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Today is another winner....

I am going insane...Yahoo chat anyone?

dampyreluv

Please I beg of you!!!
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jasond:
Sorry, I'm not much into the bar scene. In fact I'm rarely into the "leaving the apartment" scene. Plus I'm fairly depressed and wouldn't be much company.
blck_flwrsplease:
kiss
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You ever cook a meal and amaze yourself? Today I made a pork roast that turned out beautiful, garlic mashed potatoes, mac n cheese. MMM...garlicy goodness. I was really craving the Pork Roast. I had never cooked one before. My former mother in law (baby's daddy's mom) always makes one for special occasions and holidays. I hate to admit it but mine was way better....
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thelastboss:
Yes, pepper balls!
I will give you the recipe for them. They are a PAIN IN THE ASS to make, especially the first time. But very tasty.
tarnish:
I dont think I ever saw Rip magazine. Just metal edge, and Hit Parade, and stuff like that. But the posters and even some little pictures that I cut out, were plastered all over my room growing up. Now my house is covered in art work and band posters I've picked up all over the place. (mostly Nirvana posters of my husbands)

What are you looking to get done, as far as ink goes? I should be getting a chest piece in about 2 weeks. I uploaded my rough draft to my hubby's pics here on SG. you can look it up if you so desire. Just go to the pics section on dEREKTheRed's page.

The artist is re-drawing it, adding depth and style and fucking with the colors for me. I can't wait to see what he comes up with. biggrin
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Insert something witty here.

Yeah I really don't know what to say. My sleep schedule is all fucked up. I think that I am really hitting a serious stage of depression. I need to really work on this. I don't like being this way.

I feel like I am just floating through life. People want to have these serious discussions with me and I feel...
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beryn:
sorry i didnt get back with ya sooner, ya we should def hang out some time. I'm in witchita till friday/saturday ish unless it gets rainy. if its all stormy tonight were leavin thurs afternoon since i cant do my surveys in teh rain, well not if i still want my laptop to work. I'll be around on here later tonight probably and if i catch u cool if not theres always later. biggrin
tarnish:
OMG I LOVE FRAGGLE ROCK! love love
I bookmarked that site, lol.

And yes, we should start a group or something, since we are most likely not the only ones that deal with it. Fuck depression, fuck it in it's fucking ass.

You and I have a lot in common, it seems. Awesome to find more girls into horror flicks, and good tunes. hehe. Rock on!
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The Polyplush Cats totaly rocked the house at The Brick tonight. And how come I was the only SGKC person there?!!! What is up with that? There weren't very many people there. I guess for a Sunday night. Whatever. KC really irritates me sometimes. People would rather fucking go see Kid Rock or Ashlee fucking Simpson than an honest to good kick ass rock and...
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peteyrock:
the thing is that i can't identify with pretty much all of the lyrics. after all, i have a penis
belladea:
Giving up on love is the first step in finding it. I'm about to give up on friendship. My "best" friend just pissed me off seriously. I've got to find some girlfriends who don't think they know how to run my life better than I do. Feel free to be one of those girlfriends.
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I had a blast lastnight. Went to Buzzard's Beach with the ever too cute Llorando75. Always a good time with that girl. Met some friends of hers. Good times. Then I ran into my friend Angel and the rest of our crazy crew. Met some cool people. Ran into the Camel guy that I have the hots for. Finally talked to him and got...
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tinyelvis:
I get sick if I sleep too much. Gotta get up and attack the mutha fuckin day!

j/k
l7rules:
ooh sounds like you had a good nite biggrin biggrin biggrin

edited for poor spelling tongue

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I didn't get the bulbs changed in my car. I swear I am the biggest fucking procrastinator.

The Red head at pretzel time is dating the nasty girl there and to add to it they have a kid together. So no to that. This is why I say don't bother. Either they are all taken or they're assholes.

Whatever.

I am going to drink my...
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belladea:
Wow! Two awesome chicks in two days! This has been such a great week! And I think you're just lovely. Didn't have to avert my eyes at all.

You love Hamlet. That is so great!!! I am quoting Hamlet all the time. I very much identify with him... sadly. But hey... at least my mom isn't fucking my uncle!

Don't lose heart. I met my man after I'd decided to get me to a nunnery. After my third case of painfully unrequited love I'd given up. Then I found him on the internet while my friend and I were looking for a man for her. So... scratch that... you should lose heart. It worked for me.

I've got 1000 things to do today and little time to do it in, so I'd better quit messin' around on here. I sure wish I could sleep in my own bed one more night. O well. I'm so glad you found me!

fpkk:
Sometimes stuff sucks. And sometimes it don't suck so bad. And whichever it does at the moment it'll do the other eventually... inevitably.

Keep well! smile
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I hung out with my best buddy Jen the last night and I had a blast. Her mom bought us beer at this bar she goes too. Pretty cool place. Cool enough. Free beer is always good.
Later I took the pot. I know I said I wasn't going to but right now...yeah.

Now I gotta figure out how to change my brake light bulb...
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chocolatejesus:
Man I hate changing a tail light. It's the worst light bulb you'll ever have to change (except maybe the in the dashboard).

So, how have you been?

edited for posterity.

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poetik:
Speaking of tail lights and turn signals, I have to do the same thing! Except that I got pulled over a couple of weeks ago for that frown

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Things are starting to look up.

Mommie was feeling a lot better today. Still a ways to go but she is better. Thanks for the concern you guys.

Also have I told you that I fucking love the new NIN!!!???

It is great. Awesome. Stupendous. Yeah all of that.
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blck_flwrsplease:
wow, thats sounds serious with your mom - good to hear things are looking better - yeah, the new nin is pretty cool - I really like the video for the hand that feeds - go talk to that guy - red heads huh? grrrrr.....
the_mad_monk:
NNNOOOOOOO!!!! not this ole boy!!!! hehehe wink
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Mom update:

She is on oxygen. Xrays still not looking too good. She is constantly exhausted and being that way on oxygen is not a good sign. She looks like she has aged about 10 years in the last few days. Her hearing is pretty much gone. That part I can't figure out. I mean how could something like that happen in a day or...
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swindy:
Sorry to hear that about your mom, I want that spoon. I like redhead girls. biggrin
corriander:
I finally uploaded older pics . . .

heeheehee
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Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me...
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thelastboss:
I think my ladyfriend just saw chemical romance yesterday. They played in asbury park NJ I believe? She said she had fun but there were lots of little kids there.
thelastasthmatic:
"And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me"

yeah...

are you feeling better today?
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Today was a rough day.

Actually this whole week has been really rough.

The last two weeks...

My mom is getting sicker and sicker. Her energy level is dropping and now she is losing her sight and her hearing. She is only 66. I am really not sure what to do here. Taking care of her with all of this is really going to be....fuck...
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ajaxappleengle:
MDT-
Darlin' I went through that all with my mother and I know how much it sucks. You need to let yourself cry; it doesn't mean you're givin' up hope if you do. I will be thinkin' about you and your mother (if I believed in anything, I'd pray for y'both so keepin' y'all in my thoughts is the best I can do).
-J
chocolatejesus:
Man, I'm so sorry about your mother. I can't imagine what that's like to go through all that.

Hope you find some intimacy. The best I can do from here is *hug*. biggrin
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peteyrock:
and another one bites the dust.
swindy:
? biggrin