elicit77

Its fuckin late. Having chronic insomnia is REALLY fuckin fabulous. Its killing me. My favorite neighbor passed away a few days ago. This man was from China. He was 83 years old and he was my friend. We built a fence together; this old man could lift cinder blocks like nothing. I could never understand what he was saying but yet I understood. He was...
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just landed an intership with a company. I'm stoked. I get to shadow the owner of the company; this company deals in computer configuration, virus protection/reverse engineering, and network evaluation. Tight, now we're talkin`!!!! This is the perfect spot to be to see how a business works, this is going to be the best information I have learned which I will apply to my own...
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... Went out, went to a lame party, met some people I haven't seen in a decade, cussed a lot and almost fought a bouncer (he didn't know I had a beer bottle behind my back and was gonna whack him with it), met some kind women that I had a very intelligent conversation with (woo hoo!), went home to see the new and beautiful...
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I feel fuckin sick and I have to do homework. There is no worse feeling than homework and being sick @ the same time. I could have been partying right now at Treasure Island with Nate and some hot and saucy women.
Today I had urge on campus to start some rukus. It was another Clockwork Orange moment in myself. I saw three teenagers on...
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Life feels like a "stand-still". What is with my stagnant feelings of grinding my gears from 1st to 2nd. I wish for things to move faster but when things DO mover fast I wish for things to slow down. I don't know. Will I ever find the medium median where I'm comfortable? You know, if I do find the medium median then I will probably...
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What drives people to steal from the old? Maybe it makes one feel more powerful and gives a sense of control? Then that could be a really a sign of in-security or weakness. Maybe, some kind of drug addiction may have coerced someone to steal to support their habit. Anyway, I think theives are weak people and they should be dealt with more harshly. Furthermore,...
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I haven't had anything to write lately in this journal of mine. I need to change this pic of mine but its the only one I have that has been digitized. I just completed my mid-term and I pretty much aced it. Everything is good, except, my grandmother passed away. I'm sad but yet I'm happy for her. She doesn't have to deal with the...
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I can feel my mind expanding in all directions. I love learning. I've been falling in complete love with books lately. I haven't watched television in so long. I mean, what in the world is television good for anyway besides watching Sacramento Kings games? Anyway, I'm smarter than everyone. I love it.

what the hell is this place becoming ?!?!

"Human misery, according to Mephisto, comes from one's "Reason" (i.e. intelligence), which serves only to make people see that they are little more than animals."

-W. John Campbell, The Book of Great Books: A Guide to 100 World Classics, p. 251

That was small tid bit from the plot summary of the greatest book in the world, "Faust" written by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Read...
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doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing homework doing nothing doing nothing homework get drunk doing nothing doing nothing homework watch TV doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing write up business structure ideas doing nothing doing nothing.....what a fanciful day...doing nothing doing nothing Nate calls doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing doing nothing

The door is open but the way is not lit. The Bank of Justice has gone bankrupt and its checks have all bounced.
The souls from times past all tell me "There are shadowed phantoms in the government."
JFK may be president again. Life seems to be stuck on two linked cirlcles in the sign of Infinity.