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so nick finally has contact with his "real dad" tht he hasnt seen since he was 3 years old. He wants usto come to bakersfield ca for reunion but nicks prob getting deployed around that time. Nick did how ever take leave for end of july and wants to go then, its such short notice and moneys low and were moving in 3 weeks, dunno...
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new pictorial coming soon youse guys! man im glad i have something that has had me giddy and excited these passed almost 3 weeks alas, im not revealing the source because mystery is sometimes a fun card to play! biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin
onespeed:
must be a pretty lucky source wink
dedlyniteshade:
lmao mehh.. didnt say twas a person could be a show, a song an event hehehe
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50 SHADES OF GREY=50 Times i curled my toes by the 6th chapter! LMAO omfg LOVE it!!! i have a semi-busy week further more prepping to move but i see myself losing myself further more in these books hehehe... Just returned from lakehouse for mums bday i spent alllll day in water yesterday aside from laying on dock reading and i felt at home in...
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dedlyniteshade:
thanks dollsmile
57fairlane:
just finished the series myself... my toes curled up so much!
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LONLEY day of painting and listening to the alt indie love station, where i discovered my newest fav song!!!! " video games" biggrin i listened to that song 22 times today!!!
hectorian:
thats alot of the same song, are their any hidden messages in that lol
dedlyniteshade:
lmao i love the lyrics of the song as well as her voicesmile and the harps nice, its weird as hell but i loves it!!!
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THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO ALL OF THE FRIENDS ON HERE AND ELSEWHERE THAT MADE LIFE ,MUCH EASIER TO ENDURE....

"A LIFE WITHOUT YOU"


IF YOU DIDNT EXIST TO ME IN THIS WORLD I'D BE ALONE
LOST IN ITS BOUNDARIES NEVER TO BE KNOWN,

MY FEAR WOULD BREAK MY STRENGTH AND WHEN I SUDDENLY FELL,
I'D LOOK UP AND BREATH IN FIRE, REALIZING I'M IN...
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knives2meatyou:
Believe me, the ones to be thankful are all of us for your generosity of spirit in allowing us a glimpse into your life. Your beauty is both external (the left side of that photo notwithstanding... actually you look good zombified, too) and internal. Have an excellent weekend. I wish it would cool down already!
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july 4th twas ok at first went and saw a pal aint seen in almost 4 years, got drunk, stung my a muther effing bee!!! didnt get to swim nor see fire works but the txt conversation with a friend when i got home entertained me so very much so i can say it was close to best july 4th everbiggrin woot
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corine:
REALLY THANKS FOR YOU SUPPORT WIHTOUT IT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE
dedlyniteshade:
no prob at all doll!
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happy july 4th everyone! hope all of you have a great funfilled safe daybiggrin at first i had no plans and twas sad but made last min plans with friend i havent seen in 2 years( prob gonna get picked at considering last time isaw them they walked in on me and stephanie in the shower! hahahahahaha anywho....... operation super diet commence tomorrow!!!! love peace...
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love is not the only thing that can break a heart, it truly amazes me how some people break my heart that never even held it in the first place... does this make me fragile? no, well it can i guess but it def. makes me feel more than the average person, there are no blessings without a curse i guess...im just still in awe...
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knives2meatyou:
It's a shame you have to be punished in a sense for your sensitivity. I suspect that is the price one has to pay for seeing the world that way. I hope you get over this quickly and don't let these hurts let you grow callous toward life.
dedlyniteshade:
thankyou and i always try my best to repair my rose tinted glasses once theyve broken smile hope youre doing wellsmile
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ok! ive seen a dozen dance blogs today , its gonna be hella embarrassing but im totally gona make one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
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dedlyniteshade:
biggrin it shall be done! lol
onespeed:
can't wait to see it! kiss