Thursday Apr 14, 2005

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Just got home from the Swill show tonight and OH MY GOD did they kick my ass. I love it when I find a good, really good, local band. I had a blast. And I am a little drunk right now. And HORNY!!! Somebody fuck me please!! HA HA HA

No really.

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tinyelvis:
Happy Birthday!!! kiss
jitterbug:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss Hope you liked your CD.

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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So the meet up tonight didn't happen. He has a lot going on which is understandable. At least he had the decency to call and let me know what was going on. That is better than what I usually get. He's a cool dude. We talked for a while and I am definately intrigued. I always read to much into things but it would be...
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kitsuneluvsyuki:
OFFICIAL INVITATION

In case you haven't heard, I am having a SG party at my humble abode on April 23rd. Refreshments will be provided. Friends of members are welcome. Please see my journal for more information. ThanQ! smile
swindy:
So far away sorry I cant make it. frown

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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Umm yeah. I do stupid shit. I forget everything. I am constantly losing something.

Case in point: I left my cell phone at my friend's house the night of St Pat's. I was trashed so I forgot. Not the first time however that I have left the mobile just lying around somewhere. I have replaced many many phones. So I was using my mom's in...
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chocolatejesus:
Tori in 4, Bday in 5? Sounds like you got a great week ahead. biggrin

And yes, cookouts with your friends are fun. But it's just a sign of us getting older. And that depresses me. And the next time I wanna drive around and try to score weed and pick up chicks, I'll call you. biggrin

Then again, if you're there, I won't really have to pick up any chicks, huh?
anothervictim:
she's a pretty girl, I am a fan of ethnic chicks....but the eggs made me wanna vomit. I seriously came close to hurling after just looking at that.

Sunday Apr 10, 2005

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So last night wasn't such a great night. I don't know what happened. I had a great day at work hanging with my two favorite ladies who made me laugh so hard I fell down, cried, and continue to laugh. All in front of customers... So yeah. Good times. But when I came home I was just hit with this overwhelming bitch slap of sadness...
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chocolatejesus:
Well, I missed the Emo journal entry. I'll have to go back and read that one. Sometimes I think everyone feels like they are just floating along, it's just the way of life.

Anyway, don't worry about the job interview. If I had a dime for every interview I've fucked up, I wouldn't need a fuckin' job. biggrin
tallboy66:
Hey saw your post on interacial dating.

Question is it Indian or Native American?Just curious. My 'sister' if part Indian(from India) no big deal just wondering.

Saturday Apr 09, 2005

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Nothing fills the emptiness.

Nothing fills the lonliness.

Nothing takes the pain away.

Nothing brings me joy.

Nothing makes me feel alive.

Happiness doesn't last long in my little corner of the universe. I feel nothing right now except for miserable. I don't feel love, joy, lust, safe...

I am having a moment. Maybe I will feel better later. God I am so fucking whiney.

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fpkk:
It's a bad place...

But emotions are like the weather, the only thing inevitable is change.

*transatlantic hug* smile
poetik:
Whiney? you? Please! Not at all. We all have our moments. The thing is that we try to deny ourselves those moments we need.

But we're human. Evey now and then, we have to let it out. Or it stays in and festers...

Friday Apr 08, 2005

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Alright. I am done bitching for right now. Don't worry there will be more later. This I am sure of. As for today I had a pretty good time.

I made pay arangements with my son's school. $131.00 every two weeks. How I am going to do this I don't know but.. I have to. Now all I need to do is make pay arangements...
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blck_flwrsplease:
hmm sounds like a good time - tori amos is cool - (too many crying girls at the concerts, but still cool) smile
poetik:
man what a day! ANd you're welcome. You flatter me blush puff away! wink

Friday Apr 08, 2005

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Ok. I need to vent.

I just noticed that one of my so called SG friends has removed me from their friend's list. Why? Because they finally saw pictures of me. I thought it was odd that I hadn't talked to this person in awhile. Either on here or on Instant messenger. You know what? This is why I hate men. There was nothing sexual...
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the_mad_monk:
Not to be to overly critical sweety, but the fact of the matter is PEOPLE are assholes!!! Not just men. I know you're pissed at a man, so we all seem to fall into your line of fire, but i just wanted to point out that there are some half way good guys.

But you'er right! that GUY is an ass! not to mention shallow. Keep in mind that he is probably a person, with even lower self esteem. Thinking that all the women on his list are interested in him, when the majority just probably ok'ed him to add bulk to their own friend list!!!

this is a sore point with me too.
jitterbug:
Im sorry to hear that sweetie but the truth of the matter is that he is a total ass. Just look at it this way.....Oh well his fucking loss. You don't need people like in your life so fuck him. But I do know how you feel I have been there before and it does suck. All I have to say is that if someone cannot execpt you for YOU, then don't waste your time it only ends up in hurt.

*Hugs*

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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cherrycyanide:
your gorgeous!
xip:
You love Tori -and- Fiona? God... we may just have to duel...
xip

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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Well my car is fixed. I get to pick it up in the morning. So yeah for that. No yeah for the $250.00 I have to pay the auto body shop but I have a car!! *jumps up and down* Now all I need is the money to pay Mr Ian's school. That would be great. Can I borrow $500 from someone? I'm good for...
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jitterbug:
Yay.....your car is fixed. And yes go see Blake he is awesome . Dammit, Dita was suppose to marry me frown Oh well she's still fucking hot as hell love
peteyrock:
this is the funniest entry i've read in the long time. i'm still laughing.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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wynne:
Oooh, hotness on a STICK!! Rawr. wink

Elijah played such a creepy fucking bastard! No wonder I liked it so much. wink Hahahahahah!!
blck_flwrsplease:
thanks smile its amazing how one good admirer can really boost your self esteem smile

Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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Well I am still feeling pretty down and unlike the past I have NOT been able to hide it very well. Everyone is noticing it. *sigh* Life goes on. Right? Yeah.

I had a contradicting weekeend due to my mood. I had a great day Saturday. My best friend and I hung out and did girl stuff. Then we went to see Sin City it...
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dirtylilmonkey:
Hot dingity dang baby! I got a new TUNE for ya! Let me know what ya' think. Man, you should take a trip to Madtown!! You would have a blast!!!! wink shocked wink
jill:
i dont think u have to pick a religion
i'm just spiritual.
i believe that we are all connected
i was just researching to learn
i am not trying to pick anything
i dont see the need
but if i had to say which one i relate to the most
it would be wiccan

Friday Apr 01, 2005

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So tomorrow, well today actually. I am going to hang out with my best friend. Going to the mall, getting my nails done (her treat), and going to see Sin City. No date because someone is a tool and I am going to enjoy just being a girl and hanging out with my bestest bud. Maybe I'll make out with her. I'm sure she won't...
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poetik:
Monday is Sin City day and nothing's gonna stop me!!! (except maybe teh cold I have now biggrin )
tinsoldier:
hi there. i've been meaning to get ahold of ya but i'm having problems getting anything done except basking in the spring weather and hanging out in bars. *sigh* life is good. ciao.
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