eireann

Time for a rant.

Sometimes I wonder if I know exactly what I'm getting myself into.

And in the time that I decided to write this entry, I've no decided this is a far too open forum for whats on my mind, and I'm far too sober to talk about it currently.

No, I'm not mad at anyone.

Geez. I stop hanging out so much...
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I'm feeling quite domestic as of late. I don't know if its because I've been a little broke and therefore unable to go out, or just because Sundays are normally my "get stuff done" days.
Currently, I am making food for the week. You know, stuff to be taken for lunch, and also, dinners for when I get home from work and I'm way too...
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I think my new goal in life is to be a female version of Tucker Max.

Do you think I'm hot enough?

much better now...

I wish I had something to say, but I don't.
I'm generally pissed off and angry and tired of the world.
that's it.

There's a little crazy part in my head waiting to be let out.

I'll give you this much of an update:

there are some things happening in my life right now that I find remarkably disturbing, and would rather not talk about.

There are some people in my life that I feel need to get a grip and realize what they have to lose before they lose it.

There are some things in my life that are going...
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aquam e pumici nunc postulas.

I got nothin'.

i
am the answer to your suicide dreams and
i am always the cause of the scene we didn't mean to cause
and as we cheer on the underrated and overstate the miscommunication
i
roar, roar
as my soul dances to the melody of your tune
the irridescent melodies of a morning in bloom.
answer me this much of a lie
tell me this much...
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First of all, I have to say it:

RIP Proof. You were an amazing, down to earth example of the good that comes out of this city.

Fuck everyone that says that this is just proof that hip hop kills, or proof that guns kill. This is proof that we live in a messed up world. This is proof that we blame things that are...
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And once again, time for deep thoughts with Eireann:

So, today is my grandmother's birthday. Now, I did the good granddaughter thing and bought her a card and visited her.
I hate going to see my grandma.
Not seeing *her*, per se, although at times I begin to wonder if maybe I should avoid her, but...seriously.
Why?
I don't like her nursing home. The people...
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Alas, I am tired.
This time of year always seems to excite me- spring brings to mind a life renewed.
Silly, I know, but as things begin to grow it seems I always meet new people, turn my life around, and things that were bad become much better...
Its just an interesting time, my friends.

So.. once again, nothing really new, except a really long talk with my boss that cleared a lot of things up, made me feel a lot better, and basically made me choose to stay where I'm at and be happy about it too.
I still have the very best boyfriend in the whole world... and let me see... I'm thinking about getting a kitten to...
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