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So.

I'm doing better. This heat is killing me...
I'm really excited about my job right now, everything is so amazing in my life, I really don't have room to complain. I have an amazing boy that I'm dating, I have a wonderful job, my roommate is awesome, my cat is the cutest kitten alive, I have a little bit of money in a jar...
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meldarko:
AMY I MISS YOU!!!!!
lipsofdeciet:
glad to see your doin better..wish i could say the same..but glad to see you are kiss
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I'm fairly irritated at this point.

Seriously, I'm tired of playing the game.

I'm good with what I've got, because its better than what I had.

However, every now and then, when I least expect it, I sort of miss him. And that really pisses me off, more than anything. He was absolutely no good for me... he took off like a douchebag with his...
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syh:
Exactly. Missing a douchebag is for sissies & nincompoops. So decrees the Grand High Poobah with the addicting personality.

(You know, I just realized the acronym is GHP, not GHB like we discussed last night. Oh well. It's funnier/makes more sense as GHB. biggrin )
robotlola:
amyyyyyyyyyy..... i am thinking about youuuuu
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all of the sudden I'm two breaths from
near
sudden
death
and it's just three minutes away from the end of the world...
alone.
and I'll just drink drink drink this pain away
I'll keep dancing until the spinning begins and reality fades to pleasant shades of gray
I'll keep spinning until the apathy sinks into the deep colors of my feverish soul
and I'll...
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robotlola:
party at lola's... soon
fearia:
If Jager and Trouble are two of your favourite things, we shall definitely have to drink Jager and cause trouble! I vote someplace that isn't City Club for this event of trouble and jager drinking! biggrin
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I'm sinking again into this medicated apathy blissfully ignorant of subterfuge.
blinking away this discontent with mediocrity I will sit I will stand I will lose
lose this ability to know what is wrong and believe what is true and this world
takes me over draws me in and the big picture slowly begins to blend away into a numb dream of melodic deceptive words...
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agentofoblivion:
In every way.
fearia:
It's a deal then. We shall hang out sometime in the near future smile

I think some Jager is in order for this meet up . . . trouble trouble trouble!

Do you like Jagermeister and trouble? I do! biggrin
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If you are a member of SG Detroit, please go in and vote for a new group leader...

love and kisses,

Eireann
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robotlola:
frown
frown

..
kellyjanice:
done
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I'm the drama-solver...
yes.
Apparently I am just that good at solving everyone else's problems that they call me whenever they have one. In other news, I hate the branch that I'm training at, and I can't wait for pre-sales to start. Thankfully, I get to visit other branches tomorrow.
Aside from that...
yes, I'm still boring.
syh:
I'm more boring than yoooouuuuuu. tongue
killedbyblueeyes:
i miss you! and jack bauer. frown
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alas, I am back in control of my life.

why let anyone else?
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subrosa:
I would love that. I am going to try and get out there again in the fall.

And your journal is exactly correct.
syh:
Why would you not be in control of your life?
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Yeah, so eff that. I'll do what I want...

and I think I have that figured out. I'm going to live on impulse here for a little while.

also, I have a date tonight, so I guess my tower theory didn't last that long.
metricoclock:
getting out and just going with what ever is fun smile
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So, lets boil it down to this:
I'm happy, but I'm not.
I'm over it, but I'm not.
I'm good being single, but I'm not.
I don't know what the hell I am.
All I know is... I miss him, but I want to move on. And then I don't want to move on because I have this delusional hope that he'll want to come...
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syh:
Don't forget to let your hair down when PC comes by your tower.
martini:
you are a great catch darling... don't go sitting around and waiting for the child...

love you!

xo
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How about I make a non-emo post about my life for once?

I swore to God today. Like, literally, I swore, to God. It was a big one to- an f-bomb. So, I literally swore to God today.

It went something like this: I went to mass this morning, and I was sitting there, and I was just listening, and getting into it, and sort...
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gilby:
*hugs*
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a moment of honesty through tears.
and its in times like these that all my walls keep tumbling down
falling around my huddled frame
wishing for some shelter in this torrential rain.
I stand alone.

a moment of humbleness breaks through my arrogance.
things I thought were real disappear and I focus my energy on
running
running
but I'm so out of this moment that...
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cypris:
love u babe. miss you!