disdain

listen, assholes:
1.) look @ blog from 10/20
2.) i fucking love my job. went to work. clocked in. went to coffee. been drunk/on the clock since 6:00. beat that, fuckers. no wonder my position is being eliminated.
crypict? dunno. too drunk.
i'm going to go eat some veggie chicken nuggets to soak up the booze.
tomorrow i will do homework.
end.

Ayanami and i have an evil plot.
bwahaha!

i never listen to what people have to say when they spew advise and remedies. i have to fuck up and work it all out for myself. still, things are confusing right now. i just want someone to tell me the answers, damn it. it'd be useless... but i that's what i want.

also, did you know:
the skull is probably the second best area...
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obvious delirium, mr. greenbean.
OPTIMUS PRIME!

how am i to move forward when i don't even know what i want?
conflict.

it was the stuff of cinematic cheese. sometimes that stuff makes for a pretty cool first kiss.

i'm supposed to be writing an essay. its due monday morning.
explain the development of the concept of evolution, include personalities and their ideological contributions in a chronological order. what were different steps/ideas available for darwin to spell out how evolution works? how does knowledge build on itself to create and over-all theory?
this, i do not have the energy for right now.
this is...
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amateurish analogy:
he's like a strong headwind when i'm riding my bike.
refreshing and energizing when it's hot.
holding me back, opposing forward motion when it ain't.
he moves things around. makes the scenery more interesting.
he brings the scent of fall leaves. and passing dump trucks.
this is what i thought about today on my ride home from work.
a twist of fate.
and...
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what the fuck? mosquito bites? october? GAH! i'm like a five year old with chicken pox. THIS IS THE SUCK!
...and let me just mention that i am allergic to the little buggers.
buggers... did anyone catch that? ha!