dragunceol

ok......my first poem in a long time...inspired by the writings of a friend.....

Memory

Torturing myself
Over the shit in my head
Over life
Trying to dig
And pull it out
Hopeless

It keeps digging
Drilling deeper
Desperation follows
And falls
Into emptiness
That is whats left

Tearing myself apart
Searching for
Answers and truth
Why Cant I Stop?

Whats so wrong
I take apart...
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Yesterday was GREAT!! Nikki and I went to the beach as planned (I got a bit extra crispy...but i'm fucking white and she's got a nice tan already so it was to be expected), then we went shopping. I picked up a Coral Fang (a Distillers CD) and a kick ass skirt (silver vinyl minni). After I dropped her off (she had to pick up...
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It's getting closer to being Friday!!!! I'll get my car back, get paid and life will be good!! YAY

Nothing interesting to say...just killing time. I still dont have a car, and I still havent gotten laid since March .....yeah....life is gonna get better once those issues are taken care of.

Wow....I just worked a fucking 16 hour day....need I say.....DAMN!!!

Since when does fucking cream cheese have instirational messages? I go to fix my breakfast of bread and cream cheese this morning (well, not exactly morning, more like noon 30) and i read "There is always room to improve yourelf." And that's not even all that inspirational. ::shakes head:: Stupid cream cheese fucking inspirational bull shit!!!

Well, it's just me. Nothing too special.
I'm having a weird ass day, but nothing unusual about that either. So basically...nothin's happenin.