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its been raining and drizzling for the past couple of days. its a nice change

i love the rain

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so i just got a call from my friend.
my best friend back home has a sister.
apparently her ex boyfriend shot hisself in the face in front of her.
considering how small it is, i cant believe how fucked my hometown is.
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fleurdeguerre:
Ha, I wish boys would come up to me and make asses of themselves! I'm always far to scared to be the one doing that...unless I've been drinking heavily. Wel not that heavily, but drinking somewhat anyway!
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sicily:
i think small towns sometimes turn people into raving lunatics.

ummm, i made you a christmas present...i actually managed to piss blood into a trucker hat blackeyed
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there arent really any people like me

kind of makes it hard to relate to anyone


sometimes i wonder.
i hear people say that they dont do much, or that they dont have many friends etc. i wonder if they drink alone as much as i do, or if they are just in a bad mood at the time.
maybe they work a dead end...
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squee_:
damn that sounds rough. I cant say that I can actually relate but I dount that I would judge. I have never had a job, neglect my friends, disappoint my family and rely on stranger relatives for my continued existance. So I would be in no position to judge. I do however know what it is like to be alone. Trapped in the boonies, surrounded by people who judge me and not kindly. And yes sometimes drinking alone. So if you ever want someone to talk to I am willing to listen. I cant gurantee I will say the right things. But I always try.

Oh and it is too bad you are out of Cherry hugs I bet they are awesome. wink
aaardvark:
Well, I've got a problem, I hate sex, but I love sleeping next to people, usually, if you sleep in the same bed with a guy, they expect sex, so I just usually don't.
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so the neighbors have been calling the cops on us lately.
saturday we had a party that was bigger then we intended so i can sort of understand there (though we werent playing any music outside and it was a saturday)
then again yesterday we were practicing at 8:30 pm and a cop shows up an hour after we finish to say there was a...
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aaardvark:
Yes, it was one of the best nights ever. I think now I'm addicted to sleeping next to people, uh oh.
aaardvark:
Awwwww, you'll have someone to smoosh with soon.
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aaardvark:
Yes, those glasses rock the casbah.
aaardvark:
Awwwww, fanks blush

Yeah, I don't really care if people want to bitch about it. Its the truth, there's nothing you can argue against. Silly people.
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drank for about 12 hours after work yesterday.
went to a friend's birthday party.
i was not feeling good this morning, i can promise you that.

a girl that does not live here is having a party at our house tomorrow. should be interesting.

its poll time: i have the oppurtunity to quit my job for another one. it would be about the same pay...
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comicking:
Well now you know that at least 1 person reads your profile and often! Igor is a good minion, always paying attention to small details (kinda hard not to, with the hunchback making the face point downwards when Igor goes for a walk)!

Someone who does not live there is hosting a party there... yeah, that's gonna be interesting.. Something tells me she'll do a shit job of clean-up, if does it at all, cause she doesn't live there.. what are people gonna do about it is she just leaves right? Hopefully she has to make a deposit or is a roommate's girlfriend who can take the heat if she just leaves it.
comicking:
I'll take the opposite standpoint, since you don't say a.m. or p.m. and say "If you think you could get your drunk ass to work every day at 5pm I would say do it. " tongue

Seriously, since the job you're in is kinda monotonous in a way... I'd prolly go for it. The major con that you didn't mention though is that you're kinda important where you are.

Don't forget that vacation you took and how good it felt to be able to just go, secure in knowing your job was waiting for you when you got back. If you're ok with that, and except for that, the pros of the other job sound like they totally outweigh your present job.

Whichever way you go, good luck!
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im not valuble for much
but ill be there when i
feel the need to be there for you

i know how you feel
when i try to talk to you
but ill do my best to impress you

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comicking:
didn't think of it as a Stan Lee reference at the time, but sure, why not.

so you're saying you won't be here when I think I need you, but rather then you feel the need..? Igor thanks you for your attention.
comicking:
geez, your profile gets smaller everytime I read it. So you weren't "into" anything when I met you since you didn't say anything "wrong"... but according to the lass, I did.. frown

Oh well, gotta stop crying over spilt milk... or booze... or whatever... gotta move forward, cause I can't change the past. robot
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last night i dreamed i made it to the promised land

i was standin at the gate with the key in my hand

St peter said come in boy youre finally home

i said no thank you pete and ill be movin along

i aint ever satisfied
i aint ever satisfied



im hoping that as i get older i will get used to dissapointment.
do...
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echobunny:
Thank you for the birthday well wishes bro...
comicking:
Yes, as you get older you get used to the disappointments.. and by you I mean it happened to me. The problem though is they come with greater frequency so you really don't feel much better in the long run. I guess if I had strived more when I was your age to try to become something I wouldn't e where I am now... but on the other hand, there are things that I would have missed out on had I done that. So either way I'm a winner and a loser at the same time.
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Last night i got to see Bob Log III. and it was good
the night started out sort of shitty. work was the most hectic its been since i started there. then my friends decided to leave early, without me. that was a bummer. not just because i had to pay for gas and parking on my own but those guys are normally more dependable...
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tapwater:
aw dude, you made me blush

blush

seriously, glad yr enjoying the group
acidevangelist:
Nah, Kristina is in Austin. Kelley is from here.
Kristina just got her gallbladder out. The doctors said it was white. That's fucked up.
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it would appear that my sense of humor has gone on hiatus.

i think it took my patience and, to some extent, my will to get up in the morning.

untill further notice color me frustrated.
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drstinkypants:
those lyrics and that picture are completely contradictory
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last night i went to see a friend of mine play a show with his band. they were good. i got to see a couple of other bands before them who were also good.
all in all not a bad night.
seeing good bands makes me feel simultaneously excited about music and discouraged that i could ever create something as good.

i have nothing else...
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rickets:
I spent too much of my life on perfect and unreal. I'm much more into concrete and horny.
clara:
My last relationship wasn't very long and ended in late 2002. It ended because he's a butthead.

That was easy.
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sex doesnt mean anything!

nothing means anything!

hooray for the vacant generation!

we're so va-cunt!
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comicking:
gee sir, I'ma gettin ccnfused. Read your entries over the last few days... seems like AE is the only one to come this way every day... I sorry...will try do better...

Did the Denton PD come by again? Is you alright? Igor misses you you know.. Igor is from the tail-end of the baby-boomer generation, and not va-cunt. But he still agrees that sex doesn't mean anything.

miao!!
comicking:
good to hear your ok. course now you got someone else to pay which sucks, but as long as your ok. Goin to duluth to see our master work tonight and tomorrow, to show support if its needed. Its needed on Monday nights when she's usually there, don't know about later in the week..

I'll give her a hug for ya though! tongue