What is it about that is so off putting?
Fuck.
I just want a friend who's like 'mint. lets hang out'
That's all I fucken ask.
I feel like some type of fucken leper.
I'm not even exaggerating when I say this, I texted about 6 different people to night and asked how they were, majority of them replied.
I send a secnd text saying rad what are you getting up to tonight, want to do something?
Not a single person has text back.
what the fuck.
I feel like a fucken failure.
I thought things were looking up for me. I met a whole bunch of new people the other week who all seemed to actually genuinely like me. Come this week they don't even reply to my texts.
I'm having heart palpitations because it all feels the same. I feel like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.
I feel like I'm never going to have a friend who loves me and wants to hang out with me.
Arrghh.
This feeling is horrible.
I don't know what to do. I feel like crying.
I think I might just go drink myself to sleep.
What is wrong with me.
And please. please. don't say 'if I lived near you I'd hang out with you'
Because that just makes it worse.
I miss my baby.
I feel so alone.
My heart hurts.
I'm going to drink myself to sleep.
Fuck.
I just want a friend who's like 'mint. lets hang out'
That's all I fucken ask.
I feel like some type of fucken leper.
I'm not even exaggerating when I say this, I texted about 6 different people to night and asked how they were, majority of them replied.
I send a secnd text saying rad what are you getting up to tonight, want to do something?
Not a single person has text back.
what the fuck.
I feel like a fucken failure.
I thought things were looking up for me. I met a whole bunch of new people the other week who all seemed to actually genuinely like me. Come this week they don't even reply to my texts.
I'm having heart palpitations because it all feels the same. I feel like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.
I feel like I'm never going to have a friend who loves me and wants to hang out with me.
Arrghh.
This feeling is horrible.
I don't know what to do. I feel like crying.
I think I might just go drink myself to sleep.
What is wrong with me.
And please. please. don't say 'if I lived near you I'd hang out with you'
Because that just makes it worse.
I miss my baby.
I feel so alone.
My heart hurts.
I'm going to drink myself to sleep.
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sick:
Hi. 
captain_midnight:
You seem like a genuinely sweet girl, it sucks that people aren't willing to extend the hand of friendship to you. Well, I friended you on here, that's about the best I can do. Hope your day goes better!