well the day was interesting...helped someone out on how to take care of their ears when their gaugeing them...apparently the local seaside piercing place didn't tell him he had to soak his ears in sea salt after got his ears done... 
i hate it when places don't know how to take care of their clients properly...luckyly he ran into me...and started talk about my ears...
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i hate it when places don't know how to take care of their clients properly...luckyly he ran into me...and started talk about my ears...
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i hate going to get a pap smear...so nervous that my stomach hurts and i feel like i'm gonna hurl...merf
just another reason why i hate being a woman..
oh a lighter not i'm going to the beach afterwards so the day won't be a total loss. not much to report....
so her eis another poem of mine
Mother
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Stumbling,Twisting
Mangling my body and...
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just another reason why i hate being a woman..
oh a lighter not i'm going to the beach afterwards so the day won't be a total loss. not much to report....
so her eis another poem of mine
Mother
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Stumbling,Twisting
Mangling my body and...
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maelwys:
Weee! I updated at last 
So how you been?
Beach, lucky. No beaches to go to in London and the weathers crap anyway. In the summer I may manage to get to a beach and swim in the Atlantic again.
So how you been?
Beach, lucky. No beaches to go to in London and the weathers crap anyway. In the summer I may manage to get to a beach and swim in the Atlantic again.
maelwys:
Vodka's not bad with Coke and ok with beer too, gets me langered quite quickly. Whisky is better but this vodka was free!!
here is an old poem i wrote a long time ago back in high school
What is Love & Losing?
Listen to me, I am here.
You say you really have no clue.
I know what love is, I have tasted it's bitter sweet sensation, that later filled me with despair.
It is not something you can buy or bargan for as it though it...
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What is Love & Losing?
Listen to me, I am here.
You say you really have no clue.
I know what love is, I have tasted it's bitter sweet sensation, that later filled me with despair.
It is not something you can buy or bargan for as it though it...
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emily:
Yeah,I couldnt think of anything to write in my journal...So an E was good enough
gil:
*smoooch*
er...don't know what to say except...damn this black hearts i ahve to cut out..i hope you people will apreciate the blac roses i will be giving you saturday..damn it...oo..look flying monkeys 
*hides*
*hides*
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oso:
i'd give almost anything to get out there for your party, but i gotta work that night too. 
gonna make it out to PDX one of these days so i can beat the crap outta the old man. maybe we could have a party for that?
gonna make it out to PDX one of these days so i can beat the crap outta the old man. maybe we could have a party for that?
miss_piss:
hot damn (that's for your picture)
what do you make of that? (that's for your comment)
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what do you make of that? (that's for your comment)
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well nothing much to report on..didn't go to the concert caus eit being 21+ and all..merf..i hate being 20...it sucks ass..
welll maybe someday i will meet my fried zenegiva in person...merf
but me and boojiboy had some fun..saw darkensss falls..and walked around portland for a littlle..and drooled ove rthe vespa store by powells i want one so bad...but don't think i would get one...
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welll maybe someday i will meet my fried zenegiva in person...merf
but me and boojiboy had some fun..saw darkensss falls..and walked around portland for a littlle..and drooled ove rthe vespa store by powells i want one so bad...but don't think i would get one...
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madness_____:
The vodka or the malt beer?
psmith:
yes, merf.
welll didn't go to the get together that was tonight cause i was suppose tog et a ride from swingitten but she and the perosn she was gettting a ride from didn't show up...then i got a IM from stewd that it was moved to roccos..well the boy came home and gave me a ride to roccos ..checked for people and no one was there..at...
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oipthestampede:
at least metallica was in a position in which they had to become sellouts. nearly all bands these days are born that way. and your profile pic looks fantastic.
atrasties:
Sorry sweets about your night; hope your weekend is better. I'll try and catch ya for chats this weekend.
well hmmmmmm.....i guess i'm getting a visit from linz? *shrugs* i do not know folks...merf
well hmm..my monthly friend came today..i hate being a woman..and that is one of my many reason...although we do have a better choice than guys for awrdrobe...which is a good thing..
feb 15th 8pm i'm holding my anti-valentines party..details in the hook-up(pdx valentines info thread) or sgpdx...be ther or be...
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well hmm..my monthly friend came today..i hate being a woman..and that is one of my many reason...although we do have a better choice than guys for awrdrobe...which is a good thing..
