixies, and the Cure, are amazing. Its especially great when you havent listened to them for a while and then put something by them on, because bands like that always sound fresh.

Practice sex partner? You mean like a moving real doll? lol That would be fun... I got some combo's I need to try out wink :confused
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What you said (comment on my journal) was great, and is very true. I was just up a bit late and feeling a bit down. Its still good to have something to motivate you when you get stuck in a rut though.
nerdboy2345:
ive been known to blurt out weird things under normal circumstances.

i would definately live on the moon if they needed volunteers. fuck this place, i wanna see space
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So I try to forget about certain things. And people.

Then I receive a wedding invitation in my mailbox. The sheer gall of this simple mailing astounds me.

Imagine the scene when the pastor (or whoever is doing the marrying) proclaims "If anyone believes that Idiot #1 should not be married to idiot #2, speak now or forever hold your peace". Hmm, I wonder. Nah....
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nerdboy2345:
just happy to be alive, whether im a chick or a dude
blackwhitetaupe:
tough question to answer. a decade ago i'd have said "not having to worry about getting pregnant" though as it happens there was a scare with my current girlfriend, so that's out. i do like not having the monthly cycles, etc., all the stuff that comes with being a woman. that said, i don't think that really qualifies as joy in being a man.

so, yeah, facials and the pay. ;-)
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I am a one-woman harem. Gee, I'd be rich if I had a dollar every time a significant other said that to me.

This time there is no significant other. There are others who wish to be significant, however. It is to their own detriment.

I've been doing a lot of writing and working out, not necessarily in that order. Either way, it's been therapeutic....
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temptess:
Oh quit it, you silly bitch!
You look quite hot! That's always good, right? If you don't have your looks, what do you have? wink
I'm telling you, this economy is an EVIL thing. The stage would welcome you... wink (though not as lucrative as it once was, it still works for those who appreciate the gravity of a stagnant economy...)
8_missing_8:
It's the one's with the strength to walk away that will be able to look back without anger.

Those who stay do so out of a fear of the unknown, even though what is already before them could possibly always be worse.

I'm walking biggrin
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Teehee.

Been in a semi state of drunkenness for the past couple of nights. Also hung out with a friend last night who I had burned a bridge with many months ago. But you can't hate me forever, see? wink

Interesting.

I also did something just moments ago that I said I never would, and I did.

I posed in a bikini. How charming.

Guess that...
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bluesman:
more Dotty, better late than never:

"I'm here against my better judgment. That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone."

"I should have stayed home for dinner. I could have had something on a tray. The head of John the Baptist, or something."

you're the best lookin' construction worker I ever saw. do you whistle and make lascivious comments when hot guys walk by the construction site?
diggity:
luckily, I haven't scanned those pictures of me in a bikini...i might break the internet. You however, make it a better place to be.