The meeting went well. I don't know if I am just being led on or this is the real deal, but at least the GM was backing my up and making the plan look good. Thats a first. I had to leave work at 4pm yesturdy. I finally hit my breaking point. I don't understand how someone who used to manage the department now needs...
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Big meeting tomarrow that will decide if I stay with the company I am working for or if I will be moving on to other things. I put in for vacation! I plan to spend a week learning how to weld. Something I have always wanted to do but never had the confidence to do so. I am ready. what horrors people are capable of...
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Hope everyone had a great holiday. I couldn't post because "someone did something to my laptop and it takes 29 min now to boot up!!!!! Arrr!
I got a shot glass checkers set, The family guy shot glasses, and "the rabbit". Oh and a carten of smokes. And!!!!
MY CAR IS INSPECTED!!!!
I am leagal. So if anyone want a visit just say so. They...
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I got a shot glass checkers set, The family guy shot glasses, and "the rabbit". Oh and a carten of smokes. And!!!!
MY CAR IS INSPECTED!!!!
I am leagal. So if anyone want a visit just say so. They...
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abyssia:
please get well.
http://suicidegirls.com/members/DrrtyRocStr/pics/32381/1/
Merry Xmas from the half inch of dangeling fury!!!!
Merry Xmas from the half inch of dangeling fury!!!!
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abyssia:
Merry Christmas to you too. All of you.
nightmares:
Why? Because Lenore said...
and you wouldn't want to piss her off......
~Nightmares~
Why? Because Lenore said...
and you wouldn't want to piss her off......
~Nightmares~

abyssia:
yup. SG hates your photos.
abyssia:
but lo! i ammended your url to - http://suicidegirls.com/members/DrrtyRocStr/pics/32381/1/ and it worked.
that is one fat tree. love it. it looks like a ton of fun. i mean... it seems to represent fun. it's fun! there, i smiled. thank you.
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that is one fat tree. love it. it looks like a ton of fun. i mean... it seems to represent fun. it's fun! there, i smiled. thank you.
[Edited on Dec 22, 2004 12:47PM]
New tires! No new rims. I decided to wait till spring to put on the entire package. 17's are very unforgiving in the winter month. Since I am responcable for getting my boss to work in the snow and all. She sports 17's and let me tell you, not cool in the snow. Pulling a twelve hour shift today, I want to curl back into...
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abyssia:
it's too cold to not have heat. period. burn things! oi!
i'm trying to think about the new tires and if they get me hot.... nope. sorry. and i've no idea what you're talking about with the 17's. very sorry.
i hope you get to sleep soon. very soon. you know, santa-day is almost here and THEN you may rest!
i like that you had a peacock feather in the tree. nifty.
thinking you a smile! :o)
i'm trying to think about the new tires and if they get me hot.... nope. sorry. and i've no idea what you're talking about with the 17's. very sorry.
i hope you get to sleep soon. very soon. you know, santa-day is almost here and THEN you may rest!
i like that you had a peacock feather in the tree. nifty.
thinking you a smile! :o)
beccy:
I am back so have somthing happen the last weeks???
abyssia:
happy Saturday -- enjoy your day off!!!!!
whatever you do, do NOT think about christmas trees!
whatever you do, do NOT think about christmas trees!
No way that new chic is twenty two, bet my soul on it!<she is older>
Oh wait I already lost it in a card game with some guy named lu.
Every one have a nice day.
Special thanks to: Chaka khan, Cher, The Beasty Boys, Garth Brooks, Kool Moe De, the Pointer Sisters, Buzzcocks, and Lemmy of Motorhead.
Oh wait I already lost it in a card game with some guy named lu.
Every one have a nice day.
Special thanks to: Chaka khan, Cher, The Beasty Boys, Garth Brooks, Kool Moe De, the Pointer Sisters, Buzzcocks, and Lemmy of Motorhead.
nightmares:
Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....
~Nightmares~
Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....
~Nightmares~

I am just going to sit at home and play with myself all day...
cause I just cashed a very large check from my uncle that died last year!!!!
YAH!
Should I get lambo doors put on my car or 18" rims or a really cool body kit????
So many decissions....
You are a wunderful person thankyou, and pics at last
cause I just cashed a very large check from my uncle that died last year!!!!
YAH!
Should I get lambo doors put on my car or 18" rims or a really cool body kit????
So many decissions....
