breathe.
breathe she says like one with lungs that has never gasped for sweet air in september.
gasp gasp gasp I die like tomorrows morning and rise like three days grace in the evening.
never understand.
stumble stumble there are things I will never master there are things I will never grasp one of these might be breathing as I gasp for air pray for...
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breathe she says like one with lungs that has never gasped for sweet air in september.
gasp gasp gasp I die like tomorrows morning and rise like three days grace in the evening.
never understand.
stumble stumble there are things I will never master there are things I will never grasp one of these might be breathing as I gasp for air pray for...
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oninotaki:
I never know what you are talking about cause i never make it past the 1st sentence 
obliviousfocus:
yep life is very backwards
So.. I went somewhere and I did something.
Yeah, exciting, huh?
I'm sure that the fifth of Stoli I drank on New Years may have something to do with how exciting it was.
I passed out way early...
I don't think you guys even read my journal anymore... Not that I blame you.
I don't really have anything to say, because when I'm all fired...
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Yeah, exciting, huh?
I'm sure that the fifth of Stoli I drank on New Years may have something to do with how exciting it was.
I passed out way early...
I don't think you guys even read my journal anymore... Not that I blame you.
I don't really have anything to say, because when I'm all fired...
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eddiedrood:
Up with anti-social anti-blogs of non-words. Er...I think...Hmm...can I still hear from you if you dont? Or do?
What day is it?
What day is it?
free2b:
And why would I read YOUR journal?? What...you don't drink 
HAPPY NEW YEAR, BEETCHES!
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and when you don't feel
when you don't fly
when you run free
when you can't die...
these are the moments where I am free.
hello, sweet release.
and the death of this guilt will overcome me with overwhelming relief
and I let go
let go
reliving my past with apathetic sincerity.
and this lamb has become a lion roaring...
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and when you don't feel
when you don't fly
when you run free
when you can't die...
these are the moments where I am free.
hello, sweet release.
and the death of this guilt will overcome me with overwhelming relief
and I let go
let go
reliving my past with apathetic sincerity.
and this lamb has become a lion roaring...
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sunfeather:
I'll read your novel if you read mine.
misterdoom:
Happy New Year!! 
I'm breaking loose from this quiet existence.
This is the emancipation of a wallflower from quiet subsistence and
i
roar
onto the scene
into your face
off of the wall
out of the vase.
Quiet no longer voices long unheard come roaring forth with amazing intensity.
intensified me?
quieting the malicious storms with a fierceness of beauty revealed only in a moment.
The wallflower has...
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This is the emancipation of a wallflower from quiet subsistence and
i
roar
onto the scene
into your face
off of the wall
out of the vase.
Quiet no longer voices long unheard come roaring forth with amazing intensity.
intensified me?
quieting the malicious storms with a fierceness of beauty revealed only in a moment.
The wallflower has...
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djdragyn:
thanks for adding me as a buddy! 
have we met before?
have we met before?
free2b:
beautiful!
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quasi_sean:
No...but I do know beauty when I see it.
quasi_sean:
Pfft. 
But again, thank you for being so nice.
But again, thank you for being so nice.
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quasi_sean:
naw........
but thank you.
but thank you.
quasi_sean:
she just likes my tofurkey style.
Marry Christmas, beetches!
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neuroticanne:
merry christmassy!
daemond:
same to you
I've never been one for absolution.
she.
cries.
only answers. she states with a matter of fact practicality that makes me sick.
we sit on the stairway
and she is just one sick sense apathetic cigarette flick away from the cancer that kills the heart
death.kills.reality. she remarks as she prays for emotional trauma from the drama that has overwhelmed the masses.
I listen, fascinated...
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she.
cries.
only answers. she states with a matter of fact practicality that makes me sick.
we sit on the stairway
and she is just one sick sense apathetic cigarette flick away from the cancer that kills the heart
death.kills.reality. she remarks as she prays for emotional trauma from the drama that has overwhelmed the masses.
I listen, fascinated...
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eddiedrood:
Well, not exactly a Christmas poem, but it's a very nice one, anyway.
I hope you have a great holiday! Enjoy the moments as they come, and don't let stuff stress ya out. Relentlessly happy, that's the spirit
Merry Xmas!
I hope you have a great holiday! Enjoy the moments as they come, and don't let stuff stress ya out. Relentlessly happy, that's the spirit
Merry Xmas!
mistressvamp:
Merry Christmas!
I do not want to go to work today for several reasons.
Firstly, I have a pile of laundry that has taken over my room.
Secondly, I need to wrap all these fucking presents.
Thirdly, it's my day off.
I got called in. I'm not really complaining about that. What I'm bitching about is that today is the day that I got off for working...
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Firstly, I have a pile of laundry that has taken over my room.
Secondly, I need to wrap all these fucking presents.
Thirdly, it's my day off.
I got called in. I'm not really complaining about that. What I'm bitching about is that today is the day that I got off for working...
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gilby:
"I wasn't even supposed to be here today..."
You should put your foot down.
Hvae a happy holiday.
You should put your foot down.
Hvae a happy holiday.
tripleb_doom:
umm maybe its because the boss knows she can guilt trip you into comming in
think on that
think on that
I am sooooooooooooo hungry. And tired.
Christmas shopping works up an appetite.
The good news is that I have EVERYTHING done. I don't need to buy anyone anything else.
phew. What a relief.
Now for the wrapping....
Christmas shopping works up an appetite.
The good news is that I have EVERYTHING done. I don't need to buy anyone anything else.
phew. What a relief.
Now for the wrapping....
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sunfeather:
Ugh the wrapping, don't remind me...
These days I mostly do my Christmas shopping all in one go on the internet, but the wrapping is another matter. I am bracing myself for that particular horror this evening...
These days I mostly do my Christmas shopping all in one go on the internet, but the wrapping is another matter. I am bracing myself for that particular horror this evening...
syh:
My shopping still isn't done.
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and so this night begins with
this dance.
sixteen tenative steps forward and 2 tenative steps backwards
if you only knew.
attention senses the commencement of this moment.
I'll tip toe around you if you'll slide into me...
I fall forward into your arms into this sweet sense of surpising security
where did you come from?
seventeen days thirteen hours forty two minutes twenty three...
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this dance.
sixteen tenative steps forward and 2 tenative steps backwards
if you only knew.
attention senses the commencement of this moment.
I'll tip toe around you if you'll slide into me...
I fall forward into your arms into this sweet sense of surpising security
where did you come from?
seventeen days thirteen hours forty two minutes twenty three...
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furious1:
I ride os all life is a story. beware your beliefs, and emotions are not to be trusted.
You still poetry slammin?
You still poetry slammin?
nalar:
Hey, what's going on? You shoulda blown off the final and came to Necto with us.
So... I'm starting my book this week...
My Christmas shopping is in a miserable state. I've finished 2 people out of the 9 I need to shop for.
I'm tired... a bit cranky... long week...
The good news is that I have Friday Saturday Sunday Monday off... Sweet.
Maybe if my boss is feeling particularly generous I will have Tuesday off as well.
That would...
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My Christmas shopping is in a miserable state. I've finished 2 people out of the 9 I need to shop for.
I'm tired... a bit cranky... long week...
The good news is that I have Friday Saturday Sunday Monday off... Sweet.
Maybe if my boss is feeling particularly generous I will have Tuesday off as well.
That would...
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obliviousfocus:
*throws pixie stix at you*
sunfeather:
I feel like 'tired... a bit cranky' is pretty much my default state these days...
How did this happen?
How did this happen?