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metaleric:
I still haven't got my raise, so I bitched some more. Hopefully next week. surreal
snowballinhell:
Actually no, but that was a great guess biggrin That thought hadn't even crossed my mind to be honest, but does kinda sum up a few things wink tongue

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
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So I log on to the school website to finally get the syllabi I need to purchase books and stuff. I pull up my class schedule but alas it is not there. This is total bullshit. I have been dropped yet again for not confirming classes. Now am I correct in assuming by paying one's fees one is confirming said classes? I even checked on...
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fpkk:
Oh like I say I sing along to it and think the musical component and delivery are cool. But seriously, those lyrics... wink
minceir:
Hope everything turns out alright, for you. love love kiss kiss
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You know Jelly Babies make it all so much better. love

THANKS SHELLEY!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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blck_flwrsplease:
that is really cool - I think they make great pets smile
sbmick:
You should email me your number.

Mickdapimp@aol.com
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So I slept through my alarm this morning and ended up being an hour late. Now the only reason I got up was because one of my coworkers called me. She wasn't even at work Ok. The stupid fucker who works at our main store which is right down the hall, called our manager at home on a Sunday morning to tell her that I...
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rain_dog:
Hey... sorry it took me so long to reply...
Change... change is the only constant.

:just wanted to clarify what you meant by this: "But whether we can or even should tap into this source through magic is a touch and go matter with me.":

Human vanity is to think that we are not just a something in this world, but that we are THE something in this world. We seem to think that everything revolves around us. Therefore we think we are the direct line to divinity and have the right to do whatever we want without consequence. Perhaps if there is 'Magick', then who is to say that we are meant to even touch it or use it? Not a matter of fear, but instead a healthy respect. What do you think?
rain_dog:
"Agreed but it still scares me shitless. ... I have realized that I am very selfish and I can be a tad hypocritical at times. I am learning all sides of man's selfishness."

Just a matter of opinion here... but the important thing is to understand and see. Only through seeing the way things are can we truly understand and grow. People fight to hard against their nature. Ahh wax on, wax off Daniel son...

"What do you consider magick?"

I guess that is the important question... I guess in this instance I am refering to the word magic as spells and craftwork done to influence and alter the world around you. Love spells, luck spells, bindings, and the like. I think that even in prayer these are not things people should be asking for. "Please give me that hottie I met on Suicide Girls.." WAIT! Maybe I should start asking for this...

"SO I would say that the touching of magick would depend entirely on one's intentions and their selfishness. I think that the sources of the Universe are here for us to share in. We give to the Universe and in turn she gives to us. To me that is the deepest form of respect."

I guess it all comes down to intent... Very well put... very.

"Oh goodness I hope you don't think that I am totally looney."

Definetly NOT! If you are then we can be Looney Together... cause I just ain't right.
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Yo peeps what's shaking? Me well my life is so boring so I must tell you all about it. tongue

Friday night my friends had a house warming party and I had to venture out in the rain which I hate and drive to freaking Overland Park, Kansas. It ended up being ok. I love my friends and I convinced appleajaxengle to come along and meet...
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sbmick:
Hey sorry for conviencing you to come to a show then the band cancels...I was unhappy to say the least. I never went into the Hurricane, I was outside for awhile hanging out with the band and then went to a few bars (Including buzzard beach). I got to the Hurricane like 9:45-10-ish. But definately we'll have to meet up sometime and go do something-anything. What kind of things do you like to do?
l7rules:
That bad huh??? I only update once a week though and squeeze all the goodness into that i have. didnt you inotice i made one weekend 2 journals????
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Sometimes I just want to run away.

Sometimes nothing makes sense.

Sometimes I don't see the point.

Sometimes I don't want to leave the house.

Alas I know that in a hour or so my attitude will have changed. I have to go to my friend's party. I have to go. It's her new house. Her and her husband have been working very hard preparing...
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sbmick:
I will defintaely be there tonight. Look me for I'll be in a white Spineshank shirt that has some autographs on it. It says 'Dino' dead in the center of my chest. You can't miss me. Also I will be going fucking nuts, so you can look for the white boy that is oh so close to gettin throw out all night. See ya there
perfectly_flawed:
UMMM< he's so yummy.. If it makes you feel better I just wanna run away as well. maybe we can run away together.. I'm sick of this place already.. the sad part is that I havent even been back for a year!!!.. But you are great..
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So I tried to look up the dispatcher job on the internet like I was told. No such luck. I couldn't find it listed. So I will ask Ray tomorrow if I see him. Here is the selfish truth of the matter. I need a steady job with more pay and benefits but I don't want to stop smoking pot long enough to pass a...
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kaptainkadaver:
I'm glad you liked the package, it was my pleasure to pick it up for you. The insect thing really works, even if you just run it in your bedroom.

skull
belladea:
You should come visit me next week while my man's gone fishing. I am outta maryjane, though. And no one under 14 is allowed into my house, so that might not work... unless you have a babysitter. I'm not good with kids for more than 30 seconds at a time. Even ones as wonderful as yours.

