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thelastasthmatic:
"Did you write what you posted in my journal?"

yep.

i try to note if i'm quoting someone...
xip:
Lust and I are not that close. I'm not a particularly lusty girl, contrary to popular belief. I'm incredibly VULGAR and SEXUAL, but for me sex and lust are not very connected. Love and I however... love is like a family member or a pedophile who molests me, and I like it but am tortured by the dark nature of the entire affair... that's how I feel about love... I am addicted to love, and I hate how obsessed and desperate I become when it's involved...though I hide it well..like flushing a condom

Thanks for the support on the writing venture smile Every little bit helps, I'm kind of scared to put my ass out on that limb, scared it's gonna break and fuck me over, but... it's something I have to try... I can't just sit here and go nowhere
xip
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Black lipstick stains my glass of red wine.....
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dirtylilmonkey:
We play Friday in Rockford Ill. Then next Friday in Madison. We're playing alot this Summer! biggrin
sbmick:
I just thought i would let you know that you can hear the whole new NIN album at this website if your interested.

New NIN cd
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Drinking Killian's. Shit knocks me on my ass.

Listening to NIN's Broken. The new cd comes out in a week. I am so happy about that.

I may be getting my digital camera back. Talked to my neighbor about the kids who took my shit. He interogated the one that lives with him and found out what happened. I got my mom's cell phone back....
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swindy:
u crazy
smile
tinsoldier:
hi,

sorry i've been scarce. been getting back to work and i had to be best man at a wedding. regardless, i didn't think that you were "hitting" on me. we were just getting to know each other and hanging out, which we need to do again. there is gonna be a cool car show in lawrence on may 28th. what do you think?
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I make no apologies. I can be only me.

I have found myself becoming more and more honest, blunt, direct, whatever you want to call it. As I age I become more and more tired of the bullshit that so many people tend to give.

I have moments where I tend to regress. Like with men. I usually have no problem saying what I want...
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corriander:
Chances are I will be here until close to midnight . . . frown
corriander:
My model is ready for me . . . back to the grind I go!

At least I have lots of music to listen to while I am stuck here in the office!
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So I am reading the latest book in the Meredith Gentry series by Laurell K. Hamilton. If you have never read her I highly suggest you do. This is why I love her. Not the sole reason but damn!!!

A little excerpt from "A Stroke of Midnight" by Laurell K. Hamilton:

(Chapter 7, pgs 75 & 76)

His mouth touched mine, and the moment it...
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peteyrock:
everyone on this site is sick in the head in one way or another. no worries. you are awesome
metaleric:
Thanks. kiss


I was there visiting him most of the day. It gets real hard to see him like that.
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So today was actually a pretty good day. I hung out with a good friend this morning. Then came home and crashed again. I was up late last night thinking way too much. Then my mom came home from diaylsis and announced that she wanted Red Lobster for dinner. I swear to you that Red Lobster is her most favorite place to eat in the...
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poetik:
Good day smile

ah exes... surreal I'll leave it at that. Since there's been a hot topic close to everywhere I've lived, it amazzes me when I remember it's not like that everywhere. Since that's the closest one to you, you should definetely go! biggrin
corriander:
I don't think I have any goth pictures (short of me half naked and painted red with devil horns) but I have quite a few from my industrial-boy days with funky hair colors. I will see what I can dig up . . .
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So today was actually a pretty good day. I hung out with a good friend this morning. Then came home and crashed again. I was up late last night thinking way too much. Then my mom came home from diaylsis and announced that she wanted Red Lobster for dinner. I swear to you that Red Lobster is her most favorite place to eat in the...
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Ok scratch everything I said earlier.

I just found out that there is no Slipknot show in my future. My friend who I thought had tickets just told me that I basicly dreamt the whole thing. I am very sad right now. I know I will get over it.

I still hate men. Hate may be a strong word. How about I STRONGLY dislike men?...
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corriander:
kiss
poetik:
Dude! Hopefully, I'm not a man, but more like a guy so you don't have to strongly sidlike me or anything biggrin

But you know how it is... the selfishness and all that is really never something that the whole group does... though it could very well be that most men do...

Sorry about teh slipknot frown but there'll be more shows... and you WILL make those! ARRR!!!

The whole thing with the piercings and the work force is pretty annoying. I'd love to put two holes in my eyebrows, have a half sleeve on one arm and a full sleeve on the other. But though my job has always been way cool about my piercings, I'm sure that would be a little too much for them frown Oh well...

I'm on AIM and MSN Messenger... wink
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corriander:
Even me?

<blink, blink>
swindy:
in Ontario smile
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jamesriot:
Oh, fuck! I totally missed your birthday! I'm a terrible friend!
As soon as I get home from work (which is where I am now) I'm sending you your picture. I just need your email (again) to do that.

Happy belated birthday. Much love as always.
jill:
i cant go to slipknot i need to make money
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I am crying happy tears right now. I had 24 comments wishing me a happy birthday. All of you that did so ROCK SUPER HARD CORE. Thank you so much. I feel so loved. I am pretty sure that I commented back to everyone.

I got home around 10:45 tonight. It was so nice to be back home where everything is cheap and people don't...
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ajaxappleengle:
MDT-
me email is as such:
charletonheston@msn.com
(I'm not into the NRA or anythin', it's just that I've been told that soilent green is people.)
-J
thelastasthmatic:
what about laugh and cry whilst enjoying the sublties of the world?


i love chicago too. haven't been there since high school,though...
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Well boys and girls I am updating from The beautiful Palmer House Hilton in Chicago. Today was quite an adventure. i have had no sleep except for one hour on the plane. I am headed to bed very shortly. But I had to tell you that I love it here. This hotel is like something out of a magazine. Tomorrow I will be taking lots...
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ajaxappleengle:
MDT-
Happy Birthday!!! I'm glad you had such a good time in Chicago, you certainly deserve a break. Many happy returns!
-J
l7rules:
If your site seeing might I suggest you go to Clark and Belmont{intersection}. The Alley and other cool stores are there biggrin biggrin

[Edited on Apr 18, 2005 1:03AM]