well fuck, relationships are fucked up. I always knew this and tried to end mine finally but it didn't really work. I don't know whats going on anymore or what to do or what I'm feeling. But none of that is in neccesarilya bad way. I just need time to regroup my thoughts. Things are okay.
Unrelated but of interest; I bought 75$ of books....
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Unrelated but of interest; I bought 75$ of books....
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yeah, I took rose off my favourite girls for awhile, but it was a lie, I still loved her.
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dia:
*feels the axe, pendulous over my neck...*
I'm glad you're back, hans.
I'm glad you're back, hans.
rose:
I'm rarely online I just now noticed another one of my sets went up feel free to e-mail me anytime
xoxox Rose
xoxox Rose
meh. this is me wanting to die.
but thats me everyday though.
relationships are the devil. They charm you with their silver tongues and lull you into oblivion. you gladly sell your soul, sign a contract in blood give your life away to grasp at some ideal existance.
But pure happiness is an impossibility. And my only soul, my one bargaining chip is spent. My...
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but thats me everyday though.
relationships are the devil. They charm you with their silver tongues and lull you into oblivion. you gladly sell your soul, sign a contract in blood give your life away to grasp at some ideal existance.
But pure happiness is an impossibility. And my only soul, my one bargaining chip is spent. My...
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quijybo:
*hugs*
last time we talked you seemed so happy.
if you need someone to vent to, i'm here.
take care, my dear.
last time we talked you seemed so happy.
if you need someone to vent to, i'm here.
take care, my dear.
avanttard:
Don't die, ok?
You sound like me a few years ago. I was miserable. So don't be like that, ok? OKAY!
You sound like me a few years ago. I was miserable. So don't be like that, ok? OKAY!
well thank you for all the best wishes but it was not a very happy birthday for rex banner.
better luck next time for number twenty-one.
today however, I am drunk, I am wearing kitten ears, I tooted eve's horn and I love my girlfriend because she is the cutest. good day.
its embarassing to admit it but I think two hours of sex is...
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better luck next time for number twenty-one.
today however, I am drunk, I am wearing kitten ears, I tooted eve's horn and I love my girlfriend because she is the cutest. good day.
its embarassing to admit it but I think two hours of sex is...
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verifythis:
You must have been having sex for a lot longer than that because you still haven't updated your profile. And since the only thing more important than updating is sex, then I conclude that is what you have been doing.
xo sarah
xo sarah
mtlqueen:
do you MAKE your hello kitty shirts with checkered sleeves?
Well it eventually turned into my birthday after all despite 7+ hours of class. The clouds went away ( a miracle in olympia ), the cute exchange students wrote me a cute birthday card in kanji I can't read and best of all...
I found Godiva white chocolate raspberry ice cream!!!!
after some digging, it was right there in the cafetorium ice cream bin. took...
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I found Godiva white chocolate raspberry ice cream!!!!
after some digging, it was right there in the cafetorium ice cream bin. took...
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desidia:
i didn't think cafetorium was a word
chicoboprincess:
It amazes me how single you are.
I love the scent of chlorine (and gasoline) .
I love the scent of killing germs
I love the scent of hippies shriveling like slugs from salt
Chlorine is nostalgia. from my childhood in central cal suburbs where everyone has a pool and everyone takes swimming lessons. I catch the scent sometimes on my way between classes. Its the little distractions I love.
Living in...
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I love the scent of killing germs
I love the scent of hippies shriveling like slugs from salt
Chlorine is nostalgia. from my childhood in central cal suburbs where everyone has a pool and everyone takes swimming lessons. I catch the scent sometimes on my way between classes. Its the little distractions I love.
Living in...
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desidia:
who said my birthday was happy? I'm sick and I'm tired and I got kept in class 20 minutes late and I have to go back and do another 5 hours... bleh. today is not a happy birthday for rex banner...
but it will be after I get out of school! screw pain and suffering in the world, I cause pain and suffering every day of the year.
but it will be after I get out of school! screw pain and suffering in the world, I cause pain and suffering every day of the year.
ludavico2002:
hippies shriveling like slugs from salt ... heh
back to the hating
mercury meloncholy
i hate myself most
meloncholy is
an pale absinthe green
my feelings since birth
Angel Insomnia came for me. To torture me by God's command. Brain ticks desperate. Thoughts to think. Thesleep my treasured escape. occasionalLast haven/heaven. (where i'm a viking) Lost without. Meaning. How long has it been? Since I wanted to live. without goth poetry.
aus-tere (o-stir')...
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mercury meloncholy
i hate myself most
meloncholy is
an pale absinthe green
my feelings since birth
Angel Insomnia came for me. To torture me by God's command. Brain ticks desperate. Thoughts to think. Thesleep my treasured escape. occasionalLast haven/heaven. (where i'm a viking) Lost without. Meaning. How long has it been? Since I wanted to live. without goth poetry.
aus-tere (o-stir')...
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thedarkocean:
Do you really hate yourself? If so, why?
echo:
Don't you just love that annoying prick of a cactus from the game Final Fantasy? Sometimes I still hum that tune.
It's so wrong that I dance to video game music. I've got this killa techno remix of Mario Bro.'s.
I rock out to it on my old mattress on the floor.
It's so wrong that I dance to video game music. I've got this killa techno remix of Mario Bro.'s.
I rock out to it on my old mattress on the floor.
Its really creepy how many people had weird dreams last night, it must have been some strange planetary alignment or something.
my dream was so good, I almost never have good dreams, but last night, everyone liked me, everyone respected me, everyone enjoyed my company.
my parents were still asses but they did buy me a cello for my birthday.
It was old and cheap...
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my dream was so good, I almost never have good dreams, but last night, everyone liked me, everyone respected me, everyone enjoyed my company.
my parents were still asses but they did buy me a cello for my birthday.
It was old and cheap...
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jayden:
I had a creepy weird dream Sunday night, too.
That's bizarre.
That's bizarre.
chicoboprincess:
meh
this is what happens when a great deal of intelligence is invested in ignorance
-_-
-_-
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prudence:
sip on the rum and coke instead.
lefty:
i know!! i know!!! the answer is britney spears right??
Halloween used to be my excuse for not shaving.
Now its my excuse for plucking my eyebrows.
*fingers crossed for a fun holiday and good pictures of all the fun*
holidays are depressing for me. i hate being expected to be happy
Now its my excuse for plucking my eyebrows.
*fingers crossed for a fun holiday and good pictures of all the fun*
holidays are depressing for me. i hate being expected to be happy
snow:
I am trying to decide how thin to pluck my brows. I am dressing up as a Living Dead doll and they have the cutest little brows. But yes, take lots o pics for us to see!!!
desidia:
tell you what. I'll give chicoboprincess some pics and the two of you can chat about them over sushi? eh? eh?
I now have two banes of my fucking existance.
tazmanian devil tattoos AND noh theatre.
I am also developing into a full fledged legitimate insomniac. maybe tonight i will sleep.
tazmanian devil tattoos AND noh theatre.
I am also developing into a full fledged legitimate insomniac. maybe tonight i will sleep.
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desidia:
actually it was legitimate insomnia, i scheduled an early bed time of 12:30 - 1:00 and spent the next seven and a half hours TRYING to sleep. I ended up not going to my morning class and I'm still not tired.
hatefulerin:
three against one unfair! unfair, three against one! three against one unfair!
ask me about my fantastic adventures in art this weekend and i will tell you.
give me a scanner and i will show you.
buy me new boots and i will have your children
*sigh* being anti-socialite is hard
give me a scanner and i will show you.
buy me new boots and i will have your children
*sigh* being anti-socialite is hard