I'd kill myself if I had a kid... and the kid too. I couldn't do it. You should pat yourself on the back for being as strong as you are. kiss

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM Joaquin is sooooooo beautiful. love You gots the good taste, baby!

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Who's a broke ass bitch? Yeah that's right it's me. Yet again.

Things that I need to do that require money I don't have:

1. Make reservations for airplane, hotel, and rental car for New Orleans.

2. Make reservation at Clinton Lake for SGKC Camping Trip August 27-28 that I don't think anyone is coming to. I would do the free campground but I would...
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voiddragon:
I say take the job if you don't like quit and if the herasses you turn him em to HR. I know it's a bitchy move. But sometimes it just takes that much for someone to back off. robot
adhamlyn:
check it out you might like it.

by the way always open doors. even for people i'm not with. cause it makes me feel good about myself. sometimes i pay for dinner sometimes i don't. depends on how much money i have, as i suffer from broke ho syndrome. my lady is not suffering as much, but ya know money is tight and all that.


oh and i have to disagree with your choice of sexiest man alive......sorry hun my ego can't tolerate any one else. part of being an alpha i suppose. now if your choice was for sexiest celeb, then i can't say yay or nay. mostly cause i don't look at guys that way. we're pretty damn ugly. just some less than others.
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I want to say thank you to everyone who said such nice things to make me feel better. I am thankful for all of you and your good hearts. The first three pictures below are what started my tyrad about hating myself. When in Chicago we took pictures of my tattoos and I just couldn't wait to show them to all of you. Then I...
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belladea:
I'm glad you like yourself again. I'm not going to tell you that you should always love yourself cuz that would make me a hypocrite and I try not to be one of those.

I do know beauty... you're right about that. It's not because I'm beautiful, though. It's because I have fucking great taste.

Still... I thank you for your compliment.

nickzut:
the help would refer to a post you made in a group about u not cumming i think
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So I just got back some pics from my trip to Chicago which was a long time ago (April). Yeah I am again hating myself. I will post more when I have the strength and courage.

Here are a few that I felt weren't so bad. They are in the Miserydeathtrip 101 pics folder as well. I have never quite figured out how to post...
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derekthered:
Thank you for the kind words. And don't worry about that being the first correspondence, any friend of Tarnish's, et cetera smile

I don't know what it was in relation to, but I know all about the I hate myself moments. I had one that lasted 10 years. And then another one that started right when that one ended that was for 5 years. Since then I've been in a "i like myself I guess, but only as a friend, and not a close friend, but a friend that you only see during the school year" phase. surreal
ajaxappleengle:
How lovely you look in your dress! I'd be more than happy to buy you a drink or two! If you want to get together tonight (Sunday the 7th) that would work, otherwise I'm not free 'til next Friday. What's the latest on the campin thingy?
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HOLY FUCK Apnea & Benni's new set is about the hottest thing I have ever fucking seen. I want a pink Latex nurses outfit. Ofcourse I won't look a fraction as good in at as Apnea does. But I do have a black vinyl nurses outfit that I might go put on right now and *clears throat* reminisce about this set.

On purely innocent...
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metaleric:
Starting work at 4am wasn't as bad as the 100 degrees it was in the shop. This summer is killing me. surreal

Wear the pumps, but bring the boots and outfit. wink
adhamlyn:
you wanna talk about tempers. i once got pissed off, went out back behind my house. i lived in the woods. and tore a path down the hill i lived on, across the fence into the neighbors land, and down the vally. yanking trees out of the ground. (they were dead and skinny) throwing debris all over the place. one log i picked up decided it had better fight back so it cut my thumb. heh it got chucked across the valley floor, and on I frenzied. Surprised I didn't get tuffed ears for that one..
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Well the kiddo will be home tomorrow night. The days of staying up late and getting up whenever I want are over. As well as watching whatever I want on TV is over too. Well it will be good to see him. I missed him.

Nothing else to report. If I think of anything brillant I will let you know.
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blck_flwrsplease:
thank you, youre so nice smile wow, you had a good long break from your son huh? like two weeks or something - yep, no more pornos in the middle of the afternoon for you wink
dasvolvo:
Hmm, I have 15 different knives biggrin and my 2nd gun is getting ordered soon