So the bright and shiny entries have ended....
I spent all day in bed crying. My back was fucking killing me. So much I decided to go to the ER. They can't ever help me but I hoped that maybe this time would be different. The Doctor actually listened to me. He suggested that I have a MRI. How the hell can I afford to...
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I spent all day in bed crying. My back was fucking killing me. So much I decided to go to the ER. They can't ever help me but I hoped that maybe this time would be different. The Doctor actually listened to me. He suggested that I have a MRI. How the hell can I afford to...
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The last few days have been crazy.
Friday I spent most of the day in my car. I had so much shit to do. I had to drive a friend around while her car was being fixed. But she did my hair for me and that was cool. Not to mention going to pick up my paycheck from the photography studio which is in Overland...
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Friday I spent most of the day in my car. I had so much shit to do. I had to drive a friend around while her car was being fixed. But she did my hair for me and that was cool. Not to mention going to pick up my paycheck from the photography studio which is in Overland...
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mrshateyourself:
You are a busy lady, it would seem.
belladea:
HOLY SHIT! I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO JEALOUS! I just read your last journal. DAVE MATTHEWS!!!! Oh my gaaaahhhhdddd!
I kinda like Dave just a little. I was listening to him just a little bit ago.
Yes, boys are horrible and too damned tempting. Evil things they are. Even the ones that aren't evil are evil just for making us want them. Damn. And I'm getting a crush on one of those evil things. No... not him. I could, but I'm not gonna. Someone else.
I'm glad you seem to be in better spirits.
Oh yes... your poll. Head makes me cum better but there is something about the invasion that I so love. But hell... I'd settle for any of it right now. Too bad I'm so picky about who does it.
Trembling is good. I think. I barely remember.
I'm real talky tonight. Lots of caffeine and boredom.
I would LOVE it if you came down to visit me. Especially if my man was gone fishing at the time. Or wherever... just as long as he's gone. Yummy Boy is supposed to go with me to KC to visit Sweet Girl. If I had someone with me the first time, I could make it on my own the next. I get lost too easily when I don't know where I'm going. Then I could come visit you. You'll have to get me drunk and take me dancing with gay boys.
And, perhaps with not-so-gay boys. teeheehee...
Yes... Nick Cage is a sexy guy. I totally see it, but I don't feel it and I have no idea why cuz I really like him. Not that I'd kick him outta bed.
I'm gonna shut up now. I love you Miss Misery.
I kinda like Dave just a little. I was listening to him just a little bit ago.
Yes, boys are horrible and too damned tempting. Evil things they are. Even the ones that aren't evil are evil just for making us want them. Damn. And I'm getting a crush on one of those evil things. No... not him. I could, but I'm not gonna. Someone else.
I'm glad you seem to be in better spirits.
Oh yes... your poll. Head makes me cum better but there is something about the invasion that I so love. But hell... I'd settle for any of it right now. Too bad I'm so picky about who does it.
Trembling is good. I think. I barely remember.
I'm real talky tonight. Lots of caffeine and boredom.
I would LOVE it if you came down to visit me. Especially if my man was gone fishing at the time. Or wherever... just as long as he's gone. Yummy Boy is supposed to go with me to KC to visit Sweet Girl. If I had someone with me the first time, I could make it on my own the next. I get lost too easily when I don't know where I'm going. Then I could come visit you. You'll have to get me drunk and take me dancing with gay boys.
And, perhaps with not-so-gay boys. teeheehee...
Yes... Nick Cage is a sexy guy. I totally see it, but I don't feel it and I have no idea why cuz I really like him. Not that I'd kick him outta bed.
I'm gonna shut up now. I love you Miss Misery.
I am now back in the land of the living. I am getting out of the house. I am standing up AND walking. This is a good thing. My mom is safe at home and getting settled into a routine. Things are going along swimingly. I went to the Dave Matthews concert last night and I have to say the magic that Dave and I...
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samanthakayne:
s'okay - i'm missing the burlesque this go around, too. it's the tuesday night of my first week back at work. ick.
i'm adjusting to life with no sleep - at least no sleep in a row. and she's starting cooing. life is good.
i'm adjusting to life with no sleep - at least no sleep in a row. and she's starting cooing. life is good.
First of all I want to say thank you to everyone who was so nice to me and supportive. It is good to know that there are people like you out there. BIG PHAT MASSIVE HUGS AND KISSES FOR ALL OF YOU.
So good news my mom gets to come home today. I need to do some last minute cleaning and stuff which is not...
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So good news my mom gets to come home today. I need to do some last minute cleaning and stuff which is not...
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minceir:
Good that your mum is coming home.
Hope you get well enough by the weekend.
Hope you get well enough by the weekend.
adhamlyn:
damn.......i go all hermit crab for a bit.....good to hear your mom is doing better. sue the hell outta that boss, or if you can go over her head.
ask her boss if that is the image they wish for the store to have.
***hugs***
ask her boss if that is the image they wish for the store to have.
***hugs***
I apologize for taking so long to update but a LOT has been going on in my corner of the Universe. It all started with my back hurting again. I have this thing called Sciatica. The sciatic nerve is a large nerve that runs down the spine and down each leg. I have some inflamed tissue and muscles that puts pressure on my sciatic nerve...
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thelastboss:
Oh my god that is horrible. I am so sorry that you have to deal with that. I hope your mom is feeling better since then. I totally understand how it feels since I went through almost the exact same thing earlier this year. My thoughts are with you, and I'm not much of a prayer but my "cares" are with you also.
As for your job... fuck them! They can't fire you over that. You should make copies of the hospital papers and stick it in their faces. Maybe even show it to an attorney!
Either way you should be looking for another job regardless of whether you still have this one or not. They don't deserve you there.
As for your job... fuck them! They can't fire you over that. You should make copies of the hospital papers and stick it in their faces. Maybe even show it to an attorney!
Either way you should be looking for another job regardless of whether you still have this one or not. They don't deserve you there.
rockepidemic:
Christ, I leave town for one weekend and all this happens? I'm really sorry to read about all of that, feel free to give me a call if you need anything. Due to some other circumstances, I happen to be aware of a few places that are hiring, if it would be of any help.
It's totally off topic, and I figure some lighter news might be nice...if I'm not just imaging things, the girl you asked about has got alot more than my number.
It's totally off topic, and I figure some lighter news might be nice...if I'm not just imaging things, the girl you asked about has got alot more than my number.
I had a really great journal entry....then it went poof. Damn. I am too tired from crying all day to bother trying to do it again.
I am fine. I am just saddened by what has happened on the Gulf Coast and Miss Katrina throwing a fit.
I will think of something more eloquent later.
Right now I am going to listen to Tori Amos...
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I am fine. I am just saddened by what has happened on the Gulf Coast and Miss Katrina throwing a fit.
I will think of something more eloquent later.
Right now I am going to listen to Tori Amos...
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hunkabilly:
PUT ON A HAPPY FACE!!
minceir:
Here is a hug.
Sorry it has taken me so long to update. I have just been kind of wiped out the last few days.
First of all I met Bruce Campbell on Friday. I stood in line for damn near four hours. It was crazy. I was number 316 out of like 700+ people. He looked great. He was the nicest guy. You could tell that he was...
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First of all I met Bruce Campbell on Friday. I stood in line for damn near four hours. It was crazy. I was number 316 out of like 700+ people. He looked great. He was the nicest guy. You could tell that he was...
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voiddragon:
Yes yes. I have had my tix for months now and can't wait

