Today was a good day, after 3 days of searching with no luck. I finally got my high after work. Feeling better than the pass few days. Still up pretty late. Still learning new tricks on my IPad and trying to figure out hownto upload photos, having a hard time but I will get it some day....hopefully 
How do you care and love someone so much but in the end it's like they don't show the same affection. Does that mean they don't feel the same? All I want is to spend more time together, but over the years it seems were drifting apart.
Or is it yourself that changed? After all that has happened, am I the one that feels different...
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Or is it yourself that changed? After all that has happened, am I the one that feels different...
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Can't seem to fall asleep now a days. Does it suck to wish for something but not want it in the end?.......
Today's just on of this days you want to kick back and smoke all your anger and pain away. So much shit going through my head, I can't wait to get paid get some bomb ass weed and relax the rest of the day. Jamming out to Big B right now, it's helping calm my demons hahaha
Today at work was interesting, a coworker that I like to look at asked to use my phone and I received a texted from a friend and she read it. Before she asked I had just asked a friend what kinda underwear she was wearing. My coworker read the text and gave a weird look, like I was a perv....she was wrong haha. Then later...
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Busy long today. Almost couldn't take, good thing I took my med
feels good to relax haha
Enjoying my day off. Getting ready to smoke out of my new pipe. Downloading some music enjoying my IPad.

Had a double cheeseburger today at work. Was good as he'll, damn I know how to cook haha. 