I have been single for a while now, and it is starting to get bothersome. I have been trying to use dating websites to help facilitate things, but it has been unsuccessful so far. It feels like that whenever a guy/girl reads that someone is transgender/transsexual, they automatically assume that they are a slut or whore...erm, something to play with, but not...
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donatella:
HAHAHA! *Facepalm*.....Figures! *thuds head on desk*   I speak, and it happens!  Apparently I have a new BF, and I am not going to say anything right now, because I do not want to jinx it; however, he does seem very different from the others....The only question is:  How long will he last?  I have a horrible record for short and/or near non-existent relationships.  Hopefully this one will break my losing streak, but I do not want to hold my breathe on that.  He is very respectful, and going to a restaurant that was featured on the food network for Cantonese cuisine.  5 star restaurant...I think it might have a dress code...he always wears a suit and tie, so he will be fine if they do, but all my clothes are hippie, gypsy, boho, and/or Native American ...  I hope that is acceptable, lol.
donatella:
Well, I could always go in a yukata kimono...but that would be even more strange....I guess.

I am a 37 year old single, Pre-Op Transgender Woman, and this is a bit about my life struggling to be who I am, and some of my views on how I perceive Transgenderism to be. Forgive me if I bounce around with what I say, but it is just my way. I am a bit "Scatter-brained".

But, whatever! Read it, or not! Believe it...
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This last weekend, I was down in Orlando for the Megacon. Didn't do anything at the Megacon, but I did make a porno, got bent over a barstool at the Hilton and got spanked in front of everyone at the bar, had dinner with Ralph Machio from the original Karate Kid (and the blonde guy that was his rival in the movie) while sitting...
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Okay, I know that Skyrim has been out for a very long time now, but I just do not really play too many video games, and I JUST started to play it on PC! I am really wishing I had been playing it for the years that it has been out. Like, OMG! All of those freaking mods for it? The graphics on it as...
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ihodgy:
I should play it too (since I have it) and like to mod

I am currently working on a short story about a TS zombie girl. Well, she is not a zombie for very long in it, and not until things get...really...fucked...up...

When I say that things get really fucked up, it's an understatement. Well, that is according to this guy that I had read the quick rough draft of it to. He said...
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donatella:
Freaking edit time out...and not actually letting me post what I wanted to say....
donatella:
Well, I have been single for a little while now, but I have been looking.  And, I must say:  THIS REALLY SUCKS!!!  I just cannot stand being alone, not having that special connection with someone, or the intimate contact you get to have with them.  But I also hate all of those lying, manipulative, "The only brain I have is in my dick"-type of guys that a girls has to weed through before she gets to "Mr. OH, SHIT!!! HE'S ANOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!"...Erm, before she finds a halfway decent guy...Well, I have yet to weed through all of them, apparently.  You know, guys, there IS a way to be honest with a girl without coming off as a bag-of-dicks-galore.  Take a little extra time to choose more appropriate words, control how you actually say it, work on your body language (it does say a lot!), and either take the chance of saying something that is completely wrong no matter what or not!  Oh, just because I am Transgender, goth-ish, a model (or former model...), or the fact that I had even responded to you...IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE A SLUT OR WHORE (whether I am or not is besides the point...)!!!  "Hello!  How are you?!" does not mean "OMG!  Will you PLEASE fuck my ass really hard...right...NOW!!"....More to bitch about this...but I am tired, so I am going to take a nap and get back to this later....
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I am about to under go a massive amount of surgeries to improve. Facial Feminization reconstruction Surgery, breast augmentation, trech shave (not really necessary, but doing it just in case.), Sexual Reassignment Surgery, and several other surgeries on my entire body. Pretty damn excited about it!

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nebula:
Congrats! Hope it all goes well!
donatella:
Unfortunately, these plans are  now never going to happen, or at least they are going to be GREATLY delayed.  I had all the money for these surgeries, had them planned, and scheduled....then someone stole all of my savings and destroyed my hopes and dreams...If I cannot find some other way of getting any of these done in the near future, I am putting a bullet in my head...
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I am now alone, and I do not really know what to do now. My fiancee just passed away suddenly from an unexpected illness on December 8th, 2015 at 6:00 pm cst. I never had a chance to really say goodbye one last time. I was not able to say to him, or hear from him again one last time. He had been in...
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nebula:
I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine. I hope you're doing okay and have good support around you. 
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Is there anyone that makes REALLY good, high quality, custom corsets that are reasonable in price and flexible is design? Or, does anyone know of anyone that does? I am looking for someone to make me a customized corset for my wedding.

It is not at all a traditional wedding. I am looking for something to suit my theme of a "Gothic Gypsy" hybrid of...
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A friend, who is the one that got me started into modeling (both amateur and professionally), occasionally likes to take some of my photos in her spare time and play around with them on photoshop. She is super sweet, and a lovely model herself. Her name is Sanistra Demonica, and this is the latest photo of me that she had worked on. I just wanted...
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