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Interesting chain of events. Today instead of next Friday, I am going to get the silk sutures on the top of my mouth removed. Fun fun fun.

I hope that the doc can still burn those pictures for me. biggrin

Other than that, I think I am getting sick, throat is sore and froglike. Waaahhhhhh. tongue

Can't believe that it's already THURSDAY, where did the week go?...
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satanica:
Oh no! I hadn't checked your journal before I emailed. I'm sorry you are not feeling better yet.
xoxox kiss
gogo:
heyyy lovely, will we meet next week??? i can't wait!!!
i want to eat pancakes miao!! did you know they don't even exist here in italy?? it's a shameeeee biggrin biggrin
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Day 4 after the surgery.

The titanium and putty apparatus that is supposed to cover the roof of my mouth where the graft was taken, and also the place where it was transplanted to, well, let's just say they are wearing down and coming off.

They're supposed to stay there for 2 weeks. I may have to go in to get it repacked, ugh. I...
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enola:


Get well soon! kiss
mnislahi:
eek! i hope you get better soon!! kiss kiss
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I'm so out of it.

Sometimes I feel like I am a child again, knowing that I am somehow doing things that people don't understand, nor approve of. Depression has been creeping around here and there, and it's hard to gauge exactly why, as there are so many different factors involved here.

My bottom gums hurt so much now that I feel as if I...
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papawheelie:
kiss
miyacemu:
Depression is a strange bed-fellow, sometimes it doesn't need much reason to become full blown.

Owch, hope the gum problems don't persist too long.

I can't decide whether I want summer to roll on, or if I'd prefer some nice rain.
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FUCK.

*edited to add that there are some complications.. The putty covering my gum graft has decided to shift, and it's supposed to not move for 2 weeks. Pain pain. The roof of my mouth is still bleeding a tad. Wtf?

Why am I awake now? Oh yeah, I can't sleep right now for the pain. I am also still bleeding a bit.blackeyed

I've got...
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sloane:
Aw, no worries. I hope you feel better!
girlblue:
Seriously. Let me know if you need anything. I am currently jobhunting, which means I have plenty of time on my hands. kiss
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At 1:30pm PST, I am having the dreaded gum surgery that I scheduled many moons ago.

Do NOT look at this if you are squeamish in any way. eeek puke blackeyed

My lip ring is out, and it's very creepy to be able to blow air through the hole. Strange feeling, haha.

So if I don't make it and expire in the periodontist's chair, it was nice knowing...
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stasia:
sexy photos!!??
yes, please.

thanks for reading my journal, it was a tough one to post.

hope ur well, im gonan be emailing u soon, me and bee wanna do a set as soon as i book my dates. ill email ya

kiss kiss
girlblue:
Good luck with the surgery, let me know if you need anything. kiss
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2 entries in one day. Ha.

I just wrote this ....stream of consciousness

Aging is such a strong subject, perhaps as evocative as another controversial topic, death. Three things in this life that are a sure thing: taxes, aging, and death.

Anyhow, I've been ruminating on all sorts of views. No one wants to feel "old", but I don't think anyone minds being "wise". Sometimes...
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melly:
Amen.
kiss

I am as vain as the next person. BUT, I will never let being afraid of aging dictate my life. I have too many other things to worry about. Like living for the now. The weather is so nice out here, I am going to focus on sitting on my porch with a lemonade and enjoying the more important things in life. More or less, take things as they come.

[Edited on Apr 14, 2005 5:23PM]

[Edited on Apr 14, 2005 5:24PM]
prettyb0y:
"Older women are like aging strudels-the crust may not be so lovely, but the filling has come at last into its own." - Robert Farrar Capon

I turned 31 today, but then I'm a guy. I don't think it compares. smile
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Some quotes I've never read before:

"Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it." - Swedish Proverb

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" -Sam Keen

"Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right,...
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zode:
Somehow I see a pattern with those quotes, theyre about politics right?
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suicide_bob:
Thanks for the well wishes on my Birthday, pretty lady ^_^ Hope you've been well. Miss talking to you
soma__:
just wanted to tell you that I just got my care package and I wanted to thank you so much! i really appreciated the speediness, i know you must be so busy. i was super excited to get it! thank you so much! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 1:12AM]
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Weekend was good and productive, I think.

Can I just say that audio books are the best thing since sliced bread? <---- awful cliche.

Saturday was spent hanging out with my best friend. I had a made a donation of THREE bags to Goodwill on the way to her place. I found a brand spanking new pair of Diesel high heeled mary janes for $3.99....
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zenfish:
Dear lord that is some sexy lingerie... I do have a soft spot for thongs, provided they aren't lacey ones.
faelynia:
great promises...
what about the follow through?


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My dream last night...

I got a DJ gig in NYC (where I've never been), and I was booked with several HOUSE DJ's (boom chick, boom chick, ump chick ump chick, haha).

The promoter and I were discussing this, and he said that I was booked specifically to be the opposite of that, with some "flavor". Um, ok, yes, I spin jungle, give me 172bpm's...
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meaney:
thanks for the birfday wishes, woman. kiss
8_missing_8:
Shaun of the Dead was filmed round the corner from my mums house - I knew every street so it made the whole film funnier!

I used to dream that shop mannequins were coming after me or were in my room as a child - very bizarre, but one dream as a kid had me in Park Road (London) being followed by a mannequin - and Park Road is in a scene where Shaun is getting hassle in the car by... Zombies (Mannequins? - Difference??)

OMG... haven't thought about them for 25 years - and now I won't sleep tonight, even with the jet lag!
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fierhauk:
Juan Valdez....no real fantasy involved I can just sign the fuck out of that name....the autograph would make it worth it!
swoo:
Oh come on, I know you have been all elusive and crap for a bit, but you have to remember the vacation! I've been dreaming about it for ages!

And it's here.

Vacation FTW!

And yeah, it does that sometimes. Glad to know I'm not the only one. smile
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When you get three silly Burlesque girls together (myself included) and a copy of Playgirl magazine, you get hysterics. At least I did. Oh my. Who the fuck ogles those guys? Not meeeeeeee. The guys in that magazine scared me tremendously. shocked

We cackled for a long time last night... tongue

All in all, it was a good night at The Derby, and I was coerced to...
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noir:
Ug. I went to a bachelorette party once where there were male strippers. I had to shower I think 4 times afterwards before I could let my skin touch my sheets. We had good laughs, too.
elicit77:
Thank you for the Cigar group pic. smile