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maelwys:
Oh no, all your pictures are stunning, I like the blue haired ones escpecially. Those are too cute. I'm always interested in seeing new hair and colour designs so I was wondering how the new on looked
rebeldaisy:
You are just too cute...did you know that?
well listening to death cab for cutie ..i really like them the first time i heard their stuff was last week at tower records on one of their listening stations...i just like them from then on and my friend steve lent me the album..him adn i are planing to go see them at the crystal ballroom on march the 1st....so if anyone wants to come...
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kinnie:
ooh, Death Cab are so awesome! They're one of the few "emo" bands I can stand. I love their live show too.
And your new pic is HOTTTT.
(with multiple T's, no less)
I haven't seen The Meaning of Life, but I'll look into it.
And your new pic is HOTTTT.
(with multiple T's, no less)
I haven't seen The Meaning of Life, but I'll look into it.
linz:
aww yeah! i might come visit you tomorrow. i need a job. whats up over there? i may have asked you this already...
welll didn't rreally want to make anew entry cause that would mean my favrotie nin song would be gone...merf
anyone want to come to my anti-valentines party?
anyway sleather kinney was actualy really good...even though i couldn't understand what most of what they were saying. it was kinda weird being in crowd of fanatic and not knowing why their so fanatic about..i'm like yeha their...
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anyone want to come to my anti-valentines party?
anyway sleather kinney was actualy really good...even though i couldn't understand what most of what they were saying. it was kinda weird being in crowd of fanatic and not knowing why their so fanatic about..i'm like yeha their...
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jessica:
If you do that let me know! Although I know it's on a Fri this year and I'll be working from 8pm-2:30 am, boo, but if y'all are good partyers than I could stop by then. What a great idea! Don't fax me, haaaaaaaaaaa!
bigpunkmike:
I'd come to your anti-valentines day party if I was closer I haven't played blood rayne yet, I keep passing it at blockbuster, I assume I should rent it
I haven't played blood rayne yet, I keep passing it at blockbuster, I assume I should rent ita new entry for a new day...well going to go see sleather kinney tomorrow and going out to meet boojiboy for lunch and a movie i think....weird....anywho
here is another song for are you happy people
i am putting hurt on here cause it is the only nin song that truely speaks to me on many different levels...tell me which level it speaks to you?...
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here is another song for are you happy people
i am putting hurt on here cause it is the only nin song that truely speaks to me on many different levels...tell me which level it speaks to you?...
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26oo:
YOU'VE PLAYED BLOOD RAYNE??!?!?!?!!!????
boojiboy:
Grabs back the trophey... IN YOUR FACE!
Victory Dance Boo
Victory Dance Boo
don't have much to say except wel i have to call in tomorrow to my non-existant job about a call in shift that i have...most likely i won't be going in..so anyone want to hang out..i have nothing to do...merf
still trying to decide on that alaska thing...merf
merf merf merf merf merf merf woot woot woot woot woot
oo.yeha siren thinks i'm sexy..yeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww
vroot...
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still trying to decide on that alaska thing...merf
merf merf merf merf merf merf woot woot woot woot woot
oo.yeha siren thinks i'm sexy..yeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww
vroot...
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amber:
Hun I am so sorry about that...I didnt mean to do that shit. email me ok?
kinnie:
You are sexy, my dear! 
By the way, I'm still here, I just forgot to renew my subscription.
And Burning Man is a ton of fun... you can't even take two weeks off? But... but...!
By the way, I'm still here, I just forgot to renew my subscription.
And Burning Man is a ton of fun... you can't even take two weeks off? But... but...!
well still thinking about the alaska thing..kinda hard...cause well on one hand i will eventually get enough money from the thing where i could go to school and might have ot take out a wole bunch of loans..but i will be away from freinds..family..and my lovely boy...
the other i could stay here and wait another month(cause nobody is hiring until march) and get some...
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raven:
i have a sketch of the wings. just the basic shape. i havent done the fading to black yet because i want to make sure i have to right shape. what email address do you want me to send it to?
montagro:
why were you banned?..if you don't mind me asking.. you got me all curious now
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[Edited on Jan 30, 2003]
where's the love at huh? Alright time to tear it up.
gadddamn thas a hawt pose!
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