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I feel a streak of something blowing this way hard. Like I said in the wee hours last night to a friend, I need a stalion, a pistol and something to destroy.
What does it mean? Who really knows buut I can say that if the whind was on fire while I did this I could probably see the future.
What seemed funny years ago...
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The weather is great!
My liver is bloated
I went and ran two miles a few times
I'm heart broken
I made a booty call and she left with another dude
I'm broke
I am for some reason happy

Is it the faith that during these low points I kow everything will be better soon? Whatever maybe all I really nedd is a warm sunny...
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What fun is afoot?
I shaved my head and told my ex about it; she freaked out.
Last night it hailed the size of marbles and there was a landslide in town. I love weather.
I got a stupid call from work this morining at 8:30 (I usally don't get up until 10) telling me somethingthat could've waited until this afternoon when I go in...
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What the fuck does it mean that I'm listening to Lynyrd Skynyrd really loud?

Life . . . live it!
I try hard and I try to do it well and try not to let base instincts get in the way but sometimes things that present themselves are not resitable even though they should be. I go through phazes like everyone else and if I'm between relationships I'm bad.
Dealing with this is a curse that I've been with...
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Is it wrong that I've been listening to power ballads form 80's hair bands for the past week and ahalf? Somewhere in my soul I think it may be but then I say, "Fuck my soul"

current state: moderately sleepy

So I'm not exactly ready to get dating again but I think I'm gonna' make sure I don't jump into anything this time. I don't got time for that shit. Now I know this is easier said than done because it's hard to know what you're getting into until it's too late sometimes. Also you don't want to overlook a good woman due some pet...
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So I guess when I drink a lot I disappear. Nobody can find me including myself. Where the fuck am I vanishing to? Am I drinfting off into thge either or some alternate universe? Am I drinking so much that I turn invisible and I just crawl into a ball and sleep.

AA here I come!

What's that called when you look at you stove or maybe you look at your toilet and it's suddenly just a stove and all the time you have that's not filled is suddenly aprecious thing lost?
Suddenly realizing that no matter what I do I'm just a douchebag I think that I hate my television and the newly expanded cable that I'm paying $11 a...
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So this week may be the worst week of the year, if I lose my job it'll be the worst week ever.
So after many months of doing all I can to preserve my raltionship it has officially been ended. It came to the point that the things each of wanted were not achievable. So fealing like emotional shit was then couple with a ruthless...
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I'm done being whiny and lame for the year. Yup I'm calling it quits early this year. This is not to be confused with a resolution or anythng; it's just a choice. I'm reminding myself to do things or not do them without that indecision area.
If I did a New Years resolution it would be to become a better speller, so I will do...
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