You are a wunderful person thankyou, and pics at last
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abyssia:
wow. car talk. i've no idea what you're even saying! i'm completely ignorant of the automotive universe. you probably guessed that when i said i'd like a Prius.... i wonder if i could become interested. i could become more knowledgeable, but i don't know that i could have your passion for it. ya know?
nightmares:
Not a bad scream..... I'm kinda partial to penises.
Play nice kids!!!
abyssia:
i just wondered how things are - your uncle? you?
i know the retail at christmas deal - and by christmas eve i was always so cheerful - oddly. there were days before that when i was simply and utterly a cranky ass bitch. but on christmas eve, when i wasn't accepting any engraving orders, but just rushing to get every last one done for the people waiting in line to pick them up... i was cheerful. the last christmas i worked like that was in 1996. i wore a kind of short red velvet dress to work with deep green tights and i even put red bows on my boots. since we sold santa hats and stockings i could have worn my hat, but doing the engraving... all the bending over and such it wasn't practical. but when i was rushing out to get us all snacks at the heavily pot scented pizza shop i was stopped by a family who thought i was one of Santa's Elves... and i didn't know where Santa was in the mall! eeps! hope they weren't too traumatized. ;o) we had specially seasoned pizza slices from that shop. it was a good christmas in the retail kind of thing. i thought the tale might amuse you. mind you, in tucson it was still hot so i rode my bike to work in cutoffs and a tank top and then changed to air-conditioning appropriate clothing in the stock room. i really enjoyed that job. if it paid more, and was still at all the same - i might give it another go. but i'll just settle for being lucky to have had a job that i always enjoyed with that company wherever i moved for about seven years. very lucky.
now, if the thought of me as an elf didn't cheer you up.... and the thought of our um.. sage pizza didn't cheer you.... oh! maybe knowing the name of the dog who lives with me will! for she is Maitreya! the buddha to be. we just call her Maity or Pooka or PoogieYamaMama and of course a slew of other un-typables... she is my answer to the koan - does a dog have buddha-nature? i know, they're meant for meditation and introspection - and living with the buddha really helps with that! ;o)
i know the retail at christmas deal - and by christmas eve i was always so cheerful - oddly. there were days before that when i was simply and utterly a cranky ass bitch. but on christmas eve, when i wasn't accepting any engraving orders, but just rushing to get every last one done for the people waiting in line to pick them up... i was cheerful. the last christmas i worked like that was in 1996. i wore a kind of short red velvet dress to work with deep green tights and i even put red bows on my boots. since we sold santa hats and stockings i could have worn my hat, but doing the engraving... all the bending over and such it wasn't practical. but when i was rushing out to get us all snacks at the heavily pot scented pizza shop i was stopped by a family who thought i was one of Santa's Elves... and i didn't know where Santa was in the mall! eeps! hope they weren't too traumatized. ;o) we had specially seasoned pizza slices from that shop. it was a good christmas in the retail kind of thing. i thought the tale might amuse you. mind you, in tucson it was still hot so i rode my bike to work in cutoffs and a tank top and then changed to air-conditioning appropriate clothing in the stock room. i really enjoyed that job. if it paid more, and was still at all the same - i might give it another go. but i'll just settle for being lucky to have had a job that i always enjoyed with that company wherever i moved for about seven years. very lucky.
now, if the thought of me as an elf didn't cheer you up.... and the thought of our um.. sage pizza didn't cheer you.... oh! maybe knowing the name of the dog who lives with me will! for she is Maitreya! the buddha to be. we just call her Maity or Pooka or PoogieYamaMama and of course a slew of other un-typables... she is my answer to the koan - does a dog have buddha-nature? i know, they're meant for meditation and introspection - and living with the buddha really helps with that! ;o)
ok.....
is there anyone else that would like to take a shot at me today?!! You got one hour left. Enjoy it while you can. After midnight...
Watch out!
is there anyone else that would like to take a shot at me today?!! You got one hour left. Enjoy it while you can. After midnight...
Watch out!
abyssia:
i guess i missed my chance... but then again, i didn't have anything of that sort to say to you. why so cranky? can i make it less bad? or is typing any of this just making it worse? can't quite figure you out. it's a good thing.
The darkness is here
waiting with open arms
like a child I walk to its embrace
wanting that confort feeling
even thoe its bad
Its what I know
I am protected now by mother madness
waiting with open arms
like a child I walk to its embrace
wanting that confort feeling
even thoe its bad
Its what I know
I am protected now by mother madness
hum.
the mer get's confused easily, no?
so, did you manage to keep your clothings on!?!