minceir:
You wont know until you get to know him a bit more.
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belladea:
Man... I told you! You should never doubt my good taste. I like Ben Stiller, but I can see how he might bother a person. He's supposed to bother you in that movie, so it's cool. I just like his big, Roman nose. I'm kookie that way.
sophie:
gracias! i'm glad you liked the video! thanks for the love!

So it looks like I am the new group owner for SGKC. Ok. Well this should be interesting.
I don't think that I am going to make it to NOLA. Money is pretty much non-existent. I think that I am going to sell my Voodoo Fest tickets on Ebay. There is always next year. But I get to see NIN in St. Louis, MO and...
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I don't think that I am going to make it to NOLA. Money is pretty much non-existent. I think that I am going to sell my Voodoo Fest tickets on Ebay. There is always next year. But I get to see NIN in St. Louis, MO and...
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perfectly_flawed:
I actually had 3 tests and 1 quiz today! I aced them all just like a champ.. I'm so proud. I wish I couls celebrate, But I'm poor white trash. Oh yeah, my status at school got changed from acidemis suspension to probation.. WHoo Hooo. I have a 1.84 GPA.. so If i get an A in anatomy I'm all set and I wont have to transfer schools.. I have monthly meeting with my adviser.. It sucks.. But I gotta get my GPA up to par..
Imma going to talk to my DON tomorrow and se If I can have every Sunday off, so I can actually have a life that a 23 year old needs.. I'm sick of working all the time, then I'm so exhausted when I want to do something.. I figure If i work all the major holidays, it will make up for it on my check!..
Imma going to talk to my DON tomorrow and se If I can have every Sunday off, so I can actually have a life that a 23 year old needs.. I'm sick of working all the time, then I'm so exhausted when I want to do something.. I figure If i work all the major holidays, it will make up for it on my check!..
sbmick:
So yeah just thought you might like to know...
Cold...Sept. 22...Beaumont Club
bad part...shinedown opens...
Cold...Sept. 22...Beaumont Club
bad part...shinedown opens...
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presence:
youll know when you really like someone..just because you havent in a year doesnt mean there isnt hope..droughts just suck
those shoes are great
those shoes are great
yuriel:
i know i care deeply for someone and am HIGHLY infatuated with them right now hah.
so lame. lol
i love those shoes hehe
-hugs-
droughts suck majorly
especially when they last over a decade.
hope life is treatin ya well today

so lame. lol
i love those shoes hehe
-hugs-
droughts suck majorly
especially when they last over a decade.
hope life is treatin ya well today
So yeah I am going to meet Bruce Campbell on Friday and I am FUCKING excited. I am going to have to bail on something else I was supposed to do that night. I hope that a friend of mine can forgive me. I was going to try and make it to both events but I don't know.
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swindy:
Bruce is my hero I have always wanted to be like that man. Seriously. I love him. Dont laugh seriously
aj_paradiselost:
No it won't be BETTER!!!!! I have to WORK!!!!!! Oh well, fuck it, the bills won't pay themselves I suppose. Thinking like an adult blows, really. I dig the profile pic, you look like a wild child, fucking A doll........L8er....AJ
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thegrey:
how do u get tickets to see bruce
phynnyx:
is this an older pic cause I was there but don't remember this.



If fucking sucks that you are in pain doll but i know that you are dealing with it alot better than you thought you could. You could sit here on this site and draw sympathetic energies from the posts that you read or you can realize that life is most of the time pretty fucked for all of us.
The Philadelphia Eagles lost, how do you think I feel? Is there a comparison to your physical pain...........nope..........Do I have a point?.............Nope, I did about thirty fucking seconds ago, but I forget it, I'm just screwing with you, I guess, I don't remember is i was or not. Don't be a vamp doll, You can choose your areas of strength rather than create a shopping list of lifes let downs to you........Fuck it, I'm blitzed, I'll catch you L8er doll.............Aj